- 58 years old
- Date of birth: Jan 3, 1955
- Date of passing: Feb 12, 2013
|Let the memory of Howard be with us forever|
"I saw you on t.v. Papa...I was able to hear your voice again...it helped to ease my sadness...I cried for you n Robin today...only because you two were the only ones that had my first choice for advice...I miss the 2am phone calls from her and I miss sitting on the patio with you, mama and the siblings...it's been quite a year...we are all functioning...trying our best to stay strong...the kids got together one night and had a potluck...lol...and to be expected I was running on Indian time...but it was nice...we had good laughs like we always do when we all get together...I just wanted to stop by dad to tell you how much I love you...you mean soo much to me...and I think of you all the time...when I am having a hard time I remember...and think...what would dad say to me? Mom had to remind me of this once...even Regan...so I thought about it and you know...I got through it just fine...I know all of us will be just fine...thank you for always having the words...thank you for all the guidance...and you for all your love and support...forever in our hearts..."
"hey honey, 1 year ago a little angel was born into our world. Rhea Taryn was born today and honey she is a little sweetheart. Cute as a button and very determined to be her own person. I love looking at her and thinking of you cuz she was robbed of having to sit on mosoms lap this little one. I cry when I hold her cuz I wish you could feel her and be here with me to love her up together like we did with Darrius n Rainen. She is special to me this little one cuz she too will miss out on knowing her mosom just like our kids missed out with your dad. I promise that I will talk to her all the time about you and keep your memory alive just for our little babies. Bless all the babies today honey and fill our hearts with laughter once again."
"hi my love. today we celebrated our first born sons 24th birthday. he misses you greatly and he tries very hard to pick up where u left off. please look after him on his path. give him his wings to be able to fly solo without you honey, hes earned them. We did a good job raising such a shining example of all that is good in a man. Bless Claire for loving our son unconditionally and for the sacrifices she makes for him. I love you still because of the blessings of my beautiful babies. Bless our little Rhea and Mister for their birthday celebrations too this week. All my heart n soul you have touched. Miss you my honey!"
"Uncle Howard was a Spiritual, Honest, Trustworthy and Knowledgable Man with a big heart.. It's still hard to believe that your gone onto the Spirit world. He always had something kind, on what a good job my husband and I doing with our babies. I will always have good memories of you uncle. Now you are with your mom, dad, Robin, Darwin and Chad. RIP and see you again love always Bean..."
"Dreamt of you once, prayed that night so hard u came to me took my hands told me everything will be ok...thank u so much. Love nd miss u. Rest Easy Uncle <3"
"I use to spend every waking hour going over things in my mind about the short amount of time we had to prepare. Its hard to fathom at times but then I also sit back and give thanks for being given the time we did have to properly say "Goodbye". Thank you for listening to me and my worries then having enough strength to tell me that everything will be okay. Sometimes I wonder...will it ever"
"we are trying our best to stay and be focused on getting on with life. its not always easy and many times I've stumbled but I keep in mind that you would always say: "get busy living or get busy dying" I know what that means now honey. please help us when we struggle me n the kids, this "trying to live again I swear is killing me a little bit each day. I need you still, I love you still!"
"I miss you so much uncle. Thanks for always making sure I do my best and for always being there. I love you so much and the memories we shared will for ever be cherished. <3 please watch over our family and guide us to the right paths in our lives. Ill do my best to make you proud. One day we'll meet again. <3"
"I miss you so much... I think of you all the time. You were always so happy to see me wherever we were. You always pushed me to stay in school. I wish you were here to see me graduate from my program. I know u will b there In spirit. I will b sure to go e a moment of silence just for u because u were one of the best uncles I loved to b around. I love u uncle Howard, take care.. :)"
"2 months have passed since you started your journey. Not a day goes by where I do not think of you. I hear you in the wind, I feel you next to me when I'm sad,and I see you in the faces of our babies. You are so very missed. I love you still, you still hold that place in my heart. I know you are in a good place. Say hi to all those who we're longing to see one day. I miss your smile n kiss"
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