My mom, always elegant always smiley, always protective, always running, always helpful and given. I was love child, she handle very important position in big Company, but she always find time for me, even if I had to be with nanny, she always was the first in my heart my mind. Music, she influance me with music, she saw what mother should see that I have passion for something and talent what not everybody possessed. She was sometimes tired, I see it, she was sometimes even maybe hungry so I could eat well, in the tragic time of Communism in Poland it was hard to raise the child for good person. I remember when I stood by the window after 4:00 pm so I can see her coming out of tramway walking straight home. My heart was pounding when I see her, I knew she was the only love only protector, only the person I loved most and deep. MY first boyfriend, we walk togehter to see the movie, holding hands 3 of us, smile on our face. She was still there when my song has been played on the radio, for the first time she knew her life she gave to me was paid off and she was happy. I lost my self later, but not for good. Mommy if I could say sorry for all the things I did wrong, but the only 3 words I wanna say " I love you" and I will do anything to see your face again and feel your touch and hear your voice. You gave me all I could dream off, I always had your unconditional love and full protection from bad people. She was intelligencia, known 4 languages, very humble and modest woman. I never herd that she talk ugly or reise her voice. I think she was not happy, but she had me, at her late 40s' and I thank you for a mom like this. Nobody replace her in my heart until................rest of this is a mistery!
I wish your soul will rest in peace!

Love you so much......your daugther Barbarka