11 years today, 4015 days, a little over 96360 hours since you left this earth. I love and miss you so much.. the pain doesn't end but only changes. 
Your Mama longs to hug you and just hear your voice.
my sweet boy will the tears ever stop?
love you forever your mama

Happy heavenly birthday my sweet baby boy! I love and miss you!
Mama

Today makes 9years! It hasn’t gotten any easier, it has just become different. I miss you so much! Mama love you Dillian! Forever and always my son, best friend! Never will you be forgotten I promise.

Today is 2920. I still miss you like crazy!! I love you son and you will never be forgotten that I can promise.. now you also have one of your big sisters there with you and it just makes my journey harder, but I know one day we will all be reunited.

My dearest Dillian. Today is your 26th birthday! Happy Birthday Son! Mama loves you just as much as the first time I laid my eyes upon your sweet face. You are missed and loved more than words can ever say.
I have learned that time does not heal all wounds.. my heart breaks because I can not hold you, hug you, kiss you or watch how you would have grown into a man... my thoughts are often of what ifs and sometimes anger that I couldn’t save you..
But I will hold on to the hope that I will see you again in Heaven. That is all I have now..

Today makes seven years since you have had your wings.. people lie and say time heals.. I have made adjustments yes, but I don’t believe time will heal this hurt I have.. my love for you stays and missing you feels like a knife. I share my grief with one of the only people who I feel truly knows my heartache.. she loves you as her own.. I love you so much son.. I cry still more than some ppl say I should, but they don’t know..

It has been six years since you left us my sweet boy. Not one day goes by that I miss thinking about you and all the things that could have been for you. In just a couple of months you would have been 25yrs old. Would you have been married and had children.. We will never know the could have beens. We will never know the answers to the what if's, but they will always linger in my mind.
I go on but my life is forever changed.
Love that never ends... Mama

I love and miss you so very much. There are so many things I would love to talk to about. It just isn't the same without your words back.
Forever your mama!