I choke every time I think the time has passed the pain and my deep sorrow still haunt me to this day seems just like yesterday that it happened and it's going to be 6 years already I haven't had anybody in my life since you left I don't know if that's the way God wants it and I'm not looking either so I love you still I always will till we meet again my love may our heavenly father keep you in disgrace in his love and blankets you try everything that's going on hopefully you understand things a little different now I don't know what the other side is like but if you're in God's hands I know you're in the presence of pure love