No words can express how much I miss you. Why!!!!!
I’d give anything for more time with you ….
I know you are with me all the time because you find ways to show me… I hear your voice, a song plays on my phone, your shadow is right next to me and your spirit is never far away.
Thank you for always being here for me and for Jobie. We love you so much. 
Love you Mommy.
Love Mickey

Happy Birthday Mom. I was on the golf course today and of course thinking of you…. and a butterfly appeared! I know it was you, you remind me that you are always with me. I can hear your beautiful voice singing in heaven making everyone smile.
You are missed so much. Every day you are thought of. You still bring joy to my life with all the memories of your laughter and your love for our family. You made growing up fun and everybody loves you! You impacted so many lives and you will never be forgotten. 
I love you beautiful. We will see you again. Until then, please stay close and watch over us. We need your strength, support, and your love. 
Miss you Mom.

Hey beautiful it's your birthday!! Happy birthday! I can't believe you'd be 72 today! I hope you're having a blast up there or wherever you are at! I hope you are celebrating love you beautiful! Save me a spot!

12 years? It doesn't seem real.. this is just crazy! I can't believe it.. it seems like it was just yesterday I miss you so much I wish you were here I love you beautiful I'll see you again someday I can't wait for your hugs and your food hahaha rip beautiful

Another year and so many more memories that I wish you could have shared with us in person.  But I know you have been with us every step of the way. You live on in my heart. There are days when it aches so badly with missing you, days that can be unbearable. This is one of those days! It feels so real all over again- when you took your last breath. And it was like a dagger piercing my heart. 12 years ago, the pain is still here. I wish God could bring you back and let you live without pain. My world was so much more with you here. No one and nothing can fill the emptiness that is inside me.
But every day, I wake up, and I go on. And it’s because of the strength and love that you raised me with. You instilled the will to get through things even when it feels like the weight is too heavy to bear. You are loved so much Mom. You always will be with me and never forgotten- not for a second.
I miss you every day.
Thank you for watching over me and Jobie. I know you have us wrapped tightly in your angel arms and that you will keep us together.
…….Until I see you again Beautiful! love Mic

Happy Birthday Mom. Another year without you here… I always think I can’t miss you more, but I do. You are with me every day. And I want you to know that you are so loved and so missed each and every day- not just on your Birthday.
My heart aches but I know you are not in pain and that you are at peace. 
Thanks for looking out for us down here. And for keeping Jobie in your arms. I know you saved him.
We’ll see you again one day Mommy.
Love Mickey

I'm constantly reminded of how much I miss you because every day I wake up there is an emptiness that is never filled in my heart. There's a hole that is so deep, it is suffocating at times. And then, from the deep dark aching that almost does me in, especially on this day, a light shines and it's you- the angel, my angel. So this day is an awful, painful reminder that you left, but I know that I will see you again in heaven, and I'm so thankful for every moment you were here with me and with Jobie. I know you have watched over him for many years as he struggled to find his way. Many days and nights I thought I would get a call that he was up there with you, but you fought hard to save him and keep him safe and here with me! Thank you. I love you Mommy. And I'll see you again. Give Duke a hug for me please. 

Happy Birthday to the most beautiful person I have ever known. I hope you are still at peace in heaven. I miss you Mom. There's not a day that goes by that I don't look at your picture on my fridge when I'm having my morning coffee and think of you. Or a night that goes by without me looking at your picture by my bed when I tell you goodnight. You will always be close to my heart and I'll never forget how much you loved me because I feel it every day. You are with me every step I take. Thanks Mom, for everything. I love you. Love Mic 

I miss you today as much as the day you went to heaven. I can't believe you are not here, still it hurts so much. My heart aches every day wishing I could hug you and tell you one more time how much you mean to me and how much I love you. How much life is not the same anymore.... how many times I cry myself to sleep thinking about you. But then, I would also tell you how many times you make me smile and how many times I laugh out loud at a memory of you or a memory of us. You are still the most beautiful person I have ever known and you will always be a reason to smile, a reason to get out of bed every morning... I love you MOM. And I'll see you again one day. 

Holy shit 10 fucking years? How is that even possible?? I miss you so much beautiful I can't believe you haven't been here a whole decade that is just nuts! It's still not the same without you and won't ever be! I can't wait to see you again! Save me a spot beautiful!
Rest in peace

Happy birthday beautiful I love you so much! I hope you are having a great day up there I know you would rather be down here with us but God had different plans! But I miss you! And I think about you everyday! Today ill be thinking of you extra hard! Save a spot for me someday beautiful until I see you again love always Reve!

