- 1 year old
- Date of birth: Jun 24, 2010
- Place of birth:
San Diego, California, United States
- Date of passing: Mar 28, 2012
- Place of passing:
San Diego, California, United States
|Let the memory, smile, and happiness of Jair Khayree be with us forever|
This memorial website was created in the memory of our Angel, Jair Khayree Ransome, 1 1/2 years old, blessed us on June 24, 2010 and met God's eyes on March 28, 2012. He will forever live on in our love and hearts. The strongest 1 year old we've ever known.
"Happy 6th birthday son!!! I miss you so much! I'm supposed to be getting ready to celebrate your 6th birthday party, not taking balloons n flowers to a cemetery for you! I know there is no one better than God to celebrate your birthday with but not a day goes by where I don't think of what I could have done better or sooner to save you and still have you here with me. I pretend and imagine you laying down next to me and I'm rubbing your head. When you little brother laughs and plays with me and lays on me, I sometimes close my eyes and imagine it's you so I can have some peace in my heart for that split second. I just miss you so so so much its unimaginable. I love you with every piece of me. Happy birthday Jaír❤️"
"I miss you so much baba. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you . Mariyah loves you so so much . She says you were her match ! We miss you ❤️"
"I can't believe it's been 4 years already since I held you close and told you I loved you as I kissed you or heard you call me ma. You were so strong son. Your mommy's hero! I was looking at all the beads you got for every procedure and still can't fathom that you received so many injections and procedures and still kept a smile on your face. My heart hurts to this day and not a day goes by that I don't think if you every hour. Your sister and I said a prayer for you last night and I love how she says your name. She kissed your headstone today on her own and it made mommy cry. She's so smart like you were. Your brother and you have the same eyes like mommy. Nothing compares to your smile though, still makes my heart melt. Daddy misses you a lot and I see it in him even though he acts like he's ok. I think what keeps him going is us and his clothing line since your his motivation for it. If it wasn't for you, there would be no clothing line, that's probably why your dad puts all his heart into it. I fantasize about how wonderful life would be if you were still here, how much better things would be. But like I said it's just a fantasy now until the day we unite again. I love you always and forever son. -Mommy"
"Hey little man, remember when I taught you the mean face, and we showed mommy and dad and ma. Your a little soldier, warrior, you little brother is getting big and your sister reminds me so much of you. I love you baba, your truly the defenition of LOVE the meaning of purity, our angel J.K.R"
"Happy 5th birthday son! We brought you soooo many balloons today! It was a very hard day on all of us. I couldn't sleep last night n cried my heart out a couple times today. I get very upset because I feel you should be here with me celebrating your birthday getting ready to go to kindergarten. I wish I could rewind time and go back to cure you. It seemed like the longest day ever today! We went to see your great god mom Asha... She's looking better but she can't wait to join you. Life just really sucks sometimes son. Your little brother reminds me of you at times cause he's rea quiet n to himself. I pray your having the best birthday with God n your auntie Janaha. I miss you both more than life. I looked back at five years ago and remembered giving birth to you as if it was yesterday. If someone were to tell me this is how my life would be five years later I wo have thought they were crazy... I love you son n a Happy Birthday my angel Jair.... Mommy"
"Whats up muffin, just stopping by to tell you happy bday. Been thinking about you a lot your mom and dad are hanging in there and keeping their promise to you love you. Continue to watch over us and tell everyone up there I said hi.
P.S. Thanks for making an appearance at your pops bday dinner I saw your hand on your mommy dress. Not one day goes by when your not on our mind.
