Hello Mom
Another year is going by and I miss as much as the day you left
your beautiful smile and loving caring ways will stay in my heart foever !I know you ask me to keep talking to you and I do I hope you can hear me ,
I look for you every where I go ,I know you are there and someting you do send me a message .I can not beleave you have been gone 8 years . I wish you where here with the kids and I ,Tiff and her children are doing well ,Mom you would be proud of how Tiff is doing she is a strong woman and I think she has learned A lot from you .There are a few times she and I both have had a scare but I know you were there to see us through. I love you Mom and miss you and Eddie very much .Things are not how you left ,But I think some of us have grown and realzie that sometime things are better with change.. Please Mom never stop sending signs I need all I can get ,And please give my big brother hugs and kisses from me. with all my heart I love you so very much .
Olivia and Chelsea send their love to you ,we talk about you all the time Happy Happy 89th Birthday Mom. untill we meet again save a spot for me
     Cherylanne

Hi Mama!
another year has passed and I still hurt as much as the day you left .
Oh Mom I talk to you every day and read and reread your letters ,I watch the dvd I got you and i can hear you laughing as you ate your ice cream .we would talk a lot about everything ! I so miss our talks and shopping trips . you and Olivia playing hide and seek. our times out . I find myself making you favorite foods and cakes and sit there and look at it . some time I take it to the cemetery with a beer and play you favorite songs , It helps a little .but I just want one more day with you .to hear your voice and see your beautiful face . I love you and miss you more every day .forever in my heart

Oh Mama
How I miss you so , There is not one day that I dont think ,talk or cry for you .It will be 4 years and I feel like it is the night I held you in my arms as you made your way to Heaven and I knew Eddie was leading you through . Lying with you talking to you and to feel your hand tighten arounf mine will stay with me always . I know you will always be there watching and protecting all of us .I play over and over all the things we talked about .You ask me to please keep talking to you and you would find a way to answer me , And you have Mom !! But the pain never goes away .This time of year is so very hard I I will always love and need you Mom. Rest easy Mom dont worry about what is going on down here !!!!
You have put your time in ,now is time for you to be at peace .Untill we meet again I will keep talking to you and Eddie every day as I do now .
With all my heart .I LOVE YOU

Hey Mama
I miss you so much , I talk to you every day ,But you already know that .I wrote you earlier today ,but I have a favor to ask Hoping this is where you will hear me , I strurggle every day not knowing how to move on ....
The pain of losing you does not get easier ,I keep thinking how very much I wanted you to share and feel the love of my Grandbabies ..like you did with all of your grand kids . I just wish we had more time .
I tell Olivia and Chelsea that you will watch over them always . But they just want to talk to you , You did not know Chelsea But she knows who you are ,Olivia tells her all the time . So my question to you is Please Mom they are my world keep them safe .I sit here and think of so many things to say . just not enough time or space ..
I hope you and Margie and Nancy are enjoying your renew time together .Love you sooo very much .

Hi Mom
It is 2 years now that you have been gone ,and it still feel like yesterday
I just wanted to say I love yoy so very much and would give anything to have you back here .My talks with you every day have help a little but will not replace you being here listen to me . Please keep sending the butterflies .this just never get easy . so for now Rest easy Mom ,and have a great time with Nancy and your family , Give Eddie a big hug for me . forever in my heart .

Hey mom it just me again !
Christmas and new Years was not good for me , my heart just aches for you I know it will ease a little as time passes but it is just to rawl ,I think about holding you in my arm the night god took you home , laying in the bed with you has helped me some but if I could get you back there are so many thing I want to do with you .I promise you there will be a head stone for you and Eddie very soon . thank you for latting me know you are ok , but please keep sending the sign to me . I hope you liked you christmas decoration Mom . Time to change them your birthday is comming and I will make sure it is just as nice .
  love you so much Mom

Miss you Mom !!
please stay close

Hey Mom
It is Christmas Eve and I am really missing you .
Mom Tiffany Mark and the Kids need you a lot now I and I sure I know that you are sitting with them , So much pain over this last year . Maybe you can send some good things in this next year . I need to put on a happy face now Mom the babies are here . I will be back again

love you mom ! Miss you so much ):

I'm leaving a note because it was your favorite thing to do. Our year has changed so much. I still here you voice when I need you most. Your handwritten card stays at my bedside. We will get together for christmas as a family for the first ever without you. Please gives us all the strength to make through. We miss you more then you will ever know. I still find myself saying "oh I'm not sure I'll call my grand mom and ask" then it hits me I can't call. That's the one thing I want to do. I love you and miss very much. Merry Christmas Grandmom!

Oh Mom
No one will ever know the heart ache I feel every day ! I sit and talk to you all the time ,Just like you ask me to do . I pray that you are ok and I hope you know how very much i Have and always will love and miss you .I read youir letter often .. Olivia talks about you when she see pictures and the birds you gave her . And when she ask me where you are I tell her you are an angel now and that you will always watch over her .
I hope you are at peace Mom that is all I ever wanted for you , I find myself calling your phone and I have gone to your appt. with food and then it hits me your not there . You always ask me to be strong and I have tried mom , I just can not do it any more . there is a major Hold in my heart that will never be closed . This is judt to hard for me to finish Mom . I will write you again when I can think more cearly
   I know you would not want all the tears and pain , but right now Mom That all I have ,
                                 Love you so very much

Hi Mom it is me again !
sorry I got so upset I just miss you that much .
I keep thinking about your birthday night when we watch the dvd's and how much you laugh , I would give anything to hear you laugh again .Peggy and Billy and I talk about you a lot their memories and mine . You would love my decoration this year , it is all about the babies I have kept in touch with Margie Mom she misses you a lot . I guess you know by now where Nancy is . I hope you are all have a great time . all your Brothers and sister with you and Eddie I wish you could have met Chelsea , she is a bugger as you would say . but you would have a good time with her also . she is Kristen lil boy .I hope and pray every day that there is some of you in all three of the new babies ..
          love you Mom

This will be our second Christmas without you. Last year you were in the hospital. But this year, the kids know we can't go see you. I've watched videos of Christmas pasts, the look on your face as you watched the kids open gifts is one of such joy. I know this is the face we will both have when we finally see each other again.
All my love Mommom. Always and Forever. Xo

Miss you so much Mommom xo

It's the first snowfall of the season. Just enough to coat the ground and leave a blanket of white. Making everything so beautiful. I know it would make you smile. I see you coming in from the cold, rubbing your hands together saying "is that baby dressed warm enough?" I naturally would roll my eyes, "yes, Mommom. He is"
Oh Mommom
So much has happened in the short time you've been gone. I have moments of calm during my hard times. I like to think its you, telling me that all will be ok. I remember what you told me, when things become tough and the problem seems bigger than me.
You told me to say "God, I put this in your hands". It helps Mommom. It really does. It's probably some of the best advice you have ever given me. I realize now that you were preparing me for your absence. Although, nothing could have prepared me for the numbness my heart has without you.
I live everyday going over conversations we would be having. I hear you talking about the kids. I hear you singing and reading to the baby. I hear your laughter and I feel your love.
Then there's the moments of realization that become so painful it just takes the life out of me. To curl up and cry is the only release.
All the new James Patterson books that you won't get to read. The shows you love so much with all new episodes.
You didn't ask for much so these small things meant so much to you.
The small moments in the day we would share with one another. My life, your life, it was our life. We were always one.
It's like a stab to my heart to remember all the small moments. If I could look inside to see my heart I know I would see a piece of it, black as night. The piece that died with you