Until we see you again...

One of the things I can say about our mother is that she loved and would do anything for her girls. Me being her first born, I had the wonderful love of a mother for almost 36 years of my life. From all the way back as I can remember, through all her struggles she has always put me and my sister first. She was married 3 times and before she passed had found love once again. Her heart was full of love. Even when my sister & I grew older and had started our own lives, she was always right there anytime we needed her. She would still put us first. We lost our best friend, our rock the day she was called home. The pain was more than we could imagine. I still want to call her everyday like I use to. Mom was 55 and starting to find herself again. She gained a great group of friends who she called family, and found love again..She was so happy. Then she was suddenly diagnosed wih stage 4 pancreatic cancer. I asked God why over and over again. Even though we weren't ready, God was ready for her. I knew the day would come when I had to say goodbye to the most greatest woman I ever knew, but I'd never of thought it would of been so soon...As I am writing this blog, thinking WOW it's been a little over 3 years since we watched our mother take her last breath. That vision in my heads seems like yesterday. The scar in my heart I will never lose... :(