- 37 years old
- Date of birth: Feb 21, 1977
- Date of passing: Jan 13, 2015
|Let the memory of eddie be with us forever|
"my son i need you so much,i am so lost ,my heart is dying on the inside .i miss you so much.i love you son.i don't want to go on any more ,i try i wish i could see mattie bear.life is not fair.i think about you every min of the day.r.i.p my love untill we meet again mommy loves you"
"My SON.SORRY MOMMY HAS NOT WROTE TO YOU IN A WHILE ALOT OF THINGS ARE GOING ON PLEASE WATCH OVER YOUR SISTER DEE .I NRRD YOU SO BAD.I NEED TO TALK TO YOU,YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO WOULD LISTEN BESIDES YOUR SIS ALETA.I CAN'T CRY TO HER ALL THE TIME.I SIT AND CRY BY MY SELF.I CALLED TO TALK TO YOUR DAUGHTER BUT NEVER GET A PHONE CALL BACK.I KNOW IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULD TALK TO HER ALL THE TIME A COUPLE TIMES A DAY. YOU WOULD CALL ME AND SAY MOM MADDISON WANTS TO TALK TO YOU .I MISS HER TO I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HER NOT ONLY YOUR GONE BUT SO IS SHE.YOUR DAD GETS TO SEE HER.NOT FAIR NOTHING IS GOING GOOD FOR ME.EVER SINCE YO UR GONE EVERYTHIG IS NOT SO GOOD.WHY SON OH WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE US..PLEASE WATCH OVER ME I NEED IT.I GOT SO MEAN AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT NOTHING ANYMORE.I LOST THE MOST LOVING AND WOUNDERFUL SON.MY HEART WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.I CAN'T BREATH RIGHT NOW.I DON'T GET TO SEE ALEXA EITHER NOT FAIR. I LOVE MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS SO VERY MUCH.I TALK TO COLBY HE IS SUCH A GOOD BOY.I MISS HIM .I DON'T GET TO SEE MY GRAND KIDS THAT MUCH.I AM SO LOST I DON'T NO WHAT TO DO.WITCH WAY TO GO.THEY SAY IT GETS EASY THAT IS NOT TRUE.IT GETS HARDER AND HARDER.TELL MY DAD I MISS HIM TO.LHE ALSO LEFT ME ALONE.I WAS A DADDYS GIRL.EVER ONE I WAS CLOSE WITH I8S GONE.I WORRIE ABOUT YOUR SISTERS DEE AD ALETA.ALETA IS ALWAYS TELLING ME TO MOVE WITH HER,I CAN'T ITS NOT FAIR FOR HERTO TAKE CARE OF ME.I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO.I JUST WANT TO SEE YOU ONE LAST TIME .I JUST WNT TO HOLD YOU OH SO BAD IT HURTS.ITS SO BAD EDDIE THE DRUGS ARE REAL BAD KILLING ALOT OF YOUNG KIDS..I WISH I8 COULD HELP OTHER PEOPLE WITH THERE DRUG ADDIC.ITS PURE HELL LOOSING YOUR CHILD.I CAN'T EXPLAIN..YOU HAD A LONG LIFE AHEAD OF YOU.WHY DID YOU NO LISTEN TO MOMMY.IF YOU WOULD OF LISTEN TO ME YOU WOULD STILL BE HERE WITH US OH GOD.;I AM STILL UPSET WITH YOU SON.THAT DOES NOT MEAN I DON'T LOVE YOU..I AM NUM.BUT REMEMBER MOMMY LOVES YOU TO THE MOON AND STARS AND BACK.R.I.P.BABY BOY I MISS YOU ,MOMMY WILL WRITE TO YOU TOMORROW.GOOD NITE MY LOVE MOMMY."
