Time does not heal….

Hey Durron ~ I'm at a loss for words. I thought I saw you the other day. And, for moments I allowed myself to believe that your absence is a lie. They didn't let us see your body. I sometimes wonder if you are in a protection program. Anyway ~ when I thought I saw you ~ I just knew you were alive. So, I went into the store It wasn't you.

GOD has taken a lot of the pain. Or, HE graciously allows me to be soothed by HIS unconditional LOVE.

It hurts today more that it hurt when you were taken I am not as close to God as I was then
I have a husband that I allow to take time and attention I know it's wrong and I need to take time for God but it doesn't happen like I want it to well I'm rambling I do miss you and all you were I thank God for giving me you Giovanda LaErrol Takieaa you all have been my blessings I love you guys so much

Nephew Durron, After all the years the pain hasn't diminished the tears haven't dried the heart hasn't mended. Till we meet at Jesus feet, Love and appreciate all you were and still are in our hearts. The smiles, jokes, laughter, talks, time unconditional love and so much more. Love you! ❤

Miss you nephew forever loved

❤️❤️❤️

Gone but not forgotten boy do I miss your smile laughter conversations hugs. But I'm glad you are not here to see the hatred of man, you thought it was bad while you were here it is a thousand times worse. Even I have to catch myself and say this is not Christ like character and pray for deliverance really missing you more right now because of Thanksgivings i can still see you in my minds eye cutting the turkey we were all there that could be there and now we barely speak if we speak at all man even I have forgotten to worship my creator. As I reread this note I have to reconnect with God as I did before because I love Him that much I miss you son,I lost both of my sons when you were taken l love you both so much

Miss you nephew gone too soon love you always

Happy birthday ❤️❤️❤️

Miss talking to you ❤❤❤

This is so crazy. I was wondering why he wasn't responding to a DNA test for my daughter and this is what I'm finding out years later!... It's always the person you hang with the toughest. I definitely don't believe that out of all the people he knew and looked out for absolute no one knew how this happened to him

Well just missing you really bad right now I remember all the things you used to do your laughter your tears your heartache conversations we've had you're growing up years some make me cry so make me laugh I love you so much

I find myself thinking about you all the time, when I'm in traffic is when it's really bad cuz I'm always thinking about you cuz we stayed in traffic I just really miss you bro you are a real friend I never have another friend like you.

We miss you so much and still talk about you often. You'll never be forgotten ❤❤

Hi nephew! I just love and miss you so much! Lil James, your grandfather, big mama, granny, aunt Fanny, Uncle LaDon, Grandmommie, cousin Gretta......I almost didn’t make it nephew!! Ya mama’s number was the only number I knew by heart! We have a family that believes in Prayer! If it wasn’t for God being so Kind, I wouldn’t be here! When God comes, I will be without blemish and we will forever be with God! Until then, I must keep the faith, intercede for my family and be joyful as God wants me to be! ❤️❤️

It is the holiday season again and you are not here so I give love and thoughts to your brother and sisters nieces and nephew,
Having a pandemic stops all travel and seeing children and grandchildren
Man are you missed and loved forever

Happy Birthday Baby Brother
*\_{^.^}_/* hugs and kisses

Isaiah 40: 28~31
Torah

Miss your beautiful smile so strange having to write how I feel and you can’t read it. Love you nephew see you soon.

My love,
It’s that time of the year... my heavy heart mourns you. My spirit aches for you. I will hold on and trust my Heavenly Father will keep me....

Love always,

Hey Durron LaChetto

Whoo! I never thought I would have to live this life without you. It still hurts as if I just found out about what happened to you. Nothing in this life is fulfilling and I patiently wait until it's my time to go. Everybody and everything keeps on going on as if nothing has changed ~ my life has changed drastically. I remember the first day after I found out ~ the sun was shining as if I had just been given the best blessing in the world, instead of my heart's worse devastation. To add insult to injury Uncle LaDon, Grandmommy and Aunt Greta have all gone on to glory. So, you are in good company. I can't believe GOD took you instead of me. I don't have anything to live for. You were soooooo loved and valued. You are soooooo missed. Tomorrow holds no promises and no love. I have {intentionally} rid myself of the trashy, unfulfilling relationships that had my attention before. I still feel like I failed you as a sister. And, daily my heart breaks. My relationship with GOD is superficial, but I keep right on praying, loving/fearing HIM. Even my prayer life feels unsatisfying, but I must admit HE keeps on blessing me. But, the hollow feeling in my heart is something that nothing my prayers have answers to. I recently was blessed {or cursed} by a {Ghost/Angel} Spiritual being. Since that blessing/curse I can't say that my smile has returned, but I try to find hope. I soooooo miss California.

