Man I miss u uncle words can’t explain the pain n hurt I’m facing without u my dawg my homie my uncle my 1st person to call wenever I had any problem with anything or anybody u was there I’m sorry I wasn’t there for u due to me being incarcerated, but just know I will not settle into justice is served 1 way or another u wouldn’t rest if it was me so I shall return the favor cause ik how u would b for me out here. I just been getting my money up but n due time ima take care of that for u unk n I bet u know that, but let me just get focused n get to this money then I gotchu u forever hold a spot n my heart Ik u resting with KING BO DEAL YALL WAS TVL CRAZY

Yesterday marked 10 long years since I lost my first born and only Son,,Lord knows I miss you so much I think about you every single day, wishing I could have done more to keep you alive, blaming myself for allowing you to move on the south side knowing that was not a safe location but trusting you to do what was best for your self as a 44yr old Man,,I know better now that I should have said no and that you should have stayed closer to me,,I pray for the day I will join you and be at peace, cause Lord Jesus knows I die a little bit more each day you are gone and will continue to blame myself for letting you down,,I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most,,Momma so sorry, I love you so much my only Son ❤️

Tears flowing as I am thinking about how much you are missed my Dear Son, WE have lost Sylvester also now and I really truly wish you could be here to help me deal with this painful loss,,I'm finally going to sale the house and start over without you being a part of my moving for the first time ever, I kept putting it off cause I don't have your help,,I see now I simply must move on,,I'm following your Auntie Penny lead. Love you and Miss my only Son ❤️,

Missing U RiH .

Miss U Sooo Much Our Beloved Angel. ❤❤

Hey bruh, just thought I'd swing by and check in with you. Well things have been going slow but steady for me. Been working at this job for almost 2 years now and honestly looking forward to trying to make some real money for a change. I'm going to try and get my drivers license and maybe if I can see about getting my cdl to drive trucks. I've been talking with a few truck drivers and they all tell me it's decent money if that's something I am interested in doing. Well I plan on getting married soon to Keisha the girl you met at the last get together. We seem to be hitting it off pretty good, it's a tremendous more positive and healthier relationship than any of those other ones I had in the past. I've been doing a lot of growing up too. I see to TaVonna,Krystle and JP as often as I can. I've started having a better relationship with my oldest boy and I try to spend as much time with my youngest son as much as I can, I still don't see or hear from my daughter's but Keisha has 2 girls that's about the same age as mine would be so I just accept them as mine. I've bragged about you so much to her and basically anybody who would listen. I've told her stories about how people would get us mixed up and how happy I was when you would introduce me as your little brother. To be your little brother meant the world to me. I've always looked up to you and wanted to be just cool like you. Not a day goes by without me thinking about you and wondering what would we be doing right now. Now I see what JP sees when he talks about me. Well we are planning on having a family reunion in August and I wish you could be there in the physical form but I will make sure to represent you and make sure your presence is felt. You know some days are harder than others but I still smile crack a few jokes and push through them the best way I can. You know I can talk to you about anything and we can have a whole conversation about nothing until you ask me what the hell am I talking about. What I am trying to say is I miss you brother. I wish I could redo time and make a more happier ending. We will meet again and pick up exactly where we left off from. Love you big brother.

Another birthday has come without you here with me my son, this is the 4th one now, time has not made losing you any easier to bear, life is not the same anymore and there is no hope for me that it ever will be., momma truly, truly miss you so much., until we meet again my only son, momma so sorry, you didn't deserve what those animals did to you., ❤❤

Laying here thinking about how much you are truly missed my son, it's been 3yrs, but it is still fresh in my heart, mind, and soul, I walk through the house screaming your name as loud as I can hoping for a response that never comes, me and your girls will be visiting you to lay flowers today,, momma still trying to get justice for you never giving up.Love Mom,..

This is your first birthday I don't have your TeTe Lettrice here to help me hold my face up off my lap of tears,but I know she is thinking of me and my sorrow today and always.,,Lena Mae still don't know she is gone,,she's in really bad shape herself..your old friend Jeff has come back into our lives.,, too bad you didn't get to spend time with him .,,still trying to get justice for you my child,,will never give up,this I promise....

