- 85 years old
- Date of birth: Jan 30, 1928
- Place of birth:
New Hampshire, United States
- Date of passing: Mar 29, 2013
- Place of passing:
North Carolina, United States
|Let the memory of fay be with us forever|
This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, fay beekhuis, 85, born on January 30, 1928 and passed away on March 29, 2013. We will remember her forever.
"You know mom, I loved you with all my heart. I had looked forward to spending your last months with you. I know you suffered from dementia since 2008. I just never thought you would turn your back on me. All the promises you made me, you let your sister Millie take over, and she's a greedy bitch. I loved you and cannot forgive you for leaving me like you did. But you and Millie can rot in hell together for eternity!"
"You know mother dearest I guess I finally figured out why you did what you did to me. You did it because you never really believed in me. You never thought much about me. Never amount to much. I think that you secretly hated me and you were afraid of me. The only time I hurt you was when I ran away. You never were the same after that. You've never trusted me, you never had any faith in me whatsoever. Burn in hell bitch!"
"Wow, 3 years ago you told me to " go home I'm not wanted".your precious sister Miller still has my house, you know the one you lied to me about!! Well they can keep it all. Your a fucking liar, piece of shit for what you did to me. I didn't deserve it. I'm glad your dead, and I hope your happy in hell.. I hate ynn? N"
"Happy Birthday Fay. Three years and I'm still fucked up because of your lies. Why? Answer that, why? I know Millie and Sol had alot to do with your decision to cut me out. I just don't understand what I did to make you hate me so much. I was there. I did come to take care of you. Everything was a lie. My whole life was a lie. You never really loved me."
"I really hate you, all my life you told me not to lie and you told the biggest lie of all. Daddy would be mad at you for what you did to me. So would OPA. Why? Why did you want to destroy me? Didn't I go thru enough with my children? Had I not paid for all my sins as a child? You lied to me for 30 years. I hope you rot in hell for ever!!! My whole world sank again thanks to you."
"I'm so glad that you loved me so much that you left me nothing. When I get to heaven I'll be sure to tell everyone why your not there. I still can't believe you gave it all to that greedy bitch Millie. And Cindy too. I hope you all rot in hell!!!"
"Hope your turning over in your grave! Your greedy sister Millie & Sol should be there with you! I'm waiting for karma to catch up with them. Addie & Kathy are the only good females in the Richards family. And you lectured me about lying my whole life. Your the biggest liar ever. Turned my life upside down, made me question everything in my life, made me doubt everything I've been told. I hope you rot in hell for what you did to me."
"I hate you so much ! Your nothing but a lying fucking bitch that ruined my entire life. I hope and pray that you rot in Hell for what you've done to me. Along with your greedy sister Millie. May you all sew what you've reaped!!!"
"Today is your only son's 58th Birthday. Gee weren't you about that age when you started lying to me about leaving me everything? Wow! Ain't it funny you fucking bitch. I will have the last laugh!!!"
"Mom, 2 years ago you died. I miss you so very much, I thought we were so close but you cheated me of what's mine. You turned your back on me when I needed you most and cut me off. I despise you now. I used to want to be just like you but not now. You are a cheap , selfish,arragant, hateful bitch. I hope you suffer for eternity as you've done to me. Your sister, her husband and daughter as well for the same ."
"Happy Birthday Mom! Hope you are watching me from heaven. Isn't life funny? Mostly I miss you, but still can't forgive you. Everything you ever taught me goes against what you did at the end and made me question my entire life. Did you ever love me? I wonder....."
"Why mother? Why did you do this to me? Haven't I paid for my mistakes? You taught me that of all the people in the world you would be the only one who only cared about my happiness that others had alterior motives. I believed you. But you didn't. Even after I told you the 100%truth of how I live. And how much I wanted to change. You promised. And yet I'm still here in Vegas living in the sewer. And your sisters fucked me completely. I hate you so much you lying fucking bitch! I hope you rot in Hell! And your sister Mille too!"
"Hope your watching over me as Christmas approaches, and that you are seeing the changes in me because of your lies. I am still so shocked, I keep waiting to wake up from this nightmare in my house you promised me. Thanks Mom. Happy Thanksgiving, hahaha haha Jokes on me, right??? Fucking you bitch!"
"One year ago today you left this world for a better place. You left me behind to suffer alone. I miss you so very much. With only your anger ringing in my head. Sorry you didn't understand."