"Good Morning Son.i got up thinking about you .sure do miss you so much.i hope your ok.you know mom always worrieing about everything.i wish i could talk to you..tomorrow is sunday not a good day.i hope you and your love ones are having fun.one day i will see you and hold you in my arms.and touch your beautiful face.i wish i could call you in hevenits still very painful still hurting real bad.i cry all the time.i was so happy when you use to come over and spend time with me.now very very sad and lost.its harder and harder every day.so who ever said it was easy they lied.i try to stay strong but its really hard.i lost a good son,father,dad,brother,friend.i hear your voice everday,saying mom i love you .it brings tears to my eyesthe hurt and pain will never go away.i miss our long talks.i am not the same person any more.you took a piece of me with you when you left.i carry you with me always.oh eddie how do i go on.its not like loosing a aunt our uncle its my baby boy.i love you R.I.P mommy loves you ."
"Hi Teddy bear not a good day today .,mommy is very tired i talked to both of your sisters today,they are ok.i know you are watching over them.i miss you son.did not sleep well last nite ,i'm going to try to lay down i sleep with your pic.i kiss you every nite.i miss your sweet face,this is my special place i come to talk to you.the pain i have will never go away..please watch over kayla .i love you son R.W,G, till we meet again good nite my love mommy"
"Dear Son ,Mommy has not wrote to you in a couple of days,alot going on in my life.i still think about you all day long.i wish i could pick up the phone in call you.i need you so bad.the hurt in pain is still the same .it gets harder every min.of the day..i called sara easter to talk to mattie but she never called me baCK.I KNOW IF YOU WERE HERE you would let me talk to mattie .she called me how many times a day lol.you even let me keep her over nite.oh son i miss you so much.i'm dying inside,don't no how to deal with you being gone.i see you in my dreams ,sitting at the table with me laughing joking around ,puttig nails on mattie oh how i remember you trying to put them on her lol.then you said tell grandma i can't do this i don't no how.lol.me and you sat talked laugh. and cried.i miss your smile your laugh,,your jokes you were so wounderful son.how do i go on.i hope your in peace i worrie about you so much.i need to know your ok.and i guess i'll never know.i8 sit alone everyday .thinking about you.and asking myself why oh why.i guess i'll never understand untill we meet again.i want to hold you and tell you everything will be okay. i feel like i can't breath.you were not suppose to go before me son.why did you not listen to mommy son.if you would of listen to mr you would still be here with us.i'm still angry with you.but i will always love you to the moon and back.R.I.P. mommy loves you sending hugs and big kisses to you good nite teddybear mommy will see you tomorrow"
"Dear Eddie not having a good day or nite.your always on my mind.dam son why did you not listen to me .its hard for me to wake up everyday i can't stand this pain .it will never go away.you are on my mind 247 ,this is not fair.you should of still been here ,easter is comming up in 2 days not going to be happy,you just don't no how much momy misses you,i keep hearing your voice telling me mom i love you,they were the last words to me,i cry all the time ,i even break down at work,i can't do this no more i am so angry at you .i wish i could bring you home here with your family,i love you so much. we just got close and now your gone dam not fair.my life has been very hard .i went though so much,but this is the worest. loosing a child its painful i just pray your in peace.no more sickness.rest in peace honey one day i will be with you.i just want to touch you oh so bad.R.I.P. mommy will write to you tomorrow,sending lots of hugs and kisses to you.goodnite my love mom"
"Dear Teddybear,its 3.00 in the morning i can't sleep .so mommy wanted to tell you how much you are missed and loved,when i close my eyes the only thing i can see is you .hearing your voice .tellig me its ok mom.i lay in cry myself to sleep.i just want to see you, i need you so bad son.my heart never stops hurting,you will never be forgotton.i cry for you all the time.i sit and think of all the little things you use to say to me.i laugh then i cry,i cry cause your not here and can't say thoes things to me no more.i love you son mommy is to chocked up to finish writing i will write to you tomorrow good nite my boy sending hugs and kisses to you R.I.P goodnite mom"
"Good Morning my sweet boy,well it is sunday not a good day for me.my life is a messs son,i just don't want to go on any more .i'm depressed .i live for you guys.i still can't believe your gone,i'll never see you are touch you.talk to you oh my god why ,its not fair eddie .the pain the hurt the sadness .why did i not do something..you said mom i'll be okay,you lied to me.i could of helped you son .now its to dam late.i can never touch you..you were just like me kind and loving,i miss you so much i sit at night alone and cry ,i talk to you,i listen to your voice every day .i kiss you good nite every nite.i sleep with your pic .mommy can't breath right now can't stop crying i'm going to go mommy will write to you tomorrow sending super hugs and kisses to you.I will write to you tomorrow R.I.P,R.W.G. goodnite teddy bear love you mommy"
"i love you son miss you so much.goodnite"
"Dear eddie ,still missing you like crazy .mommy loves you so much.i am lost i don't know what to do any more ,i,m so sad.heart broken.lost.hurt this pain will never go away.i am so angry at you .if you would of listen to me you would still be here with us.just because i am mad at you does not mean i don't love you .i miss talking to you .i so much hate the weekends i cry for you all the time.please guide me son your a angle now.i left off a note to you today .i have a hard time sleeping. i just want to see you so bad i sometimes cant breath.your sis birthday is tomorrow please watch over her.its harder everyday.mommy misses you so dam much.it hurts to breath.i need you.i want to hold you just one more time,god why .R.I.P baby mommy is sending great big hugs and kisses from all of your family.i will writ to you tomorrow .good night teddy beari love you mom."
