I remember the day you came home...all wrapped up in this tight little bundle...there was soo much excitement all around you...later on i was to find out that it was because you and mom struggled hard to make sure you both made it out of that hospital..even then you were a fighter...I remember how brand new you were...and as we grew..you had your own independence..your own arrogant ways...I never knew you would be taken from us so soon..but somehow you knew..you told me when you were a teenager that you wouldnt make it to grow old...i laughed it off...i shouldnt have..I shouldve loved you everyday like you wouldnt have a tommorow..and I miss you...so much..you dont know how hard it is..maybe you do..I try everything to remain the solid pillar of stregth, but there are days where i just feel you around us..and I break down and cry...Wherever you are..I hope you are at peace..and loved...I hope you feel loved....