Well Dennis i put the tree up this pasted weekend. I put your oraments up on the tree. It doesnt feel like its been 11 years that you have been gone. i love you so much it hurts, I know you would be telling me not to cry to move on. I have moved on but i still think about you every day and night. Yesterday was your 82 birthday. I am the only one that post here. I helps me to feel close to you and I feel like you are listening to me talk to you. Every days a good day. I went to the visit with you today i gave you a kiss and left you some fake flowers red and white
for your birthday. Love you my love with all my heart. huggs and kisses forever your wife Paula

Happy  Birthday my love. We should be celebrating ur 82nd birthday together.. i really
Miss u.. i hope u and ur family are all together..
If u were here i would have a party for u.. with all of our friends .They would have fun. I miss u so very much. Love and miss u so much. YOUR LOVING WIFE PAULA

Hello my love
    I miss you so very much. I am trying to move on but I cant I dream about you
almost every night. Ifeel so lucky to have met you and fell in love with you. I wish we had more time , but it was your time to be with God and your mom and ur dad, and now you are there and Karen and Pat are both in Heaven with you. You were and are my one true love. I really miss you. You would be proud of our grandkids. Aidan is be a great young man, Noah is getting taller and Emma she is beautiful she is also tall. I miss you so so much my heart hurts that you had to leave me. Karen and Pat have passed SO they are both up in heaven with you and your father and mother. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WILL NEVER FOR GET YOU. LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER KISSES AND HUGS UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN

its almost Christmas another Christmas without you. its hard to be without you. I wish I was with you so much I really miss you, Nothing feels right to me without you beside me. I dont even feel like i belong here without you. I have the tree up but i cant even look at it. I only put it up because I want to try to make my holidays not so lonely. It just isnt christmas without you. I never thought that I would be so lonely. Merry Christmas my love I miss you so much. I cant wait to be with you forever and ever. Your loving wife Paula

Happy Heavenly 81st Birthday. I wish you were here we would go to your Favorite beach and have a Birthday lunch together. I cant beleive that you are 81 today. I really miss you, I wish we had more time together. My heart feels broken and I dont know how to fix it. I would have you such i huge party for you, We would have all of our friends there. They all miss you as much as i do, I will never forget you. You have my love forever in my heart and sole, It feels just like it was today that you left this earth and me to go home with your parents and now Karen and Pat and your parents are all there with u celebrating you birthday today. I know they will throw the biggest party for you  I just wish i was there with you, But its not my time, I put the christmas tree up but I couldnt handle it with you here, So I put it in the bedroom and that night I had a dream that you came to me and told me to put that tree back out in the living room so I could remnember all the good times with you,
And you told me that you are always here with me, You know I can feel you around me all the time. Your loving wife Paula huggs and kisses forever missing you

My One True Love
     Today my heart hurts its been 10 years ago you and I had the most beautiful wedding with all of our friends there. It was the best wedding
that we could have had. That wedding was so much fun the music and the dancing . I really dont know how I am making it this far without you. I just turned 65 on the 6th of June. I miss you so much I feel you here with me and sometimes I hear your voice telling me that your very proud of me for
what you asked to do. I am trying very hard to honor you like you ask me to
but its still hard on me. Like always say here I will always love you and respect you and teaching me how to love and be loved by someone as special as you were.
       Aidan is in High School you so proud of him. Noah is in Junior High
now and he is doing really well you would be proud of him to. Emma she remembers you alittle from the pictures of you especially the one where you were there when she was born and got to hold first. Jay and Renee go to the cementry sometimes. I have a beauty cocker spaniel she is 8 years old her name is Sadie. You would have loved her as much as I do.
       I forget to tell you if you met with your sisters Karen and Patricia they both in Heaven with you and your parents,
I love you like I never loved anyone else you are my sole and my one and only man in my life that treated like I was loved and careful.  I will always love you with my whole sole and when i pass away my sons have been told where I am to buried, I cant wait to see you and your beautiful smile. I will see you soon believe I miss you so much in my life. oxoxoxox your loving wife Paula oxoxoxxo

I cant believe been 10 years ago today that I watched u take ur last breath and u were gone. To this day i will always love u and miss u. With all my heart and soul. U TAUGHT ME SO MUCH. U taught me how to love and be loved. And how to trust. I hear u tell me that u want me to move on i am trying. I love U and miss U with all of. Heart and Soul. Huggs and kisses my love

Happy 80th birthday my love. I miss u so much. UR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS
LOVE U ALWAYS UR LOVING WIFE Paula

HAPPY FATHERS DAY in Heaven. I miss u so much. Its so hard to believe its 9 years and i still cry on holidays.

