Dear dad, how i miss u so much if i could only have one more day with u to tell you how,much i miss u and love u so..they say everyday gets easier and believe me it dnt get any easier as the days go by i miss you more and more and it hurts more and more,everyday..not being able to hear your voice telling me that everything will be ok and to leave my problems in gods hands and he will take care of them.how i wish i could hear your voice telling me those words you were my role modle my best friend my father my daddy you were and are my EVERYTHING!! When you died a part of me died with you and a part of my heart went to the heavens above with you..no one told me this,was gonna be so hard i am stuck in all this grief trying to move on the,way u want me to but i cant seem to move forward and get past all this hurt trust me dad i  trying to it for you.. Its just so hard i am trying my hardest to do this all by myself its not easy... I knw deep dwn u would want me to move on in life and be happy but i didnt think it would be so hard without you and ur guidiness...just know i will try my best for you to get threw all of this..i love u so much and miss u so deeply it hurts... Mom is doing so,well cause she knws u would want her to move on and live her life and be happy she misses u badly thou but she pushes herself to go on for you u were and are her everything she lived her life for you daddy like,so many of us..you will never be forgotten and always deeply missed and loved...REST IN PEACE DADDY!!!...I will find my way some how i knw u have faith in me i neef you dad ur forever in my heart and thoughts..