Darling sis its been a while since i came to this sicht  .its not that i forgot  it just  hard  .I miss you so so very much  ,i MISS GOING TO MUMS HOUSE AND SEEING YOUR CHAIR EMPTY WHERE YOU SAT AND GVE US ALL YOUR FUNNY STORIES  .I REALLY HAVE MISSED YOU  THE LAST TWO XMASES AT DINNER IN MY HOUSE  ,I DONT HAVE ANY HELP NOW  .YOU USED TO HELP ME WITH NAPKINS  AND  GLASSESS  .iI  HAVE ALWAYS SAT AT SAME CHAIR RIGHT BESIDE WHERE YOU SAT WITH ME  ...  i KNOW YOU SEE NOW I HAVE THREE GRANCHILDREN YOUR TWO NEICES  EMILY AND BROOKE  AND I KNOW BROOKE TALKS OF YOU OFTEN  SHE TELLS US SHE TALKS WITH YOU AND YOU MAKE HER LAUGH ,BROOKE IS  LOVELY  BUT  SHE IS SHY  .DAVID  YOUR NEPHEW  8 YEARS OLD NOW AND I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW YOUR NEICE DEBRA GOING TO HAVE NEW BABY  PLEASE  TAKE CARE OF IT  AS IT  GROWS AND  GETS READY TO BE BORN TO COME TO US  PROTECT  THE BABY LIKE IT WAS YOUR OWN DARLING  .iM GETTING TO OLD FOR THIS NANA STUFF LOL 
OK  I GOING NOW I SHALL BE BCK FOR  ANOTHER WE CHAT SOON   TILL THEN   ASK GOD TO LOOK AFTER MUM AND DAD AND  YOUR  FAMILY   .I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY NOW AS  YOU WILL NOW HAVE OUR AUNTY BETTY WITH YOU WHO SADLY FOUGHT TILL LAST MINUTE  SHE WAS SO BRAVE  LIZ  . YOU CAN NOW GIVE HER ALL CUDDLES YOU NEVER  MANAGED WHEN ALIVE  FOR ALL SHE  GAVE YOU FOR YOUR BDAY AND XMAS  SHE  IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE A DIAMOND LIKE YOU .SAY HIYA TO GRAN FOR ME AND UNCLE ROBBIE XXXXLOVE YA ALL XXX

Hey Liz  well once again  xmas without  you was  not nice  .It  never going be same  .Ya know how you used to help me with my tble settings  well this year  guess what ? I forgot to put out the napkins  lol silly me  But  i forgot as  you always helped me with them  i would make them you would place them  ,This year  Ya big brother peter and Liz  were at our table  for first time .I only wish they would have been there when you were with us   they would ave had such  laugh at your atnics  i think Dad   misses you   a  lot but he doesnt say   .I know he sees the table differently  just like mum does  /George ya we brother  and  isa his wife  were at our table  they  had thier first xmas meal as man and wife   with us  what an honour eh  .  I could not eat  much   .i looked at everyone   with smiles  your  neices  and nephews were having a blast  .i could  just imagine you  hunny  shouting  shhhhhh  at them   or   going to them  give them smack  or taking  knifes from them  telling them sit  nice   lol  xxxxx I guess the ppl are in heaven now  that tragic  day  in town  when loads people were out  shopping for xmas and  a  big  bin lorry  came hurling  down  queen street  very fast  and killes  least  6 ppl   there was  a women with her mum  dad and daughter  the  mum dad and daughter died at  scene  as mother  watched   .How  bad  that must have been  god  bless them  all  .seems the lorry driver  had  heart atack at the wheel  so he  had  no   way of stopping the  lorry  .Glasgow  stands strong   we went through  horror  last year when  that  helicopter  crashed down into the cluther vaults  killing ten ppl  . and  now this  year 2014   few days before  xmas day   tragaday  struck glasgow again. But you will know  resons  why  as you  may have been one of the ANGELS THAT TOOK THE DEAD  ONES  TO HEAVEN  .anyway big  sis   time  still not healer   deffo not with me   i missing you like crazy   love you   bye for  now  xxx