"Dear Eddie mom missed 2 days without writing to you.had problems with your sister dee.its been a night mare.please wath over her.i still think about you every mintune of the day.your always on my mind.oh son how i need you so bad.i wish i could talk to you i am so sad heart broken .i am listing to your voice as i am writing to you.. i hope your resting in peace .yoour with family now i no you and chera are having a ball.i love you son.mommy will never forget you.i love you so much,mommy will write to you tomorrow,R.W.Gi am sending lots of kisses and hugs to yougoodnite my love .love mommy"
"good evening my love.i have a bad headache tonite.i'm not feeling very well at all.hope you had a b eautiful day with all the love ones in heven.i miss you son i love you .i will write you tomorrow going to try to lay down not sleeoing very well goodnite teddy bear,sending hugs and great big kisses to you R.W.G.LOVE MOMMY"
"Hi my sweet angle.talked to your sis aleta tonite she misses you so much,she talks to you every day just like i do.it was another long day today.my days seems so long.mommy sure does miss you.i'm in the days thinking this is all a dream.i cry all the time ,why please tell me why.this is not fair.i can't do this no more.i just need to see you son.no one knows how much i cry and hurt so bad.you
are my only son,i sleep like shit.toss and turn all nite .up and down all nite long.i am not at peace,i will never be at piece untill we meet again.one day son i will see you i promise.i don't no how to take the pain awayeven no i know that your in peacr now.i still am angry at you .i'm so sorry eddie.i still can't believe your not here oh god,my life is a reck.i always loved you more then you'll ever know,there is nothing i would not do for you kids.i'm going to see your sister in june the last time i ws there when me and you drove there,and now you can't go i had such a wounderful time with you and aleta,we laugh cried joked arond .you took me to the store you wanted me to get drunk lol.you know i don't drink lol.one beer and i'm drunk lol.your such a sweet loving person there is not a day mommy don't think abou t you.no one can ever take away what we shared it was very special.i sit and think about all the stuff we talked about it makes me smile and then cry,,cause i can;t do that no more.i still talk to you every day ,you just don't answer me backhere are great big hugs and kisses from me to you.mommy will write to you tomorrowR.I,P, my love .good nite mommy loves you oh so much,"
"Dear Eddie .you been on my mind all day today,i miss you son.i hope you had a nice day with all the love ones up in heven.i am so tired and worne out,but when i try to go to sleep i can;t i sleep with you pic every nite i kiss you all the time.i carry you with me where ever i go.i not only lost you but my best friend.i still see you sitting in my dining room,having long talks,i sure do miss that .i sit and talk to you may you will answer me back one day,i love you R.I.P .mommy loves yo so very much .i will listen to your voice before i go to bed sending you great big hugs nd kisses from me and your daughter maddisongoodnite love i will write to you tomorrow"
"hi Son.just got home from work,another long day.i went to go pick up the phone tonite to try to call you ,for got i can.t.oh eddie i;m so lost .dont know if i'm comming our going.i miss you so much.i wish i could talk to you..i hope your okay and your at peace.i am not at peace i am torn up so bad.i sit and cry all the time.it will never be easywhy oh why did it have to be this way .i don't understand there is so many bad people out there and he had to take you not dam fair.i don't no where to turn it hurts real bad.all i do is cry,i really wish i could see you.,my head is really messed up badi don't even want to do anything not even work.the days are really long for me.i don't want to go on.i hope your in a beautiful place.i wish i could bring you home ,where you belong.i love you eddie with every breath i take.i will always love you from the bottom of my heart.i remember you and your sisters were in the back yard lite the leaves on fire .you and dee got in trouble aleta said she did'ent do it .lol.i;m in tears right now i miss you son goodnite mommy loves you great big hugs and kisses to you teddybear.i will write to you tomorrowR.I.P.never for gotten mom"