"Happy Valentine's Day Mom! Hope your watching my life from heaven and keeping tony and keisha safe. Love & miss you!!!"
"Happy Birthday Mom!!! I love and miss you so much!!!"
"Mom, I dont know how you managed to lie to me for 30 years, but it has really messed up my head and my heart. I cant even be sure that my brother loved me, or my son! I was there to care for you, late, but still I kept my word to you. You should have let me have the house, I could have visited you every day. I was dead right at 15 when I ran away this proves you hated me."
"Merry Christmas Mom!!! I love you very much and miss you even more!!Wish we could have spent last Christmas together but God had other plans. I hope youve seen the truth that eluded you at the end.Always your loving daughter Janet"
"Mom merry christmas. I got you a poinsettia plant, its on my desk. I miss you so much. Why didnt you tell me all these years that you resented me because I left home at 17? I thought we resolved that 40 years ago. You lied to me all my adult life, mom, im wounded so deeply I will never heal. You even got daddy to lie to me. I pray God forgave you."
"Well no thanks or help from you, im doing alot better. I still cant beleive you lied to me for 30 fucking years! Well happy birthday to me. Thanks for nothing ."
"Well fay your sister Kathy is gonna bury your ashes on October 12th in Chester, Mass. I wont be there, i wont ever go there. I hope your rolling over in your grave for what youve done to me. I hate you, FUCKING HATE YOU, YOUR A FUCKING LIAR!! You have ruined the rest of my life and condemned me to this fucking hell! Why fay? Why did you do this to me? Did you get your jollies? Really???"
"I cannot forgive you for lying to me. I cannot forgive you for screwing me over the way you did. None of you thought id return to care for you, but i did. Cause i loved you so much, i wanted only to be with you, and care for you. You denied me that,you denied me saying goodbye to you, you denied me everything. I hope your soul wont let you have any peace!!! I hate you!"
"Mom, youve been there for me 50 years, the only thing you didnt prepare me for is losing you. I always thought id have lance to lean on after you were gone, but he left before you and im lost. Im confused, im scared, im tired, im grief stricken, im alone, im lonely, i miss you and lance so much."
"Mom much as i love you, i cannot get past the fact that you lied to me for 30 years. And you knew that because ive been on disability since 1999 i would never be able to live a normal life without your help and you still chose your sister who already has everything over your own daughter, well im sorry, i cannot forgive you. You have condemed me to continue my life in hell. Janet"
"Mom, all my life you have been there for me, why would you desert me at the end of your life when I would need you the most? I cannot believe that this is happening to me! Once again my world is upside down and all my hopes and dreams are shattered, and I can't talk to you for advice. I'm lost without you mom. I don't have lance either. I love you both so much. Miss you every minute"
"Mom i miss you so much. I wish i knew why you hated me so much. Its causing me so much disstress. I question everything in my life, did you ever really love me? Im very depressed, lonely, scared, confused. My world is again shattered. Dont know what to do."
"Hi mom, happy 4th of July!! What can I say that you don't already know? My emotional .and mental state are all messed up and I don't know what to do. I love and miss you so much every day. Love, janet"
"Hi mom, i miss you so much, i hope you know how much i love you. Im stillin shock that you disowned me the way you did. I would contest your will but i dont have the money. I was looking forward to changing my life when i got to n.c. i wanted to spend the rest of my life in the house you and daddy promised me for 30 yrs. Im sorry for anthony."
"Mom, i really miss you, i wake up each morning crying because my dreams are all of happier times. I cant believe that because of tony im now condemed to this fucked up life till i die. We had talked about this whwn daddy died, i thought you understood how much it ment to me to get out of vegas. Im still in shock that you hated me so much. Love you so much."
"mom, ive figured out why you disowned me. Anthony is out of my -too little, too late. I didnt deserve to be cut out this way. I was looking so forward to caring for you when i arrived in oct. I had so many questions about our lives i wanted to ask, wanted to change my life back to who i was in chicago. cant change here in vegas, too much baggage. Love and miss you so much. Forgive me plz"
"I miss you so much mom. I got a pictire of the churvh alter for your services. Hate myself for not being there. Hope you can forgive me.me."
"you have been my best friend mom, i will miss you everyday till i see you again. i love you so much. your loving daughter janet"
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