I know we had our problems, our disagreements & other issues. But I am so grateful we had time to talk & forgive. I hope I done right by you when taking care of you the 10 months you were sick. I miss you so much it hurts. I think of you daily! There are alot of thing we went thru....good & bad. The only regrets I have is that our lives had to be so complicated, for most of MY life anyway & not being there when you were saved. But I was so hurt by the things that was going on with your siblings, the things they said & done behind my back, plus I was never told when & where this was to take place. I am sorry to say that what you told me several weeks before you left us ... You said "what bothers me is when I'm gone, these girls (your sisters) would abandon me. And the did! I love you, I miss your laugh, your smile, having you here to talk to! Rusti is still with me. I know she misses you too. I hope you are at peace & with your family that went before you. I will always love & miss you mama! Your loving daughter. Tammy