Another year without you my one and only son,life is still so painful without you being a part of it.. you would be proud of Jael she is going into the Army soon,Marie is working and has her own place, Antonio has a son that looks just like him,,he will never get to know what having you as his uncle means,,your Dad is in really bad shape too far to visit regular,...LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE TRULY MISSED,LOVE MOM..,

Missing u Gene our beloved nephew so o much. You will Never be4 gotten . Always in Our Hearts. We Love u Dearly.

Hey daddy man it's so much going on that I wish I can call and tell you.! Things are going good down here I know they will be better of you where here.! We living for you down here it's a gene world.!

To my cousin if you was here my aunt would be very happy I love you keep watch over your family we will meet again

So missed our Beloved nephew,our Angel .

MISSING YOU SO VERY MUCH MY SILLY LIFE LOVING SON, IF YOU ONLY KNEW THE PAIN THOSE OF US YOU LEFT BEHIND HAVE BEEN ENDURING DUE TO LOSING YOU,AND NOW LETTRICE, SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T WANT TO GO ON, BUT I KNOW MY FAMILY HAS SUFFERED ENOUGH,MISSING YOU SO MUCH,LOVE MOM!!!

Our precious loving nephew so missed. Our Hearts haven't been the same. Flying high with the Angels.

I really wish I were lying beside you my son so I wouldn't have to deal with this pain from your horrific death, Lettrice should still be here for her family ,,the only thing that keeps me here is trying my best to see that you get justice for what you endured during those early morning hours,, you will get justice one way or another this I promise you,.THIS I PROMISE YOU....two years of feeling like a walking dead dead person.,

Yesterday I became grandma to Prince Logan Antonio Bell. He looks just like bucket head Antonio. He doesn't have you to give him a crazy nickname like you gave everyone else. He'll definitely get to hear stories about how much fun we had whIle you were here. Missing you something crazy Gene.

Words can't even begin a to express the hurt & pain we've felt since you were taken from us. I know God has a plan, but your death I will never understand. I know you're the entertainment for all that have gone home before you. You a truly missed dear brother. You are at peace now & I somehow find comfort with that. Heaven gained an Angel Clown for sure. Miss you Gene always

Dear uncle I miss you so much man. I think about you everyday wishing you was here with me. Just save me a seat next to you love & missed forever remembered.

words can not comfort the pain of your loss my son,my first born,my right hand man,i no longer have your tete lettrice here to help me through this nightmare,,the loss of the both of you has consumed my life,its really not even a life anymore cause I keep seeing the pain and terror you dealt with alone,..knowing your life would soon end,..who needs to wake up every morning knowing another day of distress is waiting around the bend.,,

I can't believe its been 2 long years since we last talked. I remember growing up with you and everything you did I wanted to do. You always came wherever I was to check on me and to let others know that you was my Big brother,cousin and best friend. You've always made everyone who came in contact with you laugh,you have a sense of humour that was a joy to be around. I remember people used to ask us if we were brothers,some claimed that they couldn't tell us apart. Well it's true we are brothers and we have so much in common. Auntie has truly stepped in and been the best mom to me,JP,TaVonna and Krystle. She's constantly checking in on us and giving us that love that only a mother can. I guess we've swapped mother's now, you needed your favorite TeTe and I got my favorite TeTe. I will always be listening for your voice and seeing your face and holding your hand like a brother would. I love you cuzo.

I'm so sorry my son for the horrors upon horrors you endured during those early morning hours,how I wish you had someone that you could turn to and let them know you were in trouble,that hurts me more,not only did you not have anyone in that bldg. human enuff to .call 911,you didnt think you had anyone else to turn to in your time of need, we all make mistakes,yours was staying in that bldg.and trying to handle things on your own.,,i blame myself for moving you into a neighborhood neither one of us was aware the dangers of ,i trusted your words about the safeness of the bldg being in good standing due to the LLORD being a Chicago police,,,big mistake on both our parts,,..NO JUSTICE.,NO PEACE.,,I PROMISE YOU I WILL NEVER GIVE UP SEEKING JUSTICE,,,!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE LOSS I FEEL EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY,,....  ,