Today is March 6,2012.... 5 years since your rest... Everyone is fine.. Trying to  keep it together..I just wanted to say that I am so sincerely sorry for all the times I failed you. Even in your after-life.. I can only pray about it and let God have His way in dealing with me... Yesterday I called Maine a pie face and all the kids laughed.. Henry always holler " Heeey Gwen,"  when he see me coming from home to the truck.. I just wave back. He's losing it a bit.. And Fatdaddy knows who you are. He says " That's Grandma Gwen".. And I say "That's right son,".. Amos is always telling me how he wishes that he can pinch on your jaws..lol. I got baptized a year after your  homegoing, I have been on the good side every since. Well you know that I got pregant and married... I know that you're the angel that came and got Alorah.. I saw you in that room with me. Today, Abby  sent me a text message, and I have been holding back tears ever since.. Especially when Amos comes home, I told him that i was cool..I lied..lol.. I told lil Amos, if your Grandma was here you wouldn't be soo terrible. He said I know. I asked who told him that, he said you did.. Then we laughed. Three and grown.. He told Amos that Jesus told him that He was coming back.. He's some kind of baby.. Meshun is going to prom!!!! She is going to be so pretty... And Kayla is growing so big.. She's taller than me. Maine is Maine.. selling everything he can. Why do we buy games, tv's, shoes and etc. He'll sell them.. I made grocery, and he sold all the lil debbie cakes..lol.. I'm missing yall so.... You, Onita, and Alorah.. 

Ms, Gwendolyn Jean Sanders.... She was a daughter, sister, mother, aunt, cousin, and beyond. She embraced many with her warm smile. Everyone who knew her, knew her  for her sense of humor, her love for her family, and her love for God. on March 06,2007, she answered the calling of her heavenly father. She is joined in the after life with her Mother; Onita J. Sanders-Nelson..Granddaughter; Alorah Onita Morgan Varnado... Grandparents; Mr. and Mrs. Booker and Johnnie B. Jones... Mr. Julius Wright..  Special friends; Mrs. Tonie W.Sanders, Ms. Dorothy Small, and Mr. & Mrs. Sylvester& Diane Hamblin.. And Mr.Henry Fields..  A host of cousins, classmates, and good friends..She leaves behind a Special friend; Mr. Cedell Small.. A loving daughter and son-in-law, LaToya and AmosSr, 5 grands; NaTorria, Michaela, LaMikal,AmosJr. &Noah..... 3 sisters Abigail, Sandra, and Lenora; 2 brothers, Sammy and Leonard... A loving father Hosie lee.. A host of nieces, nephews, cousins, and long time friends... She will be forever missed. We love and miss you Gwen. I can imagine how much you are loving your new life...