"Hi son. I love you so much! I see so much of you in your little sister Jazellia that at times it brings me comfort and I close my eyes and imagine I'm kissing and holding you, especially when she's asleep. Its amazing how much of your auntie Janaha I see in her too. Your little sister is really a special little girl just as you were/are my angel. I don't know why people say the pain gets easier with time, because it doesn't. I think as the living we just put the pain in a box and try not to think of it, because at the times when I do think about losing you I cry and hurt as if it just happened yesterday. Its been a very emotional week on mommy. I've cried everyday and there's been a couple days that I couldn't take the pain and thoughts of giving up raced through my head. I try to be a strong person for daddy, grandma, and everyone else, just as I know they try to be for me, but it hurts son, deep. I can't wait to hold your little brother soon, and see you in him as well. I do believe that God can give you back to us in a healthy body. God can work wonders, and if it wasn't for my faith in him, daddy, and Jazellia I think I would have given up a long time ago. You daddy tho has to be the strongest person I know next to you. I can see where you got your strength to fight from him. Tomorrow's mommy's bday, but it will never be the same... Your my heart son, and know that mommy misses so much that it makes me weak at times. Know that I live and do everything in your memory. Life isn't fair, and it will never be. God is good tho son. And I know that him, your auntie, great grandmas and grandpas are taking great care of you until mommy gets there, then I would never have to worry about never seeing you again. Today 3 years ago was the last day I held you, kissed you, laid with you, and told you how beautiful heaven was and how mommy and daddy and grandma would be there soon with you. I remember telling you about the love God has and how beautiful heaven was, the parks, and other angels, Barney, Yo Gabba Gabba, and how much we all loved you. You couldn't respond but I know you were telling us you loved us too when two tears went down your face right before God took you. I love you son and you will forever be my love. -Mommy"
I miss you and love you so much! Dad finally finished school, the graduation is coming up but I'm not to excited. I just wish you were here so I could share that moment with you and your sister.Your my inspiration and motivation. I love you Muffin I love you Muffin I love you Muffin"
"Whats up GodSon,
just wanted to stop by and let you know I've been thinking about you. Happy Bday. You would've been 4 this year. It's crazy how fast time flies, sometimes I still feel like it was just yesterday. I miss you lil Jay, but I know the mission that God prepared for you was completed. Well just wanted to say I love you and tell everyone I said hi and I love them too. GodDad"
"Hi son, your always heavy on mommys heart and thoughts, but recently its been really heavy, almost too much to handle. I literally felt as if God was going to take me today with all the pressure coming down on my chest. I miss you so much, its becoming unbearable again. Looking at your sister brought comfort to me today, i felt as if I was looking right at you. I even took a picture! I sent it to a couple people at they said she looked like your twinn! I miss your smile, your voice, your touch, and everything about you, I still question as to why God had had to take you from me, You were and still are my everything, I was the best mother I could be to you, I gave everything for you and got so many compliments on what a great job I did with you, I guess God has his reasoning, but two years later, I still don't quite understand why. I talk to your sister about you all the time, but when i start crying, I stop because I don't want her to see me cry. I gotta get back to work, but I just wanted to write you to feel as if I am writing to my son rather than just the everyday conversations I have with you in my head. I love you with all my heart My babyboy Jair, and I will forever be your mommy."
"Jair my love today it's been 2 years since you've got your wings , we miss and love you so much down here . Your everything my sister and dad could ask for . We know your looking down on us please tell God to shine his light on our hearts today . I will be singing to you all day . We love you soo much , until we meet again baby boy . Love auntie Nora ."
Its been a long 2years without you. I miss you a lot, been thinking about that smile and you singing. I can just hear your voice in head. Your little sister looks just like you. Thank you for getting your daddy back focused and on the right track. Today is going to be a hard day for the family so can you ask God to keep some of his best angels around us (you, Janaha, Gma Calhoun, Todd and Gma Pat) I love you Godson i could only imagine how big you would be by now. But i understand that you completed your mission here, and Im glad you got your wings for a job well done.
