Hijo another year And i still miss you as the first Day. Just want you to know how much i Miss your AND Love you. AND that i Will always miss that hamdsome Boy, those big Bear hugs. I miss everything about you I Love you hijo mio

So another year gone and another year we celebrate in different places. As Joseph gets older he definitely expresses a little more how much he really misses you and it definitely shows me that he needs his father. I can't believe that it has been as long as it has but to even think about how far we have still is crazy. The things that have been taken away from Gabriel , Joseph and Jaylianni of not having their father, not getting to know you personally as they grow has only caused more pain then anyone can imagine. The love that the kids have for you is immense and no matter how little time they had with you it is more love then anyone can attribute to. That love and bond that they have had to create with the thought of you is true, innocent and a real love that no one can take away from them. They love you with all of their heart and I know that today marks a day lost but it is a day to be close to you by celebrating and acknowledging you. You are missed loved and celebrated today. Love you always. Happy Birthday.

Hi my Love my hope you having a blast up in heaven with you little sis cus down here in missing you like crazy I know your ok but I miss you so much my son Happy heavenly till we meet again Live and miss you always mom

Hijo De mi vida mi bebo hoy es tu cumpleanos y Como quisiera q estuvieras aqui para abrazarte y besarte, para desire Lo mucho q Te Amo.pero se q hoy El cielo esta De fiesta q estas bien y q estas con todos nuestros seres Amados y en especial con t u hermanita Rip my son mom will always love and miss you Dance with the s

Hi Dad it is your birthday today I thought it was tomorrow but my Gmail texted me and said it was your birthday today I got excited and called my mom and told her I'm going to get balloons and let then go but I hope you get them because I'm not at home but I'm just remembered the day you died I was about to call you to come pick me up but being my mom watching the news in her room she told me and I broke down I was broken why did you have to leave me and Joseph and the last time I came to Colorado I saw Joseph I saw you so I was so happy at the end of that day we started to read these messages and he started to cry and I felt his pain because when you died I felt like it broke the daughter son dad Bond I was hurt but that day I felt it again I saw you in his eyes  and when I was down there I also came to see you at your grave and I was sitting by you and I was just talking to you I don't know if you answered my question or herd me that early in the morning i was think you were sleeping but yeah this is very long so I'm going to stop here but I do have 3 more things to say 1 is I wish I was a ghost whisper to see and hang out with you 2 late merry Christmas and 1 happy 29 or 30th birthday I forgotten your age but you kinda don't age and yeah she you when I rest to

Hi Dad I know I'm late but I'm holding it together losing u was the hardest things for me I have so many questions like why did u leave me and Joseph so soon and if your still there I know I should have went with u on my birthday but I didn't so it's my fault that u are gone if I was there u would still be here with me and Joseph but now u aren't so I have to fell bad and I shouldn't feel like that and I can't see u no more because I moved so I can't see u no more bye

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i miss u so much dad i want to have so much things to do with u i wanted u to come to every basketball game i have love u rip... always in my heart plz watch over me talk to me plz.

Hijo de mi vida no un solo dia a pasado que no Estes en mi ments y en mi Corazon te amo te extrano como so fuera el primer dia. Descansa en paz mi vida hasta ese dia. El cual yo vuelvah a tenerte en mis Brazos. Te amo hoy manana y siempre tu mami.

Well today makes 4 yrs.and not a day goes by that you are not remembered!you will forever be in the hearts of many!until we meet again may you R.I.P IVAN!!xoxo

Bebo mi Bebo hoy hacen 4anos de tu partida y no sabes cuanto te extrano no hay in solo dia no un minuto no Segundo que no picense en ti. Te Amo hijo mio hijo de mi alma. Rip till we meet again.keep watching over us please.

Mi nino bello solo quiero que sepas cuanto te amo y te extrano, que Dadria mi vida por Que estuvieras aqui. Te Amo mi nino.

Your Daughter just got mad at me for not reminding her it was your Birthday....that's your princess....she has your eyes...that should say it all...she will burn holes with that stare..lol..you Will never ever be forgotten...love you alwayz.....from us!!!

