- 81 years old
- Date of birth: Jan 23, 1933
- Date of passing: Feb 20, 2014
|Wherever you go, I will be with you. Stay close and take care of each other. All my love. Always|
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Dorothy Kellar, 81, born on January 23, 1933 and passed away on February 20, 2014. We will hold her memory in our hearts forever.
It is 2 years now that you have been gone ,and it still feel like yesterday
I just wanted to say I love yoy so very much and would give anything to have you back here .My talks with you every day have help a little but eill not replace you being here listen to me . Please keep sending the butterflies .this just never get easy . so for now Rest easy Mom ,and have a great time with Nancy and your family , Give Eddie a big hug for me . forever in my heart ."
"Hey mom it just me again !
Christmas and new Years was not good for me , my heart just aches for you ,I know it will ease a little as time passes but it is just to rawl ,I think about holding you in my arm the night god took you home , laying in the bed with you has helped me some but if I could get you back there are so many thing I want to do with you .I promise you there will be a head stone for you and Eddie very soon . thank you for latting me know you are ok , but please keep sending the sign to me . I hope you liked you christmas decoration Mom . Time to change them your birthday is comming and I will make sure it is just as nice .
love you so much Mom"
"Miss you Mom !!
please stay close"
It is Christmas Eve and I am really missing you .
Mom Tiffany Mark and the Kids need you a lot now I and I sure I know that you are sitting with them , So much pain over this last year . Maybe you can send some good things in this next year . I need to put on a happy face now Mom the babies are here . I will be back again"
"love you mom ! Miss you so much ):"
"Hi Mom it is me again !
sorry I got so upset I just miss you that much .
I keep thinking about your birthday night when we watch the dvd's and how much you laugh , I would give anything to hear you laugh again .Peggy and Billy and I talk about you a lot their memories and mine . You would love my decoration this year , it is all about the babies I have kept in touch with Margie Mom she misses you a lot . I guess you know by now where Nancy is . I hope you are all have a great time . all your Brothers and sister with you and Eddie I wish you could have met Chelsea , she is a bugger as you would say . but you would have a good time with her also . she is Kristen lil boy .I hope and pray every day that there is some of you in all three of the new babies ..
love you Mom"
No one will ever know the heart ache I feel every day ! I sit and talk to you all the time ,Just like you ask me to do . I pray that you are ok and I hope you know how very much i Have and always will love and miss you .I read youir letter often .. Olivia talks about you when she see pictures and the birds you gave her . And when she ask me where you are I tell her you are an angel now and that you will always watch over her .
I hope you are at peace Mom that is all I ever wanted for you , I find myself calling your phone and I have gone to your appt. with food and then it hits me your not there . You always ask me to be strong and I have tried mom , I just can not do it any more . there is a major Hold in my heart that will never be closed . This is judt to hard for me to finish Mom . I will write you again when I can think more cearly
I know you would not want all the tears and pain , but right now Mom That all I have ,
Love you so very much"
"I'm leaving a note because it was your favorite thing to do. Our year has changed so much. I still here you voice when I need you most. Your handwritten card stays at my bedside. We will get together for christmas as a family for the first ever without you. Please gives us all the strength to make through. We miss you more then you will ever know. I still find myself saying "oh I'm not sure I'll call my grand mom and ask" then it hits me I can't call. That's the one thing I want to do. I love you and miss very much. Merry Christmas Grandmom!"
"This will be our second Christmas without you. Last year you were in the hospital. But this year, the kids know we can't go see you. I've watched videos of Christmas pasts, the look on your face as you watched the kids open gifts is one of such joy. I know this is the face we will both have when we finally see each other again.
All my love Mommom. Always and Forever. Xo"
"Miss you so much Mommom xo"
"It's the first snowfall of the season. Just enough to coat the ground and leave a blanket of white. Making everything so beautiful. I know it would make you smile. I see you coming in from the cold, rubbing your hands together saying "is that baby dressed warm enough?" I naturally would roll my eyes, "yes, Mommom. He is"
So much has happened in the short time you've been gone. I have moments of calm during my hard times. I like to think its you, telling me that all will be ok. I remember what you told me, when things become tough and the problem seems bigger than me.
You told me to say "God, I put this in your hands". It helps Mommom. It really does. It's probably some of the best advice you have ever given me. I realize now that you were preparing me for your absence. Although, nothing could have prepared me for the numbness my heart has without you.
I live everyday going over conversations we would be having. I hear you talking about the kids. I hear you singing and reading to the baby. I hear your laughter and I feel your love.
Then there's the moments of realization that become so painful it just takes the life out of me. To curl up and cry is the only release.
All the new James Patterson books that you won't get to read. The shows you love so much with all new episodes.
You didn't ask for much so these small things meant so much to you.
The small moments in the day we would share with one another. My life, your life, it was our life. We were always one.
It's like a stab to my heart to remember all the small moments. If I could look inside to see my heart I know I would see a piece of it, black as night. The piece that died with you"
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