April 24, 2017
April 24, 2017
2Years ago today at this exact time 11:36am they yelled code blue everyone ran in the room and tried to get you breathing again that day was the biggest change in my life,I felt god betrayed all of us and took you away I miss you more and more each day it feels like this happened a week ago when in fact it was 2 Years that passed.Daddy I miss you so much there's so many things I need to say to you and need help with and I have nobody to turn to you were my everything I'm so proud to say you are my father I'm hurting inside and very lost I wish I could have just one more day with you to hug you and hold you and talk to you.your missing out on so much Lil Gary is having a baby boy that's gonna be named after both of you,Randy is getting closer to being married which mommy is gonna walk him out in your place now Charlie boy is a little lost and mixed up an can tell he hurting still but he is trying and mommy is very lost and lonely and you can tell she needs you..otherwise I just wanted to say I really miss you and wish I can change time because I would go back to that week and try to fix you to give you another 10 to 15yrs.your grandchildren miss you so much especially ur Lil girl Skylar she still cry's when we talk about you.well daddy it's been ruff and sad and you may be gone but never ever forgotten.I love you daddy I wish you could come back home.until we meet again.