Happy Birthday Mom. I hope that you are dancing and singing up there. You are on my mind every day, but today is your special day. I want you to know how much I love you and think about you and miss you. I'll have a big bowl of ice cream with extra hot fudge in your honor today. 
Hugs and Kisses and I'll see you again someday. Love you Momma
Love Mic

Mom, I miss you so much. You are the most important person in my life and you help me to be strong in hard times. I know that you know my Johnny is about to have surgery in a few days. It seems that I am asking you to watch over him again and be with him in the operating room because I cannot. You kept him safe last time and I know you will again this time. I'll also feel you close to me in the waiting room and you will keep me calm.  
There is never a day that goes by when I don' t think about you and hear your voice. 
I hope you are having so much fun up there in Heaven and we will see you one day.  I love you Mom. Please watch over me and keep smiling down on us. Your love for us is always felt. 
Love you, Mic

9 years already? Wow. It really doesn't seem like it at all I love you and miss you tons!

Happy Birthday Beautiful Mommy.
Miss you more than I can express in words. I hope you know how much I love you, miss you, and think about you every day. Life is not the same without your smile here to brighten the day. 
Until I see you again, my heart is holding you so close and tight. 
Love you
Mic

Mom, hard to believe it's been 8 years since you went to Heaven. I know it has been hard as hell here without you. There's always something going on in my life, with me and John, or with Jobie, and I just want to share it with you right away....I talk to your pictures and I know you are listening. Thank you for being with John and holding his hand during surgery when I couldn't be in the operating room with him. You kept me strong and I know you were with us the whole time. You are always my strength Mom. I couldn't get through life's struggles without you beside me and even though I can't touch you and hug you now, I still feel your presence every day. 
I know you are happy because the sun shines down on me and the sky is always beautiful because you are there. We will see you again one day.
Love you so much Mom!

Hi nonee! I can't believe it's been 8 years already that's so nuts! I hope you are proud of me theirs so much that's going on and that's changed since I last wrote on here but I know you probably already know what's going on! I love you and miss you so much! Im still in shock that you're gone and it's already been 8 years! Wow. I hope you are having a blast up there with everyone else and keep looking down on me and the rest of the family and keep sending good vibes and all that stuff! I could really go for one of your hugs and talks but that's okay I'll get it again someday! I love you so much and miss you to pieces! Love always Bubba Girl/Reve

Happy Birthday Beautiful Mommy.
I see your smile, I hear you laughing, and I feel your spirit. Every day, every where I am, you are with me.
I hope that you are happy and that you are at peace still. I know you are watching over us all and keeping us all safe.
We will see you again one day. Until then, please keep your arms wrapped around us and watch over us.
I love you forever.
Love Mic

I love you so much much an miss you everyday ..I think of you so much it still hurts this day I wish you could still be here to see how your grand kids are doinig they all have done so good an gone far they miss you also you was a peace of us all an its so hard..i wish I could talk to you again an tell you how my day went an ask for your advise on stuff or how to make your home made apple pie or that stuff you made for me an trina oh it was so good an we don't know what you put in it all we know is it has cherrys in it an marshmellows an walnuts an whip cream an some other stuff but we don't know we will you would of wrote this down we so want it so bad but don't know how you made it..lol I love ya momma

Hey nonee, sorry I haven't wrote anything in awhile theirs been so much going on you probably already know and stuff but I'm going through a divorce but that's okay. I just hope you are doing good theirs not a day goes by that I don't think about you and wish you were here theirs so much stuff going on I just need one of your hugs! I miss you tons! And I love you! Have a great day beautiful!
Keep resting in paradise <3
Love always Bubba Girl

Mommy, I miss you more than anything. It still doesn’t seem real that you aren’t here. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you and all the good times we shared. You raised us all to be good to each other and that family is the most important thing. I’ll never forget all the talks we had and how you are always here for me. Even now, when i feel like i’m having a rough time, a thought of you will cheer me up, or i’ll see something beautiful that i know is you letting me know you are with me.
You are and always will be the most important person in my life and I love you more than words can ever say. love mic