I cant believe that I watched as we had ur service. I Fell apart thank God for my son jay. He held me. If feels like it was yesterday. I couldnt watch them put ur remains in the wall. I will always love and miss forever and ever. My one and only true love. U taught me how to love and be loved. I miss u so much. Love Ur wife xoxoxoxo forever
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Hello Babe I miss u so much my heart hurts. I cant believe its been 9 years since u left this earth. Some day I will join u. I know u will be there to meet me with with your big smile and wrap ur arms around me and never let me go. U know your sister Karen is there now. I hope u and your parents welcome her home. My one and only true love. U showed me how to truely love someone and be loved.

Happy 11th Anniversery today. I went up to the cemetery today. I miss you so much it breaks my heart. I will always love you and miss you. You made me
the strong woman I am today. It still hurts on these special days. I remember the day we got married. U made me so happy I was and still am so in love with u. I talk to you all the time. Your loving wife Paula

Happy 79th Birthday my love. I wish u were here to celebrate ur birthday. i love and miss u. i never knew the pain of loss could hurt this much. Ur loving wife Paula

Just wanted to leave you a note how much I miss you. I dont think there will ever be anyone to replace the love I have for you. A piece of you will always be with me. I know when its my time where I will be.. I miss you more then anything. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO My heart will always be with you. Your loving wife forever and ever Paula

Oh my babe love today is Fathers Day I miss you more then you know. But I know that you are up in Heaven with your dad and you both are having a wonderful time. I can feel you around me all the time. HAPPY FATHERS DAY
my sweet dear hubby you will always have a piece of my heart your loving wife

Its 8 years since you passed away and my heart is still broken. I miss you so much. I have so much love in my heart and soul for you. I feel you all the time around me. I remember your sweet touches. And that smile. The day we met I knew you were someone I wanted to be with forever. You were the one thing in my life that make me so very happy and taught me how to love and back. You were my true love. And I wish you were here with me, I know your here in my heart and soul. I will never forget you. Your a very special man. I will always love in my heart and soul. I look forward to seeing you again. And I will I promise you that. Your loving wife Paula

Happy Valentines Day Babe. I miss you so much my heart hurts and I cant stop the tears from falling. I know you would be telling me to Stop the tears I am right here with you always. I feel you every day around me I dream about you everyday. The dreams are so real. I really miss you . Love your wife Paula

Happy 10th Anniversary Babe I miss you so much my heart hurts. If you were here we would be going to Hacienda in El Cajon for dinner, Your favorite place. I will always love you with all my heart and soul. I think of you all the time Your loving wife Paula forever and ever

Well Babe its another New Years without you. Its 2020. Doesn't seem possible that we were at Rich and Barbs house on New Years Eve 2011. I haven't gone out for New Years Eve in a long time. It breaks my heart that your not here with me. I really really miss you so much. You made me so happy, I know your with me I feel you around me. I will never forget you. My one and only true love. You taught me how to be loved and give love. I thank you for everything you made me a stronger woman, But every once in awhile I fall apart just the thought of us never been together until I get to Heaven then I will be complete. I know that you really don't like some of the music I have chosen but for me its helps me. I miss you so much and love you so much I will never be able to find someone that will be just like you.My heart and soul will always be yours. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I will be back in Feb for our Anniversary my love

Merry Christmas my sweet babe. Another Christmas without you, I miss you so much my heart feels so empty I am really trying to move on but I just miss you so much, Tomorrow I will to the stop and see you. And hopefully I will be able to sleep, Dennis I miss you something Awful. I thought by now it wouldnt hurt as much. But its like it yesterday. I am trying to move on like asked me to. Merry Christmas my love I see you in my dreams and I feel you all the time. Miss you your loving wife Paula XOXOXOXXOXOXOX

Happy 78th Birthday Babe. I miss you with all my heart and soul. Its hard to believe in a few months you flew away to Heaven. I feel you around me all the time. I will never forget you. You are my one and only true love. They say you only find your one and only true love. And I found that in U. My hearts breaks but I know your in a better place. NO pain and with your Mom and Your Dad. I love you so much and miss you Your loving Wife Paula XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Its hard to believe that you have been gone 7 years. Today is another Thanksgiving without you the one man that I truly loved and he loved me. I dont know how I do it but I think about you and I know you wouldnt want me to hurt so much. I miss you more then I ever thought I would. I can feel you around me and when I am down your there. I want you to know that you make me so very happy and I really loved you with all my heart. I will see you on tues and leave flowers for you. I love you and miss you. xoxoxoxo your loving wife

