Smiley worked for the CPR for many years he was a conductor and he loved his job.  He was a person that loved the outdoors, fishing, hunting, and a lot of beer. 
After our parents died he changed, I think it had a lot to do with staying in the house that we had grown up in. It really bother him when he tried to save my father in the kitchen when he was having a stroke.  If only we made him get out of the house and move in to a different place he might not have been depressed and things would not have turned out the way they did.  God I miss you.  I pray that you are with mom and dad and that you do not have any worries or pain or depression. I know that I will see you again, and if you are up there say hi to my husband I miss all of you.