7 years today ? Seriously? It doesn't seem like it's been 7 years already that's so freaking crazy! I miss you so much! I hope you are having a great time with the rest of the family up there! I know how much you missed everyone especially your momma so I'm glad your with her and you aren't suffering and you found your peace it's still dumbfounding me that it's already been 7 years when it seems like it was yesterday that we were all there at the hospital and stuff the last time you talked to me, you called me mareesa lol cuz we both had the same hair color so you got us confused which wasn't a big deal or anything everyone always thinks we we're sisters anyways haha and before you went in for surgery I got my last piece of advice that I won't ever forget thank you so much for telling me how beautiful and worth it I was/ I am and how much I am loved and the right guy would come along what don't settle for anything less than I deserve I've been carrying that with me sense February 10th. And I never did It just completely sucks because that same year you passed away I met Cody idk if you and his grandma sent us to each other or what happened but if you two did I definitely appreciate it and wish you coulda met him! I tell him about you all the time when whenever we decide we are gonna have a kid or two they will know who their great grandma is as well! This September will be 2 years we've been married and in June will be 7 we've been together crazy how time flys. But everyone is doing good all of us are getting along all 6 of us haha mom, dad, Cody, LJ, angel (his girlfriend) and myself! We've been playing dice and cards and stuff it's fun and reminds me of you mareesa and auntie and I playing skipbo and old maid and whatever else in the camper! Halloween is still my favorite holiday! I get so excited and decorate haha I know you woulda loved it! Mom and I made a grave yard at our place last year and it was badass you woulda been proud of us! Haha sorry for such a long post I just miss you tons! I love you beautiful and keep sending good vibes and watching over us! Until I see you again I can't wait to get a big hug from you and see you! I love you Nonee!
Rest in paradise beautiful!

Happy Birthday Mommy. You are loved and missed more than I could ever put into words. It's so hard not having you to hug and tell you how much I love you. There are so many things I want to tell you and that I need your help with. I wish you were here. But I know you are in my heart and I know you are watching over me and Jobie. He misses you so much too and loves you very much. I know you are in heaven and you are happy and waiting for the day when we see you again. I
love you Mommy. I think about you every day and I cherish the time we had together. Have a Happy Birthday.
See you again one day. Love Mic

well today is your Birthday Momma you would of been 67 today I hope you are enjoying it up there with all your loved ones...we sure do miss you down here we are getting by but its hard no one to call or talk to anymore no one to go see it really sucks..just wanted to Wish You A Happy Birthday MOMMA I LOVE YOU

well another Momma we all miss you so much now you got your mom your sister an brothers an now Dad an Randy and Duke your son... its so hard for us without you all but we do go on I miss you all so much an Lloyds mom an dad to we think about you all a lot.. I have things I wish I could call you an tell you an I know I cant but I know you know already but still just wish to hear your voice is all.... I have had my days I cant hear now so I am dealing with that I wish you was hear to talk to about that I need you so much momma just wanted you to know I was thinking of you love ya lots

Well another yr Momma we have went on without you.... I Hope you had a Great B-Day in Heaven with all your Family and now what a Shocker right Randy well you and his family can keep him in line up there now to...we miss you momma every signal day and nite wish you was still here with all of us..love ya momma

Mommy, it doesn't get any easier. Your smile, laugh, love, and heart lives on forever in us. Happy Birthday in Heaven. I think about you every day, so many times. There are so many things I want to share with you.  I just cannot telll you how much it hurts, but I really believe you already know. Thanks for watching over us and always being in our hearts. You will never leave me. I love you.  Mic

Mom, it's so hard to believe that you left 5 years ago. Although you did, and went to heaven, I still feel you with me every single day, every hour, every minute. You are never far from my thoughts and always in my heart. Every joy, success, sorrow, or pain, you are with me to lift my spirits or share in my happiness. I am at peace knowing that you are with me forever and that you are in a place of peace and happiness. 
Love Mic

I miss you so much Nonee! Sorry I haven't wrote on here in awhile i forgot what the website was i just found it again! I miss you so damn much! And i wish you were still here! You missed me graduating, I thank you so much for everything you did and have done for me! I love you beautiful! And keep on shining bright from the big sky! And have a Merry Christmas and a happy New Years! Until i see you again! <3

Mom, another day to celebrate how much a part of my life you are still, even after you have gone to a happier place. Happy Birthday to you, the most beautiful person I have ever known. Your heart was so big and full of love that you still touch so many people with your spirit. Of course we all miss you every day and wish you were here. But, it keeps me going and happy inside to know that I will see you again in Heaven. You continue to shine a light down here that has a way of brightening even the darkest day. When I am the saddest or hurting the worst, I can always remember you smiling, laughing, giving me a big hug, or talking in your southern twang. It just makes me smile inside and just for a moment the hurt and pain goes away. Thank you for being the most caring Mom and the most special Friend. Love you Mommy. Happy Birthday. Keep singing up there because I can always hear you.

