21 years today. 21 years of no hugs from you, no funny stories from you. You always liked to make us laugh. Miss you so much! Miss seeing you graduate, get married, or have your own family. You loved kids and they all adored you. You would have been an awesome dad. This physical pain that comes from missing you hasn’t gotten any better and I know it never will. I’m thankful for the 17 years I had you. I mourn for all the years you lost. See you again someday. I will never stop loving you or missing you. You are my baby boy forever.

20 years today since you left us. In some ways, it feels like just yesterday, but in other ways it seems like a lifetime. I miss you as much today as I did right after you left. I will see you again someday and that's what keeps me going. Until then, i will love and miss you.

I miss you so much son. It has been 15 years, but it still hurts as much today as it did that awful day we had to say goodbye to you. I love you forever and always. Love Mom.