Well Nate, you have been gone 4 1/2 years already. There is not a day goes by, I don't think of you. You are missed by many. By now, I guess you have ran into Papaw Meece. I am sure you were there with Mamaw Meece, greeting him, as he came thru the pearly gates into Heaven. What a reunion, I am sure. Your momma misses you & one day will see you again, I am sure. I love you still & always will.

NATE, IT'S YOUR MOMMA, AS YOU CALLED ME. MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THE SAME & NEVER WILL BE. WHEN YOU LEFT, YOU TOOK A BIG PART OF ME WITH YOU. I KNOW I MUST GO FORWARD WITH MY LIFE FOR THE OTHERS HERE WITH ME. YOU ARE IN GOD'S HANDS & IN THAT THOUGHT, I CAN REST MY MIND & HEART. EVEN THOUGH MY HEART IS STILL BROKEN, NEVER TO BE WHOLE AGAIN,KNOWING YOU ARE SAFE IN GOD'S HEAVENLY HOME. ONE DAY, I KNOW NOT WHEN, BUT I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN,THAT I KNOW.YOU ARE MISSED & LOVED BY MANY, EVEN AFTER ALMOST 3 YEARS. YOUR MOMMA LOVES YOU. <3 <3

Today is the 40th anniversary of Gary Nathaniel "Nate" Lawson's birth. It's been a long ride since you left us,April 2, 2015. Time doesn't get any better. I have days of sadness, days of anger, some days i want to quit,but i now you wouldn't want that. I tried to keep up with life, try to keep my mind occupied. It still seems like a bad dream I can't wake up from. Just wait for me & know you will never be forgotten. Sometime i have memories that make me giggle, like when you taught Jayson.. bullshizalmanizal! Some days i am so sad just cry all day. My love forever will be with you. Love you baby boy!! Wold have been 40 on march 20th this year! You will forever be 38!!

WELL, TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR 39TH EARTHLY BIRTHDAY, INSTEAD YOU SPENT IT AS YOUR 1ST HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY. YOU ARE OH SO MISSED & LOVED, BUT YOU ARE AT PEACE. LOVE YOU BABY BOY!!

WELL NATE, YOU HAVE BEEN GONE OVER 10 MONTHS ALREADY. TIME KEEPS GOING BY, BUT IT IS NOT EASIER. I THINK OF YOU EVERY DAY & TRY NOT TO QUESTION WHY, BUT IT'S HARD. YOU GAVE ME MANY OF MEMORIES, BOTH GOOD & BAD. THE GOOD ONES I CHERISH, THE BAD WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. WAIT FOR ME ON THE OTHER SIDE. TELL MOM, BRENDA & TIM,I AM OK & THAT I LOVE & MISS THEM ALL!!! LOVE YOU NATE!!!

have been gone 3 1/2 months. My heart is still shattered. Your passing left me totally devastated. Had a rough time. One of my babies was taken from me....YOU!! There is not a day that goes by,I don't think & talk to you. I realize now, you know longer struggle with drugs & God knew you couldn't ever overcome it, So he had the Angels to swoop down & take you to Heaven. Your life was cut short for a reason, only the Lord knows why. Whether it be your struggle in life or to straighten Jayson up & come to reality what can happen with drugs. I miss you so much. Your job now is to watch over me & others. Your Mom loves you so much.

My son,my son...You have been gone 32 days & your Momma is really missing you.Everyday passes with a broken heart, because you have left me. I try to find answers, but they aren't there for me to except. You will always be my baby boy, no matter how long you been gone. Always remember,I will join you & I know you will be waiting for me. Love you so much to my son with "the golden heart"

Nate it has already been 17 long , hard to get thru days. You are missed by many & I am missing you more & more..Your Momma loves you.

Well Nate, it's already been 12 days. Time passes to fast. Your Momma is missing you so, my heart breaks. Is Heaven pretty? I am sure. Youwill always live in my heart & go where ever I may go. Momma loves you!!sxoxoxoxox

It's already been over a week since you left us. It has been a rough one & I am sure it won't get any easier, for a long time. You swill always live with me & watch over your Momma.I will always have you with me, no matter where time goes to or how fast it moves by & passes us. You are always here with me & will always be my "baby boy!" Love ya bunches...to the stars & moon above.