"Good Morning Son,did'ent sleep very well last nite,had you on my mind.oh eddie how mommy misses you so much.there is times like i can't breath.my life is not the same any more,i am always so sad.i lost a tone of weight.i talk to your sis aleta every day,she is hurting also.she looks just like you,its hard for me to look at her,i love all ya'll kids with every breath t i take, she lives so far away ,wish i could see her more.i miss her to.my life is a big mess,i need to talk to you so bad,i use to talk to you a couple times a day.now thats gone now what do i do.oh my god eddie i miss you so bad.i listen to your voice everyday ,i can't believe your gone.i still have everything on my phone you send me,i know i will see you one day,but not soon enough.i wish i could see you now.i know your in peace now,your not sick no more.my heart hurts so bad .,no one will ever know how much.i try to go on but i can't no one understands. i know you understand. did you really think it would be easy.your a angle now ,i know your watching over me.when we were on the floor watching tv you put your arms around me and said dam mom your little ,i put my head on your chest and i felt so safe .thats when i start calling you teddy bear.thats what you felt like..you never had a mean bone in you.such a wounderful person.we both cried together,laugh joked around talked.play fight and getting your sister dee upset lol.i'm so happy we spent time together..i love you .R.I.P. mommy will write to you later"
"Good morning my love.well its sunday not a good day for me.i am still mad at you eddie,,i do understand how you felt.your sister was the same way .why did;ent you kids listen when i told you things.now your gone,and i can't see you.not fair, you are with me every mintune of the day.this seems like a dream,.i ask god every day why did you take my son.i love you so much.the pain i have every day will.neve go away.peole keep tellig me it will,.no son it will never be easy,.i miss you .maddison looks just like you,looking at her is like looking at you.i want to hold you so bad.dam you son.mommy will write to you later crying to much,i can't breath i love you eddie mommy ."
"Dear Eddie my son.i got all your paper work back .i am so dam mad at you right now'why son why..i told you i would help you.why did you not listen to me.you been gone 2 months today. i left ballones off with a note .i hope you get it.i can't stop crying dam you son,it should of never happen this way.i talked to sara and your daughter.i am going to see mattie sunday.son i love you so very much ,im still so mad at you.i miss you so much. nknow matter how mad i am at you i will alwats love you.you were such a wounderful perso,father brother a friend a son .i miss our talks we use to have for hours.you cried i cried.i know you loved me.know one can ever take that away.you were special teddy bear,you would call me every nite.we would talk about every thing..no one could ever replace you,you are myhjeart .god why ..it hurts so bad i can't explain,i stay crying all the time.the day you left is the day my heart is gone,i always looked forward to sundays .sundays are real hard for me.you were so much like me lol.thats not a bad thing you had a heart of gold just like me.i am sending big hugs and kisses up to heven to you R.I.P. my angle mommy loves you i will write to you tommorow.good night teddy bear."