And ~ I didn't want to mention this, but my dad is in the hospital. He was fine one day, went to the hospital and now looks as if his days are numbered. When I first walked in the room, he looked dead and I stopped and my heart dropped. His skin was ice cold and he had three of those portable stands full of medication. I rubbed his skin and talked to him for three hours. Requested warm blankets and covered him with one and covered his chest with the other. He had asked me the month previous to get life insurance on him, but I couldn't. It's not something I can do. I came every day and on Sabbath played Christian music the whole time I was there. Anyway, he is awake and moving his feet to the beat. But, today, he seemed [different]. His nose looked broken and when I {barely} touched it he jumped as if I were hurting him. I'm scared.

This is the part of life my heart wasn't prepared for. I wish I had died instead of you. Or, with you.

Well, I'm glad you don't know my sorrows or my unending pain and torment. I hope you will watch over Giovanda and send her unconditional loving kisses and support to her. Since you went to Glory, she hasn't been "Dimples" or "Giggles" and although she has fulfilled her dream of becoming a Doctor, it doesn't seem to be satisfying. Oh!!! Not sure if it's from Granddaddy's side of the family or yawl's, but we finally got those twins in this generation ~ they are as beautiful as sin is deadly :)

Anyway~ I know whatever you are doing and however you are ~ you are way better off than me. Love doesn't define how I feel about you now that I can't ever tell you again. Tearfully.

Until~

thoughts of you and Ma flow through my heart and mind today they are painful but also beautiful memories man living this life now is painful pandemic death these are things that you both were spared from and LaDon also My study is not as it should be in this time yet with all this going on I will make my election sure and praying for all those that knew ya'll were touched by ya'lls presents do the same SURE DO MISS YOU

Time flys I SWEAR we have a connection..... because I dreamed about you the other night and today and yesterday I opened my email and there was your memorial this is no coiencidence you have to be trying to tell me something I pray its a blessing which I know it will be coming from you ...I MISS YOU

This has been a crazy week! Your grandfathers Birthday was February 9th, and the very next day was the day they said you left us but came and told us on Valentines Day! This has been an up and down week! The 2 people I Loved so much are no longer here! SMH! I really Love and miss you! I don’t know what happened but I’ve been comforted that you asked God for forgiveness and He welcomed you to join Him when He comes back to get us! I can’t wait to see all my Loved ones! ❤️❤️

No more tears, no more pain....
I miss you so much.
Love always

God's will be done in earth as it is in heaven
God has a plan for all of us and He knows what we will go through and He carries us
Praise God for being carried
May God bless and keep all who think about , miss , and love you

I miss you so much bro I find myself thinking about you everyday. Love you bro

I’ve been thinking a lot about you lately and I miss you so much!!

Missing you.

Thinking how wonderful it felt to tell everyone l had four children
Now it is not so wonderful l know l was blessed to have two sons but to tell people l had two boys and two girls yet one boy was taken still seems unreal
I AM SO BLESS TO HAVE HAD FOUR CHILDREN because l asked God for two girls and two boys
The blessing is that Durron does not have to live through these end times where right is wrong and wrong is right

DurronI miss you so much!!

Thinking of you always. 

It is sabbath morning at 5am just reflecting how good God is, I am thinking of you as well just finished reading all the love that is being shared on your page, my hope is that you knew and believed how special you were and loved by all. So in Honor of my nephew, miss you , love you, and please family, know that the love is in my heart for all of you whether you have heard from me or not, this family is special and we must let each other know it. My nephew will never be forgotten!! Love aunt Barbara

I can’t believe it’s been almost 3 years. It still feels so fresh and new. I miss you like crazy. I have memories. When does time heal?

Thinking of you nephew missing you knowing and feeling my God in all ways acknowledge him we weren't ready for you to go but God had other plans this world is so crazy I sometimes feel Jesus presence is not with us I know in order for him to come he has to step back and let the devil complete his mission but not long nephew praying that I will see you soon. Love you Aunt Barbara.

Oct is such month to remember born gave birth father died what memories to think Daddy dies forty years ago this month and now I have to place you in this month three years gone birth month But God is still on the throne listening to Him is my strength LOVING MISSING YOU AND DADDY TONIGHT

