Happy birthday daddy. I miss you so much and wish you were still here. I made you a cake for your birthday. Strawberry cake with whipped cream frosting. So yummy. I love you to infinity and beyond

Hi Egon belated happy birthday, I miss you a lot and our long phone conversations, I have some video that I just need to edit and I will send it to your daughter so they can see the lovely memories too your friend forever

Good morning daddio. First of all, I want to wish you a happy heavenly birthday. I know it has been a while since I wrote you. A lot has happened since last time. Jasmine and Nader got married June 30, 2022. They are moving into their first apartment together. (Without his family) They have a German shepherd named Hugo. He is a beautiful and well-mannered dog. 
Tiffany and Josue are finally divorced. She can remarry in 6 months to the love of her life Derek. He is good to her and the kids. I am so happy for them. They are trying to move to Utah and start their business there. Always obstacles that prevent it from happening. Hopefully soon. And Jessica has her two little ones. Jameson is 15 months now and so freakin adorable. He can be a little shit too. Into everything. Belynn will be starting school soon.
I finally had my surgery on my wrist to correct it from the fall at work in january 2021. I had to fight with workers comp to finally find a doctor who is willing and capable of doing the surgery. I had the surgery may 13, 2022 and am still off work doing physical therapy and taking care of jameson while jessica is at work. I will hopefully go back to work soon. On the other hand, i shall sign off till next time. I do miss and love you.

good morning daddio. A lot has happened since i last wrote you. Tiffany & derek & kids have the approval to move out of state from the courts. Jessica has a handsome baby boy. he was born may 15, 2021. he was 7lb 2 oz. he is an amazing little boy. he is so smart. he was holding his head up the day he was born. he is now 3&1/2 months old. he is teething already. so not a happy camper on those days. lol.  Jasmine and nader are doing well. Not sure when their planning their wedding. hope soon. I'm doing ok. My wrist is doing better. it is still crooked though. but at least i can use it. lol. I have some big decisions to make. Tiffany and Derek want me to move to utah with them and they also want me to sell my house and start a business with them. But im not sure what to do. I need some advice. I wish you were here to talk to and give me the advice i need. so, talk to the main one up there and have him give me a sign. well, gotta finish cleaning the house now. i will write you again soon. i love you and miss you daddy. Oh yeah. by the way, you are probably having a great time with all your brothers. gunnar is the latest one to be with you.  

Good morning and Happy New Year daddy. I cannot believe you have been gone 5 years. It seems like yesterday. A lot of things have happened around here this past year. Tiffany & Josue are going through a divorce. He beat the crap out of her & broke her collar bone. He did 6 months in jail. (wasn't long enough). Tiffany has sole & legal custody of all four kids. he has to pay child support & spousal support and only has visitation only with Cali. The boys don't want anything to do with Josue. On another note, tiffany has met a man who loves her and the kids as his own. His name is Derek. he is really good with the kids and Tiffany.
Your granddaughter Jessica Hope is expecting another baby. The baby is due on may 10. I cannot reveal the gender to you yet as she doesn't know until January 9th where we are having a gender reveal party. She has a very nice boyfriend named Garrett, who is also the father. Belynn is growing up so fast. 
I am doing ok. Everyone pretty much stays over Derek's parents house and i am here by myself most of the time. Very quiet around here. but i'm getting used to it. I sure do miss talking to you and spending time with you. I hope you are talking to mom and Jim where you are. Well, have to go now, I am cooking New Year's dinner. Jessica, Garrett and all the kids are coming over to eat and spend time with me. I cherish these moments. I love you daddy

Well, tomorrow is memorial day...where we remember our loved ones who have passed away. (even though every day is memorial day for you). I have been thinking about you a lot lately. I miss you so much. I miss talking to you, having coffee or a drink with you. I need to figure out what to do with all those records in the garage. I don't want them to get ruined by sitting out there. You were the expert on selling them. What do I do? What is the best way to go about selling them? When I go in the garage and start looking at all your belongings, I get overwhelmed and give up. I need help but not sure who to ask. I wish you could give me some sort of sign. I miss you dearly daddy.

Happy Easter daddy.  I know you are still here with me. So many things happen that remind me of you. Certain songs that you used to listen to come on the radio or on you tube remind me of all the good times we use to have. It's sad when the older generation are gone the family unit doesn't stay together or get together any more.
I pray that tiffany & her family are safe and that they find it in their hearts to know the truth about Jesus (especially on this day...Easter.)  The day Jesus rose from the dead after being crucified on the cross, a terrible death. which he did so that we may go to heaven when we die. 
I also pray that Jasmine will find her way to Jesus as well. not the God that the Muslims believe in. I don't understand. Maybe its my fault. Did I not teach them well enough ?
I also pray that Jessica has found the right person that she can spend the rest of her life with and be happy. I can see that she is in love. I just miss our time together. but I am getting used to it.
I met someone. His name is Phillip.  He is a wonderful man. He treats me like a princess. We are going to Cancun in 3 weeks. We booked an all-inclusive resort (which means we can have all the food & drinks we want while we are there) along with the stay at the resort & airfare. I have never been there. We are excited and looking forward to going. It is going to be so much fun.
I got my passport renewed so now I can go visit our huge family in Denmark when the time is right. Since I am not getting any younger and everyone says YOLO.  which means you only live once. at least on this earth. Anyhow, I just want to say I am thinking of you and miss you and love you very much.   Love always your daughter Tania

oh daddy. I still miss you so much.  sitting here looking at pictures on your computer.  I wish you were still here with us.  to see your great grandkids growing up so fast. belynn just graduated from kindergarten. cali just had a birthday. Adrian, Damien, angel are all on principals honor roll. I am so proud of all of them. I know you would be as well. I know you are watching down on us. I love you so much. I hope you are with mom, wherever that may be.

Oh daddio. what do we do without you? This home is so empty without you here. I will forever miss you and your wonderful personality. Drinking coffee and conversation with you in the morning before work.  And spending time with you after work catching up on our days.  And when i wasn't off on time, you would always call me and leave a message. Always ending the message with I love you.  I will always remember the great times we shared, whether it was watching the music programs you got me hooked on.  (american idol, X-factor & the voice)  I will have to keep up the tradition now. or listening to music in our bar or having a drink with you. God, I miss you.  But I am so grateful that you don't have to suffer through those treatments and have pain.I will always love you. May you Rest In Peace.