O MY BABY!  It has been 7 years now. But it still hurts like if it was yesterday. Gosh mijo I miss you so much. All I have is our last day together. It was such a beautiful time together. You left without saying a word. Love you so much. Miss you so much

O my son! My baby! I'm glad we had that last day you had on this earth together. That is the best ever! I miss you so much. My heart is toren. Ever since you went to a better place. There has been a lot of hate and anger. But just like you told me. I do not need these people. They only hurt me. To stay away. I have! You would be proud! Your justice is taking long. It is so painful. It just hit me my baby! Your gone! You are never coming home! It hurts so much. They won't let me cry. I hear its going on 4 years my baby! I can not believe it. It seems like yesterday.  I know you are in a better place. With our Dear Lord. You where going to change. God heard you! You where going to start going to church. God new you already wanted to live a good life. But you are now forever! Till I see you again my baby! My last born! I truly miss you so much! My heart well not be the same! Never! First Lil then you? My BABY! MY BABY! I KNOW YOU KNOW AND MAYBE SEE AND HEAR ALL! TELL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN MY BABY! YOU WELL ALWAYS BE IN MY BROKEN HEART!