October 30, 2014
October 30, 2014
In loving memory of Dionte-James Rooney
The minute I see you,
With your twin I knew what to do
I got some tissue and wiped my belly
After I had seen you and your twin on the telly
I was so happy to have two
But god knows best and left me with just you
Every scan every appointment
Never left me with disappointment
You then wanted to come u decided
But no! False alarm you still fighted
You were making me think you were arriving
But all along you kept surviving
we were in and out of the labour ward
You kept making me stare at ceilings bored
I cried in pain
I felt in sain
That I kept feeling pain again
But I knew everyday you were in was a gain
We loved the gas and air
9 bottles of it Who can compare
You kicked my ribs
I bought you clothes and crib
I was so excited to see you
I wanted you born and to pull through
When I see how small you would have been
I'm glad you stayed in because you were beauty to be seen
I am your mother
I had your brother
Along with your sister
Even though I really missed her
You kept me going on
And I'd love singing you a song
All the contractions were so long
But with another song they were gone
You fooled me you fooled the midwife
But bearing you is the best I've ever done in my life
You never had a daddy
but I was your daddy gladly
But my heart felt for you
Because that's all I wanted for you
I couldn't wait for your arrival
But little did I know it was your survival
They told me they couldn't trace your heart
That's when my whole world fell apart
When they found a heart beat
It wasn't yours it was mummy's rapid heart beat
The doctors looked confused
Somehow I was amused
Because our heart is one
And you are my angelic son
I wish I had of known
You would not get to be fully grown
Having you to me
Was just my responsibility
I love you and love you more
And I'm so sad u won't come through the door
You are a great brother
And the best little hugger and lover
I love your lips
Down to the shaking of your hips
Dionté-James what a smile
One I know I won't be seeing in a while
God if I realised you were an angel
I would have treated a lot more special
You love your music
And always drank your milk quick
Loving all of your food
Cheeky but never rude
I pushed you around everyday
Now I'm glad I felt this way
I stared at you sleeping
And recently you started creeping
Running away with a smile on your face
Nobody will ever take your place
You died in my arms a few days old
Just another one of your survival stories told
But you came back
And never did lack
When I said I was getting tired
I didn't mean you now I've been fired
I see you in my dreams
You completed me it seems
Ramiah and grace
Fell in love with your face
So did everyone
Of course they did angelic son
I miss your nods and your miss your eyes
And now your gone I'm flooded with cries
The night the angels took you away
You had one last thing to say
That was night night mummy
I was so proud I thought it was funny
On your last night
You checked I was alright
You took off my shoes
And helped me with things to do
You loved
You loved being all dirty
And when it came to the girls you were rather flirty
I'm sorry I never held you all of the time
But you are always first on my mind
I don't favour you more than your sister or brother
But you would have protected me like no other
A mouth full of teeth you had
And you'd throw your dummy when you were mad
The strongest baby I've ever seen
Mike Tyson would get a look in
You talked and walked most recently
Little did I know you'd be gone so suddenly
I love the greeting you give me
When I pick you up from crèche early
The biggest smile the biggest hug
But now your in heaven snug
You found a man gladly
Who you promoted to be your daddy
Whether he liked it or not
The bond you two had couldn't be forgot
I don't know why God gave you to me
But you definitely kept me strong and happy
Happy with a bottle and nappy
And when you were tired u snappy
Why didn't I know
You would have to go
My tears turn into a river flow
Every time you kiss me I shiver
One teardrop turns into a river
I am asking god why has he done this to me
Was I not good enough did I not make u happy
Over and over again I ask why?
Why would he take you and make me say goodbye
But we don't do farewells
Because until I get to that stairwell
It's son see u later
Until mummy's back with the creator
Son please keep me strong
And this time sing mummy a song
So that I may watch Ramiah and grace
Until I'm also taken to that final place
Baby boy give me signs
Send white feathers with designs
I tried to wake you up and get you back
Now I'm lost like a needle in a haystack
I know you'd never trade places
But god knows I miss your gorgeous faces
Please let me know I never let you down
So I know I too will also wear a crown
And to know you're reunited with your twin
Let's me know the love I have for you is within
Because no matter if you're gone
Mummy will still sing you songs
But this emptiness inside
Is so hard to even try to hide
I get to see you in the chapel of rest
With your arsenal kit puma sponsor at your best
If Wayne Rooney changes teams
It's cos you're the Rooney to change the scene
I just wanna hold u, my bubba boo
FATBOY made u laugh and smile
That's what I'd call you to distract you for a while
May you take a million trillion kisses from me
And return them to me for an eternity
Watch over us all our life
And make sure your brother gets a good wife
As for grace your sister
She ll have no chance with you mister
Tell me and guide me if I stray
Correct me and put me in the right way
You say hello to me daddy
And tell God I love him gladly
Follow me baby boy forever
So that we can always be together
Sleep tight my perfect Sagittarius man
Mummy your number one fan
Night and god bless my baby boy
I'll look after all your lil toys
Don't be scared, I'll be prepared
I know you hate mummy crying
But baby I can't stop the tears I'm trying
"You are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you'll never no dear how much I love you so don't you take my sunshine away"
I have so much words to say
But the priest told me to write this yesterday
So I sat on the floor writing to you
And now when I'm crying I'll know what I'll do
I'll write love letters to you at night
So you keep us both safe and tight
Tell my sister,I really really miss her
Dionte-James Rooney what a pleasure to have had you for such a short time
But I am glad God made you all mine
Mummy loves you me do
Always and forever our hearts and souls together
Precious lord keep my son safe for me
Until you take me home and make me happy
Thank you Almighty god for your beautiful creation
And thank you son for your beautiful inspiration
I Love you my boy
Love mummy
Eileen Rooney
