I can remember the day we found out we were having a baby , i can still hear you saying " oh my god is this real" the smile on your face as the tears rolled down you as you held me tight.and how you already knew it was a boy from that day we found out.our boy will be 5 on the sixth of july and i want you to know even though its been a while since he has seen you, Ivan sean Soto knows about his dad gordy and how you went to work in heaven to help jesus because Jesus needed the strongest workman to fight in his army. Ivan is so much like you sometimes its scary. He is the most intellegent child with a great deal of strength for his little self with a temper bigger than himself. But ivan is also the most affectionate loving compasionate child also. He can be so sensative at times. I will always tell him just how strong you were and what a great father you expressed yourself to be. While i watch him as the years go on his love for shoes watches and hats that continues to be a an obvious fetish that had to of came from you i cant help but smile. We love you big Daddy . We won't and cannot ever stop missing you. Love Him... Your madre Jamie