Happy Anniversary on our special day June 26,2010 I will never forget that day. That day was but best day of our lives. Having all of our friends around us. Its been 9 years and it was like a dream that you and i both had and we made it happen. You made me feel so special. Yes the day that we were married in the the court house on Feb 9,2010 as nice but on June 26,2010 that day will always be our wedding anniversary. I miss you so much and I dont think I will ever be able to fall in love with anyone because you were and still are the love of my life. My heart still hurts and aches for you my love. Your loving wife always Paula

Happy Fathers Day Babe. I miss you so much its hurts. I know your watching over me. I love you my sweet darling Dennis

Well Babe its been 7 years today that my life changed at the blink of an eye. The worst day of my life but I know your watching over me . I miss and love you so very much. You were the best thing that every happened to me. You will always be in my heart and soul. You will never be forgotten. I miss you so much that my hearts aches for you. I dream about you all the time I feel you around me. Huggs and Kisses my dear sweet loving man. Your one of a kind  your loving wife Paula

Happy Valentine's day Babe. I miss u so much. I remember every Valentine's day u would go get us lunch and i would come up stairs u would have lunch set on the table and u always had flowers with a card and a box that u always managed to surprise me with jewelry. U were the loving man i knew. U taught me how to love and be loved. Ur my heart and soul. YOUR LOVING WIFE PAULA
XOXOXOXO I WILL LOVE FOREVER

Today is our 9th wedding Anniversary. I miss you more then I ever have. It just doesnt feel the same with out. I feel you and miss you so much. I wanted to get to come down today but its raining and I know would understand. I will there for sure either tomorrow or Monday I love you sooooo much its hurts my heart. I know what we would be doing today if you were here with me we would be going to dinner at the Hacinda in El Cajon and staying the day together. Your my heart and soul. Love you so much and Miss you everyday kisses and huggs i see you smile everyday your loving wife Paula

Babe I miss you so much, Your in my mind always you will never leave my mindand heart and soul. I think about you alot and wish you were here with me, You were my one true love Kisses and huggs forever your loving wife Paula

Just last week, Robin and I were reminiscing about Dennis, and had several chuckles in the process. He was quite a guy, and we both miss him a lot. Also sending blessings of comfort to you, Paula! Lots of love, Christy

How I miss you so much. I went to the Cemetary on Feb 8th left flowers for our 6th annversary. I cry myself to sleep alot lately I just miss you so much. You are my one and only true love. You taught me how to really love someone. I am so happy that we got to spend the time we had together.oxoxoxoxo i will always love you

Happy 74 Birthday my darling. I miss you so much. You are my one and only true love. I miss you more everyday. I think and i feel you with me all the time huggs and kisses

Happy Anniversary my love yesterday the 26th of June would have been our 5th wedding anniversary. I have had you on my mind so much lately I miss you so much You will always have a place in my heart.

Happy Fathers Day its so hard without you. I am always thinking about you and my love will never die for you No matter what you will always have a place in my heart. You are and in life a very special man. I miss your smile your laugh the fun that we always had together. I can never forget those memories. of you and i. I will always love you. ad Miss you so much it hurts

Today I am thinking about you. Wishing you were still here with me. I miss you so much. I know your watching over me and everyone else. I will always love you and miss you.

Its been almost three years since you left us to go to heaven. I still miss you more and more everyday. I made it thru another Christmas and now its New Years Eve and I wish you were here to be with me. You loved New Years Eve. All the fun you and I had I can never forget. I wish you were here but you are with me in spirit. I feel you around me everyday. I hear your voice and feel your touch and your love that we had for one another. Happy New Year my beloved Dennis I am blowing kisses to you tomorrow night at midnight. I will love you forever and ever

Happy 73rd Birthday. I miss you so much. My love for you will never die. I wish we could have celebrated this day together. I know you are with me in my soul and my heart.

Dennis I still miss the heck out of you. Its been almost three years in a few more months. And you are so loved and missed. You were truly a man that no one will ever forget. Your loving Wife Paula

What a wonderful friend Dennis was. I miss him a lot, and can only imagine how his family must feel!

You were the love of my life. You were funny and You always had a smile on your face. No matter what you were always there to help anyone you knew. You and I had a wonderful marriage and life together and I will always treasure that for you taught me how to be loved and how love. So I say thank you for coming into my life. I will always love you & you will always have a place in my heart