Love u more and more still everyday
The minute I see you,
With your twin I knew what to do
I got some tissue and wiped my belly
After I had seen you and your twin on the telly
I was so happy to have two
But god knows best and left me with just you
Every scan every appointment
Never left me with disappointment
You then wanted to come u decided
But no! False alarm you still fighted
You were making me think you were arriving
But all along you kept surviving
we were in and out of the labour ward
You kept making me stare at ceilings bored
I cried in pain
I felt in sain
That I kept feeling pain again
But I knew everyday you were in was a gain
We loved the gas and air
9 bottles of it Who can compare
You kicked my ribs
I bought you clothes and crib
I was so excited to see you
I wanted you born and to pull through
When I see how small you would have been
I'm glad you stayed in because you were beauty to be seen
I am your mother
I had your brother
Along with your sister
Even though I really missed her
You kept me going on
And I'd love singing you a song
All the contractions were so long
But with another song they were gone
You fooled me you fooled the midwife
But bearing you is the best I've ever done in my life
You never had a daddy
but I was your daddy gladly
But my heart felt for you
Because that's all I wanted for you
I couldn't wait for your arrival
But little did I know it was your survival
They told me they couldn't trace your heart
That's when my whole world fell apart
When they found a heart beat
It wasn't yours it was mummy's rapid heart beat
The doctors looked confused
Somehow I was amused
Because our heart is one
And you are my angelic son
I wish I had of known
You would not get to be fully grown
Having you to me
Was just my responsibility
I love you and love you more
And I'm so sad u won't come through the door
You are a great brother
And the best little hugger and lover
I love your lips
Down to the shaking of your hips
Dionté-James what a smile
One I know I won't be seeing in a while
God if I realised you were an angel
I would have treated a lot more special
You love your music
And always drank your milk quick
Loving all of your food
Cheeky but never rude
I pushed you around everyday
Now I'm glad I felt this way
I stared at you sleeping
And recently you started creeping
Running away with a smile on your face
Nobody will ever take your place
You died in my arms a few days old
Just another one of your survival stories told
But you came back
And never did lack
When I said I was getting tired
I didn't mean you now I've been fired
I see you in my dreams
You completed me it seems
Ramiah and grace
Fell in love with your face
So did everyone
Of course they did angelic son
I miss your nods and your miss your eyes
And now your gone I'm flooded with cries
The night the angels took you away
You had one last thing to say
That was night night mummy
I was so proud I thought it was funny
On your last night
You checked I was alright
You took off my shoes
And helped me with things to do
You loved
You loved being all dirty
And when it came to the girls you were rather flirty
I'm sorry I never held you all of the time
But you are always first on my mind
I don't favour you more than your sister or brother
But you would have protected me like no other
A mouth full of teeth you had
And you'd throw your dummy when you were mad
The strongest baby I've ever seen
Mike Tyson would get a look in
You talked and walked most recently
Little did I know you'd be gone so suddenly
I love the greeting you give me
When I pick you up from crèche early
The biggest smile the biggest hug
But now your in heaven snug
You found a man gladly
Who you promoted to be your daddy
Whether he liked it or not
The bond you two had couldn't be forgot
I don't know why God gave you to me
But you definitely kept me strong and happy
Happy with a bottle and nappy
And when you were tired u snappy
Why didn't I know
You would have to go
My tears turn into a river flow
Every time you kiss me I shiver
One teardrop turns into a river
I am asking god why has he done this to me
Was I not good enough did I not make u happy
Over and over again I ask why?
Why would he take you and make me say goodbye
But we don't do farewells
Because until I get to that stairwell
It's son see u later
Until mummy's back with the creator
Son please keep me strong
And this time sing mummy a song
So that I may watch Ramiah and grace
Until I'm also taken to that final place
Baby boy give me signs
Send white feathers with designs
I tried to wake you up and get you back
Now I'm lost like a needle in a haystack
I know you'd never trade places
But god knows I miss your gorgeous faces
Please let me know I never let you down
So I know I too will also wear a crown
And to know you're reunited with your twin
Let's me know the love I have for you is within
Because no matter if you're gone
Mummy will still sing you songs
But this emptiness inside
Is so hard to even try to hide
I get to see you in the chapel of rest
With your arsenal kit puma sponsor at your best
If Wayne Rooney changes teams
It's cos you're the Rooney to change the scene
I just wanna hold u, my bubba boo
FATBOY made u laugh and smile
That's what I'd call you to distract you for a while
May you take a million trillion kisses from me
And return them to me for an eternity
Watch over us all our life
And make sure your brother gets a good wife
As for grace your sister
She ll have no chance with you mister
Tell me and guide me if I stray
Correct me and put me in the right way
You say hello to me daddy
And tell God I love him gladly
Follow me baby boy forever
So that we can always be together
Sleep tight my perfect Sagittarius man
Mummy your number one fan
Night and god bless my baby boy
I'll look after all your lil toys
Don't be scared, I'll be prepared
I know you hate mummy crying
But baby I can't stop the tears I'm trying
"You are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are grey you'll never no dear how much I love you so don't you take my sunshine away"
I have so much words to say
But the priest told me to write this yesterday
So I sat on the floor writing to you
And now when I'm crying I'll know what I'll do
I'll write love letters to you at night
So you keep us both safe and tight
Tell my sister,I really really miss her
Dionte-James Rooney what a pleasure to have had you for such a short time
But I am glad God made you all mine
Mummy loves you me do
Always and forever our hearts and souls together
Precious lord keep my son safe for me
Until you take me home and make me happy
Thank you Almighty god for your beautiful creation
And thank you son for your beautiful inspiration
I Love you my boy
Love mummy
Eileen Rooney
Love u more and more still everyday