Mom i miss you. It never goes away. I took you for granted. I need you. I love you. I miss you. I know it was you in my dream with you holding my hand. You told me..."your hands are like mine"...you said. And every time i look at my hands... I see yours. You are my momma. I wish your arms could wrap around me once more. Your last words to me.. Slow down Tara. Slow your life down. I wish things couldve been different. But theyre not. Life is hard without my momma. I need her. Momma said i reminded her of aunt Bert. I need to get to know my aunt Bert. But im scared. Letting go is so hard. All these years. Its been since 08. But i miss her. I need her. I cant let go.