Happy Birthday wishes sent to you in heaven.you are forever remembered never forgotten!miss you!!R.I.P. IVAN!$

Today its been 3yrs.they say time heals everything i dont believe that id say it only makes it a little easier to cope with.ever since you left ive had problems dealing with death,i cant!!its to final.and at times i find myself wavering in my faith because of it.i have so many questions and no answers.one thing i am sure of is i miss you your in my thoughts every day.and forever in my heart.i love and miss you Ivan.NEVER FORGOTTEN!!R.I.P....

I've been silent and I think I'm ready to open up....and I know you understand..I just couldn't deal with you leaving us so soon...I was listening to Anthony Hamilton " the point of it all." That song is special to both of us...your daughter is growing up to be a beautiful young lady....Jaylianie is truly something special. .she's already cooking and doing things that girls her age don't do.... she ask about you all the time and wondering are you there. .And of course me I tell her yes..yes she has question and I answer...but believe me when I say she will always know you...she knows she's her dad's princess. .. and will not let me forget. ...love you always RIP.....

Hey my handsome brother I kno I haven't been on here for a while or gone to visit with u but is still hard for me I still can't believe u r gone is been 2 years n I'm still in denial If I don't see it is like ur just in vacation n i will see u one day there is not a day that goes bye that I'm not thinking about u or missing u I love u n miss u so much this is not goodbye only see u later good nite sweet dreams my handsome angel

mi nino a casi 2 anos de tu partida todavia pienso q no es verdad q entraras por esa puerta y me diras ma bendicion y me daras ese abrazo de oso q solias darme hay.bebo no sabes cuanto te extrano la falta q me hases es inmensa aun con nuestras discusiones daria la vida por verte abrazarte y besarte . te AMO BEBO .

How I miss u my friend! I miss our talks n How u would make me laugh in stressful situations Lol. I miss u so muc!!!!!

Never miss, ....

Babe I miss you so much

Hey Ivan, we didnt know eachother well just friends of friends. You are truely missed. And my sensere thoughts and prayers go out to your family, girl friend, and your boys. I will always remember you talking about what your friends and family meant to you.

Tomorrow will be your 27th birthday and it brings back so many great memories on this day of celebration. Tomorrow ill see and celebrate your life with your family and our that we created in a spot that is beautiful. I miss you and I love you so much that I will blow 27 KISS'S to heaven for you hope you catch them! Happy Birthday Papi

I just want to say that three of miss your presence everyday. It gets easier I think but then it hits like walking into wall. The imaginations that the boys come up with is a great fantasy. I know that iam suppose to move on and I have but to keep you alive in the boys has been hard but they are doing well by themselves. We love and miss you always

My son there's not a da a mint. That goe by that I don't think or miss u love u my angel up in heaven. Always ur Mom.

Hey my beautiful angel i just want to tell u how much i love u n miss u there is not one day that goes by that im not thinkin about u te amo mucho my brother always n for ever r.i.p

Papa dios te tiene junto a el, y Desde el cielo cuidas a mamita, descansa ahora , nunca seras olvidado.

My handsome brother i kno we didnt see eye to eye on things n we had our ups n down but that didnt mean i didnt love u i wish i had the time to tell u in person how much i love u n miss u u r the only brother i have i miss u so much im sorry for all the bullshit i gave u i love u will always b in my heart te amo my beautiful angel plz watch over me

hiJo de mi alma sabes q siepre estaras en nuesro corazones DIOS TE BENDIGA Y RECUERDA ESTO NO ES UN ADIOS SI NO UN HASTA LUEGO NOS DEJASTE CABRONCITO TE AMO TU PAPA.

A mi querido y amado hijo sabes q siempre estaras en nuestros corazones q el dolor q h hoy siento es inmenso al no tenerte aqui a mi lado pero tambien se q donde estas estas bien estas feliz q ahora ti velas por nosotros q eres nuestro angel. Te amo mi nino mi Bebo Bebo. Y esto no es un adios si no un hasta luego no se cuando pero se q mos volveremos a ver.Dios te bendiga hijo mio TeAmo

E Rest In Peace....
Ray is heartbroken and will forever miss you as I will

I'm still finding it hard to believe your gone.I keep going over and over in my mind..what if?I know I can't change whats already done,but how I wish I could!.I know everything happens according to God's plan,and we are to praise him in times like this.I don't feel like praising right now,I cry,i think back,and it hurts!I MISS YOU!Forever in the hearts of many!NEVER FORGOTTEN!Until we meet