Love always Roshun"
"Hi my Angel. Just wanted to wish you a Merry Christmas. I know your having the best Christmas with God n your Auntie Janaha. I'm blessed to know you we're there to greet her into heaven with your dimples n beautiful smile. She loves you so much n now you have another angel looking over you in heaven till mommy gets there. Tell her I love her n miss her so much. Your baby sister is 1 week old now son,she resembles you so much. I know you n auntie Janaha met n played with her before us, n that makes me so happy. I know together you both will look after her n protect her. I get sad thinking you would have been the perfect age n here holding n kissing your sister. I even caught myself pretending you we're here n talking to you n her at the same time. N picturing you running around the house with your cousins this morning. Daddy's being so strong tho, mommy loves him so much. We love you son n are thinking of you all day everyday. We're so thankful for the blessing of your sister Jazèllia Amirra Ransome. Love you son."
"I love you son."
"Today is a good day son. 5 years ago today is when mommy n daddy began our life n created a love so deep that led us to you. I'm so thankful for that day, cause because if it wasn't for daddy smiling at mommy I wouldn't have you. I love you both with all my heart. Mommy can't stop thinking of you, now that your little sister can be here any day, it's getting really hard on me son to the point where I feel I can go crazy. I close my eyes and imagine myself holding n hugging you. Then I reminisce on your voice, smell, n touch. Its truly hard trying to act strong all the time with everything else that goes on in life, but I know you are always with me. I pray for you every morning and night still as if your still here. I love n miss you son. Always n forever -mommy"
"I love and miss you so much son. I pray your always with me. I feel you so close at times, I can blink my eyes and your there. I thought it'll get a little easier on me getting closer to the arrival of your sister, but it's just getting harder for mommy. I try to pretend I'm strong, but it's hard son. Mommy loves you so much, and when I hold your sister for the first time, it's going to be as if I"
"going to be there today spiritually as you always have been. Just know that everything mommy and daddy do is in your name and honor son. Your little sister kicks all the time, especially when mommy and daddy talk to her and rub my tummy. I know she will have so much of her older brother in her and this is the greatest blessing we could ask for. God is good son. I love you -Mommy."
"I know its been a while papa. I've missed you more than i can bare lately. Daddy is launching his clothing line today and I cried al last night wishing you could be here. I know your with daddy and he wouldn't be where hes at if it wasnt for you. Your always looking out for him, Daddy's angel. I pretended to hold you and imagined kissing as i went to bed and cried last night. I know your"
"Happy birthday baby boy, I miss you so much & can't believe its been. This long without you Here. I love you very very very much ..happy birthday muuuah *mishay*"
"Hey Muffin, happy bday godson, its crazy its been two years since you've been gone. I miss hearing your laugh. Love you"
"I love U Son.Happy Birthday I miss U Muffin
"I know you were in the room with mommy and daddy today Jair. I felt you and God's comfort hugging me as tears rolled down my eyes. Daddy is very excited even tho he misses his son like crazy. But all I could hear is you saying, "No ma, girl". We bumped into an angel today, he gave mommy and daddy comfort and we all prayed together. It was an amazing feeling. God is real. I love you son."
"I love you son. -Mommy"
"My love, mommy misses you so much. I sometimes imagine you running around the house still. I hate this part of life. I still always pray for you and pretend to kiss you good night before I lay down to sleep every night. I love you so much son. I see you in your daddy so much everyday and am so thankful he's never left mommys side. You are our hearts my love. Muahs"
"of the day, I can't think to hard about you not being or what you went through because then I just break down hard. As daddy said, its as if you were just a beautiful dream. Its still hard on me to put your pictures up in the house, but I promise, I will build up the strength very soon to do so papa. I love you with all my heart. I remember your touch and love everyday to make me smile."