"dear soni am so mad at myself right now sorry mommy did'ent write to you yesterday .it was my birthday and casey took me to bingo yjen came home and kayla and her friends took me to the casino.it was real late when i came home had to get up and take avery to the dentist.i had a nice birthday cause you where with me.i take you every where i miss you so very much. i'm still sad even know i smile some times but really i'm not.kiss chera and tell her happy birthday.i talk to your sister aleta everyday.she misses you so much.i break down and cry to her.i will see you one day son, we will be together. i want to touch you ,hold you and tell you everything we be okay.i gave you life and now your gone dam son not fair.you should be here with all of us.i will write to you tomorrow goodnight my boy mommy loves you with every breath i take..sending hugs and kisses to you from me and maddison"
"Dear Eddie mommy misses you so much.i am listening to your voice as i'm sitting here writing you still can't believe your gone.i carry alot of hurt right now.i have no heart left it left when you left me.peopke don't understand .everyone tells e i need to go talk to some one what the hell they going to do for me.i talk to you a couple times a day.i am ok talking to you.i want to kiss you oh so much.my birthday is tomorrow ,i dont care it means nothing to me.i just want to see you son.right now nothing elese matters.why oh why son i love you but dam i am mad sad,hurt angry empty.i don't know how much longer i can hang on i'm trying my hardest but i can't let go.its been rough for me.we use to sit and tlk for hours you were the only one that let me see mattie.you use to call me a couple time a day ,i miss that oh so much.tell chera happybirthday and i love her kiss her for me son,i wish for my birthday i could see you one more time.i know your in a better place now,i now your watching over me your mommys angle,it takes me hours after i talk to you to go to sleep.mommy has to work so i will talk to you tomorrow son mommy is sending big hugs and lots of kisses to youR.I.P.mommy loves you good nite angle"
"hi son .went to see your niece alexa perform annie to night .she was wounderful,it was so good to see her since i have not seen her in a year.i been thinking about you .you been on my mind since you left me.i miss you so very much,i 'm sitting here crying i can;t let go.i want to touch you so bad .why did you have to go i am so mad at you .why .its not fair eddie.my heart will never be the same.dam you eddie why son oh god why.why did you take him from me.i can;t breath ,life is not fair.leave the bad prople here and take the good not dam fair.eddie mommy loves and misses you so much.R.I.P mommy will see you tomorrow goodnite my son,hugs and lots of kisses"
"Good morning teddy bear .going to work ,just wanted to tell you how much i love you and miss you so much.another long day .R.I.P .my baby boy mommy will wtite to you when i get off work big hugs and kisses to you.love mommy"
"My SON.please watch over your sister deanna she is in hospital not doing well,lwe all miss you so very much.deanna misses you so bad ,she called me screaming and crying she misses the long nites and talks ya'll had.she wou;d get so mad and upset with you when you would call me victoria.lol .i now you were jokieing you use to tell me watch me get dee mad .i would laugh and tell you don't do that lol.i sure do miss you so very much,its harder and harder everyday for me.i cry all the time.i want to see you so bad.just to touh you again.i want you to hold me like you did .,you said mom everything will be ok. i felt very safe in your arms you felt like a big stuff teddy bear thats why i always called you my teddybear..i don't like sundays that is a very sad day for me.i was use to you and mattie comming over.aand stayinhg for a few days.it made me so happy .i spent a beautiful day with you on thanksgiving.our trip to your sister aleta. was wounderful,i could of not asked for a better person to be wiyh is you my son.remember i wil always love you.alot was taken away from me with you b ut no one could take my love from youour our memories.you are my son no one elese.it will never get any better in till we meet again i will meet you again R.I.P.my boy momy loves you oh so much.can't stop crying sending hugs anhd kisses to you.goodnite love mommy will write to you tomorrow"
"My Sweet boy .another long day without you.not hearing from you talking to ya.dam do i miss you so very much.i;m goining crazy .i am not going to be okay. i think about you all the time you are always on my mind.not a day or mintune goes by your not with me.eddie i know i did shit wrong ,not for you to go .maybe this was a pay back to me.if it was i;m so very sorry.i wish i could of saved you.i;m dieing inside,it hurts real bad.i kiss you all the time.you will never be forgotten.i come home from work i sit here and write to you.i take you to work with me you'll never know how much i love you.i cry all te time. mommy misses you .i will write to you tomorrow.i will write to you every day untill i take my last breath.R.I.P. MOMMY LOVES YOU .goodnite my love"
