Hello my precious,
I am missing you so very much this week. Just so wish I could feel your soft squishy body, that I could see you standing in my kitchen getting me a snack. That I could feel your strength in those magic fingers that could massage away the ache in my back. That I could pick at you about your pens, trying to sneak one and you would say Nana I will buy you one. Coming to my bedroom door when I layed down for a nap and saying, Nana, can I lay down with you? Oh Heather, I wish I had cuddled more with you during those times. Calling me to say Nana, let's have a girls day out. Oh if I could just go back I would do so many things different, I would savor every second I had with you, I would hold you on my lap and love and hug you, you always would get jealous when i would hold Morgan like that. I would do it Heather over and over again. You are so missed by so many people, your bubbly personality, your desire to help people, anyone. Your precious forgiving heart when someone hurt your feelings. There are just too many things I could say but just know this, we remember, we always remember and nothing can ever take that away from us. I love you more than you could ever have known and one day that piece of my heart will be feeled again when I can see you in all your glory, walking hand in hand together in our heavenly mansion. It won't be long baby, just know that I will be there.
I can hardly believe it will soon be 1 year since you went to be with the Lord. I think of you each and every day and I find reminders of you all thru my house. I never knew how special those things would become. My heart still aches with missing you and that hole in my heart will never go away. My precious, I have said it before but I just want to thank you for blessing my life those 25 yrs, for giving me your unconditional love. I love you my sweet sweet Heather Bell.
As most of you know, Heather loved collecting pens. She had too many to count. And let me tell you, she was very stingy with her pens, lol. I use to tease her and say " Heather, I love this pen, can Nana have it?" She would say, " Nana, if you like it I will buy one for you." lol. She knew every pen she had, one time we took some of her pens and she had to guess which ones were missing. She guessed every single one and I mean out of a whole pocket book of pens!!! So after she went to her heavenly home, we all had to have some of her pens. Whenever I use one of them, I can hear her say, " Now, Nana when you are finished with that, be sure to give it back." She was so unique in so many ways!!
