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May 12, 2023
by E M
Sharing with you these moments .. he’s growing so fast in your image . I know you see ! Prom night

❤️

April 20, 2023
by E M
I visit this page often hoping you’re still there . 16 years ago I met you and my life changed forever and will never be the same . Thank you for hearing me when I chat with you I get the signs . 

Happy Fathers Day

June 19, 2022
by E M
Miss you today and forever

Happy Birthday

May 27, 2022
by E M
He graduated from 8th grade , going to high school and I know you are proud and always with us in spirit ! Happy Birthday Eric 

Happy Fathers Day

June 20, 2021
by E M
Thinking of you … on this day there is always a wish that you were here . There is always a void with each passing event that happens with our son . We miss you forever and words cannot express the many day dreams I have as if … you were here to see our son . He’s taller than me now and he’s as handsome as you . Happy Fathers Day
January 9, 2021
Hi Eric. I miss your hugs (seriously the best hugs I ever had). I miss our inside jokes and looking at each other; knowing why the other one was laughing. You always made my 'big' problems seem small. I'm sorry I took for granted thinking you would always be there. As I've gotten older, I realize how special you really were; funny, caring, free, out going, real, artistic, confident and many other things I could go on about for eternity that brought happiness to so many. Sometimes I quietly smile remembering something funny you said or did. A true genuine soul, you could walk into any room a complete stranger and leave with 10 new friends. I was lucky to have you in my life as a role model. Thank you for igniting my love of music and movies at an early age. You shared so many gifts with me from the start. There are so many pieces of me that are you. I make sure those pieces shine bright everyday. I love you 'E'.

Your laugh and humor

October 16, 2020
by E M
Little E says his little smart Alec sinister jokes and cracks the side smile ... it’s a duplicate . I see you . I have chills as I’m writing this so I know you see this . Thank you for the three dimes and 3 pennies the other day . Just Breathe - Pearl Jam . Love to you. See you on the other side

Fathers Day

June 21, 2020
by E M
Hey .. just letting you know .. we still remember you not one day passes . Still in our hearts

Happy 47th Eric

May 27, 2020
by * *
❥❥❥

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March 14, 2020
by * *
Remembering you today 3/14/20 ❦

2/28

March 1, 2019
by * *

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Remembering your mom today 2/28. 

Not only was she your mother, but I consider her a mother figure to me, and a good friend. Her unique insight made a big difference.She was the one who shared in not only my sadness from losing you, but in every aspect of my life afterwards. She reassured me, she shared memories of you and your siblings, your thoughts I was unaware of, your childhood adventures, your family stories, your art, your poems, your letters, your random off the wall ideas and even your pain.She gave me strength when I didnt have any. Lots of insight, lots of history and lots of truth. I cherish everything she gave me, especially her time. She gave me a plant that shes had for a loooong time and I named her Teresa. So I talk to her and make sure she thrives :)

She made me believe.  She gave me so much comfort and she convinced me that we will all be together again one day. I miss her and our talks. I miss our breakfasts every few months to catch up and I think of her just as much as I think of you. Today she passed a year ago. I know you two are together, and all your earthly worries, are no longer a thought. But, just because our "problems" in life are not a worry in your minds, I know you protect us on a daily basis. We now have a tag team watching out for us.I am thinking of you two always. Your mom mattered to many, and I wanted to acknowledge her on this day.

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May 27, 2018
by * *

Happy 45th EMA ❤


Lemon

January 12, 2018

Eric bought this CD and I fell in love with one of the tunes "Lemon" on the "Zooropa" album. So I borrowed it often. Don't think he knew how many times I borrowed it. But he didn't mind.

So oneday he decides to go to "Amoeba" to sell some of his cd's. "Zooropa" was one of them.

I went to look for it and it was gone. I asked him where it was and he told me he sold it. I was a little annoyed.

Some time passed and we went to "Amoeba" to look for videos etc. I decided to check and see if by chance "Zooropa" was there and It was and I was happy.

Eric comes home and I am playing "Lemon" and he picks up the jacket and says

"Hey, this is my CD ?!" I replied "It's mine now-ow" with a wink. First he looked puzzled then he looked annoyed and then he just smiled that big beautiful loving

smile and we both laughed. He knew it was meant to be. He borrowed it often.

I understand Bono's deceased Mom, who was wearing a Lemon colored dress in a "Super 8 film" (Eric would love that) was the inspiration for this song.

Proverbs 11:11

"LEMON"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyed5qd7FmQ

Lyrics here:

https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/u2band/lemon.html


 


In Memory

September 3, 2017

In Memory of Eric's Uncle Stephen Michael

DOB 9/03/1951

DOD 8/03/1973

In a strange coincidence, Eric was found on the Street almost in front of the very

meeting place of The Murderers who took his Uncles Life. Stephen would be one of the first of many victims.