"My Dear Son,had another bad day today,this is not easy for me .i am so torn apart.its like a bad dream,i wish i could wake up in you would be here,oh eddie how i miss you so bad i cant5 stand the pain .i always loved you no matter what anyone said.you were such a good boy.i can't breath i cry for you always,i can only hope you new how much i loved youi want to see you so bad, i dont sleep well.i wish i could bring you back home,life is not fair,i'll never stop hurting.i kiss you every day. i listen to your v0oice all the time,i don't know what to do.i am lost son you will never be forgotten .the worse day of my life is getting that phone call .why did'ent i see you ,i talked to you that nite.i wish there was a phone in heven ,i would be calling you all the time.its 3.00 in the morning cant sleep .i love you so very much son.mommy promise you i will write to you everyday.teddybear mommy loves and misses you so very much.R.I.P .LOVE YOU MOMMY"
"Well son another long day not talking to you.i;m still hurting the pain will never go away.i kiss you everyday i talk to you .i hope you can hear me.i know your my angle.i want to see you so bad.i miss you so very much.the pain i feel will never go away..i hope your in a better place.r.i.p my teddy bear momy loves you so much.you are with me 24 7 you are always on my mind.why did you have to go,its not fair.i am so dam mad at you.but i will see you again and till we meet again mommy loves you so,so very much.i wil see you again.remember you are to meet me at the gate lol.good nite son.mommy will talk to you tomorrow i love you mom"
"My condolences go out to the family and friends of Eddie. From reading about him I know he is missed and loved by many. No matter what, it can truly be said that death is an enemy and soon it will be brought to nothing (1Cor. 15:26). I have found much comfort in the Bibles promise of a resurrection hope of our loved ones at John 5:28, 29 and hope you will too. Death was never a part of Gods original purpose, in fact he yearns to soon bring an end to it and the suffering it causes your family and friends. Revelation 21:4 states: "And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away." I did not know Eddie, but I read his obituary and I hope these scriptures will help to bring some comfort knowing that others care. If you would like to learn more about the Bibles promises and the hope it brings, please feel free to contact me."
"Hey brother.. I'm so heartbroken. Everyday I think I'm just in a very bad dream and I'm gonna wake up hearing you say"don't be silly sis"! Oh I wish I could see you your sweet face one more time, there are so many things I wish I would have told you! Brother you were a great brother, friend,son and daddy. The bond we shared will never be forgotten:( nobody will ever know just how deep our relationship was even though we were so far apart:( Eddie you-took a piece of me with you on that horrible day that you left us! Until I see my sweet brothers face again always know just how much we all love and miss you brother.
Until next time
Love always and forever
"Hi Son ,been missing you all day can't get5 you off my mind .i can't stop crying still lost.still hurt still empty.nothing will ever be the same.oh how i miss seeing your face..i am so lost,i need you,why did you have to go its not fair.my only son is gonebut you will never be fogotten,i love you so much teddy bear ,i'm sending all my hugs and kisses to heven to you.R.I.P SUNSHINE MOMMY LOVES YOU SO VERY MUCH.LOVE MOMMY"
"Good morning teddybear.I mis s you so
much.on my way to work.have a beautiful day.r.I.p.mommy loves you so very much."
"Dear son.its sunday this is the time you would be here with me,i sure do miss the hell out of you,i can't get you off my mind.i'm so lost.i need you son more then you'll ever know.i know your here with me.i hear your voice.i talk to you all the time .you were such a good man, good father. know one will ever take your place,i promise you that.you were such a wounderful person warm loving caring person I guess you took after me for that lol.why did you go son why. I don't understand.i did not bring you into this world for you to just leave,i'm hurting real bad.my heart is gone without you there is nothing left.i sit here and think when you said to me I will not be here long mom I said eddie don't say that,and you just laught at mei know your in a better place.till we meet again son remember you said you will meet me at thegate.i love you so very much R.IP. tell chera I love her .I am sending hugs and kisses up to heven mommy loves you."
"Eddie i miss you so much ,i can't breth right now oh god how i want to see you touch you .i am so lost with out you.i don't know how i can go on..you are such a special person and a father and great son.you brough such happyness to my life why did you have to leave me.it should of been me not you. i should not be loosing a child.i can't not explain the pain.your last words to e was mom i love you.son you took after me for your warm loving heart .you had a big heart just like me lol.you were such a great father mattie misses you so much. i love you son.you will never be forgotten happybirthday rip .mommy loves you"
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