Hey Brother. Today was your birthday. Mommy and I were suppose to get together but we couldn't make it. It still hurts. You almost had another little nephew, Gorgeous Jehovah Emmanuel Johnson-Clemons. He didn't make it. (I wish I hadn't). I have lost so many children you would think that I would be use to it by now but I am not. I think this time it hurt the most. And, I feel so alone. I sit back an wonder sometimes the significance of my life and I can't come up with anything. A barren old black woman with little to no contributions. I think of you and all of your friends and extended family, your loved ones and us. Everybody loved and still loves you so much! I canot understand why GOD took you, except to keep you from the pain of another tomorrow. I guess strength is something that is weighed into the equation. I can face the pain of tomorrow, because of so many excruciatingly painful yesterdays. I regret that tomorrow my eyes will open and I will inhale another breath. I hate that I am not the 'big sister' I had hoped. All GOD gave me in this world is being a good daughter. And, as a good daughter I was asked to be a good sister and I failed. Until the day I die, I will be a failure and since GOD didn't resurrect you, that is the final grade I can earn. I hate that you aren't here to love unconditionally in your own perfect way, but GOD isn't in the business of failure(s) so I trust HIS decision even if I don't understand it. I heard that they are making some progress with finding out who and why you were taken so harshly. Craig tricked Mommy into letting him keep your truck. In order to not go to prison, I let him. I think he murdered you. And, so does everyone else. He got scared when I ran up on him once. But, if he killed you he might try to hurt me too. Anyway, I know you enjoy being in Abraham's bosom way more than you enjoyed earth. Until we meet again, #always
ps I had a dream about you a while ago and another the other night. The first we got caught out in the rain and I had to give you some of my clothes to keep you warm and dry. In the other, you were just saying hi :) I love you!

Happy Birthday nephew! I know you can’t hear or read this...it just sounds so good to say it anyway! Sounds good....not really!! It would be a lot better if you were here! I really miss you!! Regardless of what went on with us, you were always there for me!! Instead of a nephew, you were the little brother I never had!! I Love you

It's been 3 valentines days 3 birthdays 2 Thanksgivings I think I will play Muddy Waters today praying for all who miss your smile and laughter voice today and that God strengthens us all use this time to grow closer to Him and not away God bless you all

You are never forgotten,I WISH we could talk I really do HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Durron LaChetto Campbell, son of LinDora Johnson, brother to Dr. Giovanda, Dr. LaErrol and me - and so many more. I am not sure why it was your time, but I wish it were me instead. Knowing all the people who still love and miss you. But, I notice I have a lot to do. I have only one hope and it is #Gorgeous

3 o'clock in the morning do I know where my children are are all grown up now God has done a good job a a note to say sure wish I could pick you up now sure wish I could come and get you sure wish you where somewhere with your coat and shoes on waiting for me to pick you up ask God to carry me some more I pray for your sisters and brother all the time nieces and nephews aunts and uncles even your grandmother God's got the wheel we just have 2 let him do the driving God is so good praise him all the time the good and the bad God gives and he takes away but mostly he gives he knows the plans he has for us and I don't doubt his word at all

Well it's April 2018 miss you LaErrols been married a month now and I know he's doing well talk to Nakia kids are so big I don't think I'll go there anymore they probably hurt when I go there so I won't go anymore love them from a distance missing you wait for you to knock on the door run up in a car just came to say I love you need anything I sent someone so to cut the grass did he cut the grass I'm going to call him and get on it man took that for granted never no more never Love's abound

Well another Friday, Sabbath evening thinking of how you would come by just to check on me. Up, just thinking about you and all the times we spent together.

This is my first time being on this site since you were taken from us. I haven't been able to come to it cause it hurts. It hurts that we were barely speaking before you were taken. It hurts that my children won't have more memories with you. I am glad they did get the ones they have. You were a great big cousin to them. I love you cousin and I miss you.

I’ve been looking for this site for a while, but couldn’t seem to find it! I guess it wasn’t meant for me to find it at those times. Today is Sunday 2/11/18 one of the days that we didn’t know that you were no longer with us. Nephew I miss you so much!! I often look through all my pictures to see if I missed ones you took with us. Sometimes we were so busy having fun that we forgot all about taking pictures. I often think of those times and now when we’re all together, I make sure we take pictures! I’ve learned so much in these last two years. I don’t make resolutions! In the end of November 2017, I told myself 2018 would not only be a new year, but it would be a year of new beginnings! Taking better care of myself! Something you always told me. Not worrying about what people say! Something you didn’t do! Learning the true meaning of family. Staying away from people who care nothing about me. I can’t stop thinking about you nephew!! I really appreciate all the times you were there for me. I Love and miss you so much!! ❤️

I can’t stop thinking of you!!

My dear friend it's been two years now, and you are truly missed. You are a great man, and you always will hold a place in my heart. I am glad God gave me a chance to become acquainted with such Angel as yourself.

Missing you nephew not being able to talk to you is hurtful when the opportunity was there wished I had snatched it, so now I have to leave this tribute on paper so everyone must know I still think of you also rest quietly love always aunt Barbara.

Happy Birthday and thanks for blessing me with your presence.. I got up this morning and noticed the date and you came to mind instantly I know you are ok I can feel it

Well I was moving something off the shelf in the living room and found this bar soap that I brought in Hawaii for Durron but I I could not give it to him cuz I didn't know where it was but he saw a bar and he asked for it and I told him that bar wasn't for him I have one especially for him but I couldn't find it I found it now so here's a picture of the bar soap and I found that I brought expecially for you but now I can't give it to you