"Hey papa, it's mommy. I know you knew of the news before we did, but we are blessed. I pray that maybe somehow God is giving you back to us this way, it's been my prayer from the last time I kissed you. If not, it gives me comfort to know you met and played with your little sister/brother first. They say as times passes it gets easier, but it hasn't. Even though I think of you every minute"
"All my heart papa. Sometimes I cry when I look at daddy because I see his hurt from missing you, I've never seen a man love his son so much like daddy loves you. I pray you hear my prayers for you and daddy every night. I love you. -mommy"
"Your lips. Its still very hard on everyone. I try not to think to hard on it cause when I do I go crazy in my head. It's amazing how I can think about you every minute of everyday, I thank God for not erasing our memories from my head, it's how I get through the day. Uncle yassine is doing very well in basketball, he calls me sometimes n cries tho cause he misses you so much. I love u wit"
"Son, I know it has been a while since I wrote on your page, it's just been very hard to look at your pictures. I've been very moody lately and still cry everyday. I think it's just getting harder for mommy to cope with the fact I can't physically hold you and kiss you. When I feel alone, I close my eyes and remember the last Time I kissed your you, n it brings me comfort, I can still feel"
"I love you baby boy continue to whatch over your momy and daddy. I love you,Mishay"
"Hi Jair, its Mishay...I just wanted to say hi and let you know that not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind... I still cannnot believe you truly are gone and that it has been a whole year.. march28th was hard for me this year but I remembered that you are in a MUCH better place and I continued to pray for your mommy anddaddy and your grandparents from both sides. ILoveYouSoMuchJair"
"Hey Muffin, it has been a long time since the last time i got to see, just seeing your videos took me back to all the wonder memories you left with me. It seems like it was just yesterday when i got the call from your dad that you were born, and i couldn't wait to see my God-Son. Your smile lit up the room and i miss it very much, going to see you today was hard. I love & miss you muffin"
"We bought you your first hightop red chucks since you always wore low tops like daddy. We got an outfit for you to go take pictures in. We never got the chance to take those pictures. Mommy and daddy still have your shoes and clothes we bought that day folded up exactly the same way with the shoes we left them with you. I love you with all my heart son and mommy misses you like crazy."
"ht and fought until your heart couldn't beat anymore for us. You did it for mommy and daddy's sane, and I will forever hold that in my heart until the day I die. This day last year mommy and daddy took you to the mall and got you your yo gabba gabba Muno backpack with your cookie monster hat! We tried getting you the shoes but they didn't fit, I regret that though."
"t then take him away. I get mad a lot. I still feel as if life is so unfair. The only comfort I have is knowing I will see you again in Heaven, but I wish that time was here already. Today is mommy's first day of her March Calender. It is now the month of giving to me in your name and memory son. I feel you could have gone when they gave you only 24v hours to live, but you didn't! You foug"
"you were still here. I miss hearing your voice and the way you sing. Yesterday i caught myself trying to mimick he way you hummed Flower Bomb with daddy, but I couldn't get it right. Your voice was so beautiful. I think to myself all the time, How can God bless a child with so many talents, love, smartness, gifts to such loving parents who did everything they could to put their child firs"
"I know mommy hasn't been on here in a long time son. It just seems as if it gets harder on my heart, not easier. I cry every morning on the way to work and listen to disney songs thinking of you. I cry on my way home too. It was really hard on daddy and mommy when we moved. I became so depressed. all day everyday I think of how beautiful, smart, tall and loving you would have been today if"
"Missin you Muffin like crazy.its almost been a year and your always on my mind in the morning, during the day and before I go to bed I just lay and look at the window thinking bout you. I really miss you son and can't wait to be with you again. They say time heals all wounds.They need to reword that.