Well its another year for your Birthday Momma and its still not any easier if anything its harder there isn't a day that gos by I don't think of you I miss you so much it hurts...I find my self talking to you all the time I need help sometimes with some answer's and I know you are ok now you have no more hurt or pain but us down here are still in pain and a lot of it still no one talks to each other its like we don't have brother or sister's anymore we all have went are own way...mic calls me or txts me trina nope duke nope that hurts cuz you was the glue for us all we have to just learn I guess maybe someday there will be a day that we all get together and talk cuz now we have no father cuz he has went to join you and I miss him so much to now we really are all alone here and no one to talk to anymore all are loved ones have left us.....well I hope you have a wonderful day momma I love you love your daughter

I Love and Miss you so much momma I remember the good times we shared I remember all the happy times the laughs the hugs and I know I cant give you a hug anymore..It hurts so bad to see everyone else struggle now that you are not here and it hurts me to know I cant help them us kids miss you so much mom..i will for as long as I live remember you and I will never ever forget you and what a wonderful mother you was to us all...I go on cuz I know how I was raised and how you would want me to be here without you cuz I learned a lot from you and dad I will never forget..I just wished you could be here and not there but they say god only takes the best and well he got that right you mammaw aunt val wender sue uncle dan uncle wendy papaw Lloyds mom and dad to I just don't get it why you all had to leave us...so soon was it to teach us?? and to learn form what you all gave us..I will see you and dad someday!!! Love you and miss you all hugs your daughter belinda

Why is life so difficult? It seems like you were here just yesterday. I can't believe you are gone, but I am reminded every day that you are by the empty hole in my heart. That hole will never be filled until I see you again in Heaven someday. I try to go on with life and remember all the great times we shared and how you were always there for me. I could talk with you for hours. And we would giggle about things and your smile just brightens the whole room. I thank God for you Mom and you are never forgotten. I love you.

Happy Day Momma i miss you so much and i cherished everyday day of my life with you i learned alot from you.. that family counts no matter what they have done to you that you look past the bad and look to the good and i do that.. my life has been threw so much with you gone its like are family is all dieing off one by one it sucks we have no one now dad is not doing the greatest and we worrie about him also its comming i know we have no family that keeps in touch with any of us now so its us kids and we have Lost are way when you went.. but in time maybe we will find that agin who knows i have no one to ask about advise anymore no one to get how to make home made pies or anything so i just dont make anything i keep my feelings all in side and it hurts so much i miss you deeply momma i wish you was hear just one more time to us all know you are fine and that we will be fine..just one more day.. have a blessed day momma
love your daughter
Belinda

Happy Birthday Mom. There isn't a day, an hour, a minute that goes by that I don't think of your smile. You are so much a part of my life and I cherish every day we had when you were here. It's unbearable that you are no longer on this earth with us, but that doesn't stop us from feeling your warmth and love in our hearts. You have such an impact on me with your spirit and your love and I can't ever thank you enough for being my best friend and the most beautiful mom. 
Keep singing and smiling in heaven because I can hear you everyday and I love it......
Love Mic

Happy Birthday Mom. I hope Heaven is everything you imagined it would be. I can only imagine how beautiful it has to be now that you are there. I hope you sing and dance more than ever today and you share your contagious smile with everyone around you. I miss you here but I know you live forever up there and in my heart. I love you.

i sit here at nite momma and cant sleep.. i think how it must be so much easier for you not to have to worrie about anymore surgerys no more putting your family in sadness worrieing about you..i know in my heart that you are at peace.. i know you have no more worries about your heart... i know it achs for your kids tho cuz we none are getting along and iknow you are shamed of us all...

Mom, I think about you every day and wish you were still here. You are the most beautiful person and mom. You spent your whole life taking care of your kids and the people you loved. You cared more about others than you did yourself. You were definitely the one that kept our family together. I pray that you are at peace and that you only know love in your new home. I love you forever.

Happy B-Day to you Momma i Love and Miss you and i am hopeing you are having a good day up there with your momma on your B-day hugs and kisses

Happy birthday Nonee I miss you so much! :( life sucks now that your not here I love you so much! And wish you were stil here! You made holidays and life fun and happy I miss you a lot hope your having
A good day up there in the big sky love you beautiful!<3