Coming up on a year..... I can't believe how fast the time has gone by. Miss you more than I ever thought possible. I wonder if you, gram and gramps are now together, watching us all.....

would give anything, to talk to you, hear your voice.... to just be with you

bad day today.... miss the times I was able to call you to "hear a friendly voice" I'd give both my legs for one of those calls right now.....

Hey Mom.... I find that "talking" to you here, sometimes helps..... I wish i could make everyone around me understand that silent pain I feel every single day. I feel like I am so alone without you. I need your advice on so many things ma....and I'm angry, ALL THE TIME. and I know that I shouldn't be.... but I am.

For some reason, I am having a very hard day today, and it's only 9:14 in the morning. There is so much that i want to talk to you about, to hear your thoughts on. I know that you are with me, talking to me, and hearing my thoughts.... but maybe I am just selfish, by wanting you here. Love and miss you more and more with every single passing day......

it's been almost three months since you've been gone, and I have to admit that there are days that I feel like I cannot face without you. What I wouldn't give for 5 more minutes with you, or a 2 minute phone call, just to hear your voice. I miss you mom, so much that it hurts.......