Eric was found lying there unresponsive 3/03/2013............39 years and 7 mos Later.

Eric and Stephen were both First Born Sons and First Grandsons..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpsfiCaxHDM

 



 

 

 

 

 

your voice

August 29, 2017
by * *

Your voice still lingers, along with your presence. I see you for a moment out of the corner of my eye, then blink and you are gone. The feeling of you is still there, though. But, with a presence like yours, how could that ever fade? It cannot.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g-369FoJ16k

Your blessings live on and not forgotten

August 14, 2017
by E M

Miss you !

Your face

June 9, 2017
by E M

I was talking about you today . This song came on. I know it's you and we don't believe in coincidence .


https://youtu.be/fmpSWlVdKmo

I see you . Everyday . And I love you everyday . Loving him is loving you. 

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May 27, 2017
by * *

Happy Birthday Eric❤️

Just Breathe

March 3, 2017
by E M

 

https://youtu.be/E5bAawsa7_s

I woke up to this song today .... the words ...

This song can be for anyone and move in all directions. Can be to him or it can be from him to us. You are in our hearts everyday for sure.

3.3

March 3, 2017
by * *

3.3.13- Eric, This is the day you were taken away, and it will forever be engraved into my soul. It's autonomous. I think of you every day, and keep you in my heart until we are in the same place again. I miss you completely and will love you until I no longer am breathing ❤ 

Merry Christmas

December 25, 2016
by E M

Forever in my heart, Merry Christmas in heaven and thank you for your signs and blessings and love .

Little E

A Prayer

November 12, 2016

Eric and I shared many things with each other. He was very well read. He was a seeker of Spiritual things and Hidden Truths, Hidden History, Music Art. We both like this song very much.

Eric felt things on a level most people will never experience or know this kind of depth. People will tell you that to experience anything with Eric was unforgetable.

His laughter also was just as powerful.  He could lighten a heavy room with a couple of words as well. Light or Dark, no inbetween. He was not lukewarm..ever..

A Heartfelt Memory..

  Thankyou to the maker of this beautiful video for bringing to my attention.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=osih6Ruyk1k

 

The Truth is Never Far Behind

August 28, 2016

"Masks of identities are always changing in a Temporal World of need and demand, but remember within each disguised, is the Truth we All seek...
and to see yourself in All things is to realize the HERE and NOW is the PORTAL of TIMELESS SPACE". = Eternity

Love ERIC

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IV1axd4znNQ

 

Forgiving

July 21, 2016

"No Dear,

Forgive yourself.

Being uninformed is not being stupid.

Especially when you were seeking the Truth

and you were deliberately misguided and misdirected by those you trusted.

It is they who withhold the Truth that are truly lacking a heart and possess dark souls.

And those kind most always blame and mock the Victim to elevate themselves.

They only decieve themselves as those with good hearts see them for who they really are.

Some evolve, some don't.

Change for the Greater Good must be desired and it begins with the realization that the only thing that heals is Unconditional Love

The opposite of Love is Apathy

When the Good do nothing... all is lost

Time reveals All...Time ends All...

Pray for them, They need you"

Happy Fathers Day

June 19, 2016
by E M

Happy Fathers Day 

May 27, 2016
by * *

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Happy birthday Eric.

I wish you were here, so that I can say it directly to you, but you truly know what is in my heart and spirit. Although, each and every day I think of you, May 27 is your day. I miss you and I love you.

Happy Birthday Big E :)  


 
     


"I am glad your mom liked your dad enough to have you "

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Happy Birthday

May 27, 2016
by E M

Happy Birthday to you! I have so much to say all the time but never find the words I really want to say. I know you hear us! So we will keep it in our hearts and that is the beauty of heaven... You can see and know things we don't ! We will remember your smile and laugh today ! 

Thoughts

May 1, 2016
by E M
<p>On our mind</p>

Feather from Heaven

April 24, 2016

...and a Feather floated down from the sky

landed on the path

in front of the feet of a Loved One

A Gift..or a Reminder

Miss you Eric ♥

April 14, 2016
by * *


Please speak to me
Through word or pen
Or whispers unsaid
Show me your face
Here in our
Unresolved place
Tell me you love me
That you'll eternally 
Haunt me
You changed my life
Into the most beautiful 
Tragedy
That no pen, no author
Nor storyteller
Could capture
For our love transcends
Time and space, 
Life and death



I miss you every day. This poem reminds me almost every single letter or card you have ever written to me. I keep them close to my heart. They are a treasure and  I will continue to keep reading them. When someone else reads them after I am gone, they can experience the emotion and absolute love that you put into writing them. I hope that they can also absorb the feeling of love and longing that I feel when reading them. These letters are our story. Like a movie. A true love story that ended in tragedy. Me losing you in this life, is my tragedy. 
I love you Eric. Thinking of you always.

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