Hi mum. It has been almost 12 years. I have no idea how the time has gone so fast. I miss you so much and do wish you were here so I can chat and have a glass of wine with you. I have so much to tell you. The kids have grown so much and you have missed it all. I wish you were here so I could talk to you. I need you as sometimes have nobody I can actually confide in. You would understand and support me. Others just do not understand how hard things have been. You would have done. Love you mum. Always xxx