December 26, 2023
December 26, 2023
Happy Heavenly Birthday my beautiful baby girl. Hard to believe you would be 37 today. I wonder what your life would been like. Oh how my heart aches for you so bad. Wish with all my heart n soul that you was here right now. You wouldn't be letting your brother n sister, n so called aunts do this to me n treat me so horribly. You would know the truth n who the real liars are. I just want to be with you now. I don't want to be here anymore with these so called family who are so self absorb themselves n so very very heartless. Your brother is so cruel. I don't like it here anymore and I'm not wanted at all anymore. No one cares. I spend all the holidays n mothers day n my bday all alone every year cause no one wants to invite me or include me anymore. I'm so completely heart broken. All I do is remember the happy times when we were all a real family n I cry my eyes out. I can't take another year without you n even ur siblings who could care aless if I'm alive or dead. You would tell them all off about their behavior towards me. I'm struggling to find forgiveness in my heart but I'm having a very difficult time trying. My God forgive them one n hopefully before it's to late n I'm gone forever. I think everyone has lost their damn minds here these days. Give everyone all my love n hopefully I will be there soon. Love you with all my heart n forever miss ❤️