The loss of you has changed life forever. The gap eventually closes but the loss never goes away, it never stops hurting. The hole in my heart can never be filled. I love you and miss you.

I wish I could bring you back my dear brother. If I could, I would fight death itself to free you from its ugly clutches and bring you back.

It has been too many years since the last time I heard your voice, I love you. All that is left is pain and the misery of waking of every morning to the ugly reality of not having you in our lives.

I always thought you would bury me. There are days when am angry because your not here.

I love you Gary and I miss you.

Happy birthday Gary Lockhart! 

My dear brother, missing you hasn't gotten any easier. As the years go by you remain ever on my mind and a part of my daily living. The memory of you often floods my mind and I laugh at some of the things you did; oh how I miss you. If I could turn back time there are so many things I would change except for one, the love of my family. I hope the angels in heaven know what they have; the joy of your mischief and the sound of your laughter. I miss you and I love

You're still here in our heart and mind, still making us laugh, your stories live on. We hold you in our thoughts and feel your love from within. Your memory gives us strength, courage, faith, for you are still alive within; and so life goes on. So many tears we've shed, and know you wiped each one a way. For you dear brother are waiting on the other side, and we will see you again, but not today.....