forget me not

i am soo sorry i didnt love you hard enough,i am still trying to recover from my losses

you really loved me,.

My father Donnie Wayne Mayfield...The name says it all, MAYFIELD..strong brave responsible for his own actions...stood up for what he believed in. Always made sure his kids were well taken care of... .But not only that, He was also a very loving caring man.. Always looking out for someone...so many memories but yet I still feel like our time with you was cut short...knowing your at peace is the only thing that makes any of this feel good...besides that I feel like my hearts been ripped out of my chest....like a piece of me has been taken. ....I remember being a child my moments with you were always great. ..especially fishing with you on that little boat....You taught me to be patient and wait for the fish to bite..I thought I'd never catch one. When I did I got so excited, I scared all the others off....little memories of you calling me precious. ..or jelly bean....And even when I didn't clean up my room when u told me to , the 3rd party stories you'd tell me about the little girl getting a butt whoppin for not cleaning her room...me knowing you were talking about me....but u never did give me one..or when you told me your jalapeño was a pickle and let me bite it...haha. mom was so mad. But most of all when you got out of prison and I told u that I was pregnant at the age of 16..you hung up on me, then called me back and told me you wanted me to come by and talk to you..oh man you had me sweating...I was so scared. .but when I walked in you had all this winnie the pooh baby stuff for jerimiah. ..His first crib ..outfits diapers...bottles.. not to mention the time you saved our lives when our house burnt down..and Almost lost yours while saving us and our home...you tried so hard to save everything dad..I know you tried and that's all that matters I forgive you, I forgave you a long time ago...you are my hero..and I am your little girl always will be.. I'm going to miss you so much...you were a great dad..everyone makes their mistakes. .it's owning up to them and taking responsibility that matters. ...I could truly tell you everything. .and still can and still will...I love you to the moon and back...
-Daddys little girl

We had some wonderful years 17 of them. You were a loving, giving man and you are gone to soon.