Happy Birthday Daddy.... I love you and miss you so much it hurts. I'm gettin our song tattooed on my thigh today. Mama Ts ex David is gonna do it. Probly over at Kandys. I wish you were here to watch. But i know you'll be watchin from above. And then next month on that day. I'm gettin another one. And I'm gonna continue gettin tattoos on those days. So by the time i get to you. Ima be all tatted up. Aint gettin no spider web on my head though. Lol.... I love you daddy. Happy Birthday Daddy.

I miss you more and more everyday. Everybody says it gets easier with time. That's bullshit. It don't. I've never gone anything close to this long without seeing or talking to you. In my entire life. I need you. I need you to tell me what to do and when I'm wrong. You made me who i am. You tought me everything. Except how to live without you. Some how i still feel like this is all a fucked off dream. And I'm gonna wake up and your here. Next to me. Where you've always been. Where your suppose to be. Holding my hand. While i learn how to be a grown up. I love you so much. I know you watch over us. And your not to happy with somethi gs that have gone on since you left. But it will be okay. I will fix it. I promise. And who would of thought that Tamera Anne would feel some type of way when i called her first thing morning. Still drunk from the night befor. Pissed off. And wantin to fuck up someones day. So i called her and told her. My dad died. A week ago. 2 days befor my birthday. You better never in your fuckin life talk shit about him. He was and is better than you. You left. He stayed and fought for us. He would have walked threw the depts of hell for us. You don't have a right to talk about him. And if you do i promise you. I will find you and fuckin stomp you the fuck out. Since then she's sent us packages. Money. Presents. Wants us to come down there for a week. Gonna pay for it. All that. Me Ary and my boyfriend. Mikal. He loves me daddy. Like really loves me. He deals with my bullshit. Meltdowns and all. He stays. Ary adores him. Asked if she can call him dad. He cried. He's only 24. I know. He's Lee Anns son. Ary misses you so much. We miss you. So much it hurts. I love you daddy. Love always and forever Your bestest girl

I love you daddy

I miss you so much it hurts. I think about you constantly. You always have been and always will be my superhero.