DEMONTAY WAS MY FIRST SON THAT I HAD IT WAS SO AMAZING TO KNOW THAT YOU WERE GROWING ON THE INSIDE OF ME FOR NINE MONTHS BUT IT WAS EVEN GREATER TO HAVE YOU SEE YOUR LITTLR FINGERS AND TOES AND THE WAY YOU SMELLED WHEN YOU WAS BORN BUT THEN YOU BEING TO GROW UP AND BECAME A LITTLE BOY WATCH YOU PLAYED AROUND AND GO TO SCHOOL AND YOU USE TO BE SO QUIET BACK THEN BUT YOU ALSO TALK ALOT TO JUST LIKE YOUR BABY BROTHER DO KNOW BUT I THINK HE GOT YOU THO..LOL BUT AS YOU GREW UP TO BECOME A MAN YOU LEARN AND WANTED TO WORK AND HAVE MONEY AND THATS WHAT YOU DID BUT I ENJOYED ALL THE TIME THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER AND ALL THE TIMES YOU USE TO ACT SO SILLY AND MOST OF THE TIME YOU USE TO SCARE ME LIKE WHEN I USE TO COME DOWN THE STAIRS IN COUNTRY LANE AND THEN YOU USE TO HIDE AND WAIT UNTILL I COME BYE AND SAY BOO MA AND YOU USE TO SAY MA YOU SO SCARY..I MISS YOU SO MUCH WISHN YOU COULD BE HEAR SO BAD ..BUT YOU ALWAYS IN MY HEART ..LOVE DEMON ...MONTAY...DEMONTAY...GOD I WANT YOU BACK..