Happy Valentines Day & Anniversary Frederick❤️

gosh, there are just somethings that will never fade away. i miss you coming over to our "dysfuncional" house and calling roxy a flea bag and maci a big horse. i never thought i'd ever say this, but i miss your ocd and hawk watching over a napkin a freaking napkin ahhh. thanksgiving and christmas will be very hard this year and the years to come, but these are our first holidays without you, and you wont be there physically to nag on me about eating all the shrimp, but i know you'll be nagging me in my head watching over us and sitting on the couch watching sports or something with uncle guy. I miss talking to you on  the phone over what you're eating for dinner or what you ate more than anything. i loved talking to you. actually, just yesterday, i was with alyssa and for the first time i made her dial your number and it just rang and rang.... it was heartbreaking because im so used to you answering the phone saying "hello, my dear!", but you didnt. I miss you soooo much. come visit me soon papa.