There really is no words to describe the feeling of the loss of a child . Every year seems like yesterday and unbelievable your gone . It’s been 9 years and I honestly don’t know where the time went . We had wedding and births & funeral’s for loved ones since you left . I look at your cousins and friends and wonder what your life would be like also . We can only hold on to those many memories that we’re made with you . It’s a reality that life is not promised. We never know who will be joining you in heaven . It’s a cycle of the unknown . We have to stand strong and know that there is a god and one day we will celebrate with you all again . Until then Merry Christmas in heaven Garrett Carothers we miss you buddy .