love you Muffin"
"Hey muff. You've been on my mind everyday like always. I miss you so much. I just sit here and think about how smart you would be now, how would you look, how would you act. I just miss you. Nothing or no one could ever replace you Jair. I love you son
"like you son. I know you had the best Christmas ever with God and the other Angels. I wish you the happiest new year baby. Mommy and daddy will forever live our life in your name making you proud of us, loving one another unconditionally as you loved to see when you were here with us, as I promised you the last time I lay next to you.... I love you son. Jair Khayree Ransome -Mommy"
"e. I constantly ask God to not only bless me to be with you in heaven one day, but once again here on earth as well. I pray mommy and daddy can have you back and promise we will be the best mommy and daddy anyone can ever be to their child. God-Mommy Corey misses you so much, its still hard on her to even see your headstone. I'm blessed though, to have carried and cared and loved an angel"
"times think to myself, you were supposed to be here, was there something I did or I didn't do. I toss and turn at night sometimes trying to figure it out, but then I just end up crying till I fall back asleep. I sometimes still take your clothes and put em in my arms pretending to hold you and remember your voice calling me "ma" and saying "no" and try to impersonate it through my own voic"
"Son, yesterday was very hard for everyone. It hurt mommy to see how much daddy was hurting behind his smiles. Grandma could barely talk to me on the phone, she cried all day, so did I. My eyes hurt by time I prayed for you and went to bed. I walked in on daddy looking at your pictures and crying, I held him and we cried together and I felt you so near, as if you were hugging us too. I some"
"Well hello handsome boy!!! Merry Christmas precious baby. Auntie misses and loves you so much. Thought about all day today and your mommy and daddy... I just wanted to tell you I love you and that's all your always in my heart and my thoughts. Xoxo"
"daddy play basketball. I have one more year of college ball. So I'm going to surprise everyone and play one more year just for you. I love you son. See you again really soon.
PS I finished our madden season and won the super bowl ;) gn muff"
Its been a long day for mom and I but god kept us close. I love you with all my heart Muffin. All day I just pictured you being here opening presents with your cousins, your smile, your laugh. I've been working on getting my body back into shape because I always wanted you to see"
"Lil man, times are rough baby boy but everybodies doing what they can to make you proud. You are the light in all our hearts and i wanted to apoligize for not being the best aunt i can be. i really regret it. But theres not a day that goes buy that i dont think of you. You are the definiton of a beautiful soal. Grandma made it from morocco safetly but we miss and love you lil man<3"
"Hey Muffin Happy Thanx Giving.I miss you and love.Your on my mind everyday Muffin.Daddy will be with you soon"
"Baby, mommy misses you so much. It's crazy how now I happen to look at the clock everyday at 5:55. So now I just pray when I see that time everyday. Maybe it's you reminding me that your okay since it was 5:55 when God called his Angel home and took you out of your pain. Mommy still prays for you everyday even though your in heaven. I love n miss you son so much. Just want to hold you again"
"I was in the grocery store today and a little boy kept looking at me smiling. He was holding cheese. Something about the look he gave me when I told him how cute he was reminded me of you and i just broke down in the grocery store. Nothing is the same. I feel so empty without you and it hurts even more to see the pain daddy carries with him everyday. We love you baby Jair with all of us."
"Mommy misses you so much son. I can't stop having dreams about what I could have done to save you or the last time I held you and sang our song to you still having faith that God could work a miracle and give you back to me. It hurts to see your friends growing up in preschool now, I know you would have loved preschool Jair. I just miss you so much. My heart is in so much pain."
"Good morning baby boy sorry it took so long for me to talk to you guess you say I've been scared to face the reality that you are no longer here on earth but I feel you all the time baby boy I know you are a beautiful angel watching over all of us who love you. Your mommy and daddy miss you so much it breaks my heart please help them be okay. I love you so much......"
"Hey son. I know your with me and watch everything i do from the time i wake up to the time i close my eyes. I pray your proud of the choices i make. It makes it easier for me not to mess up and do good in my life knowing your watching over me. I love and miss you so much. I wish you were here to hug, kiss, and make all the pain go away from missing you and life period. Love mommy"
"Jair, my heart brakes everytime I think of all the suffering you been thru with this deadly desease. But I do want tto thank you for being here on earth and sharing the strongest love ever.You have won everyone"s heart with your witty ways. You were smart, funny, and most of all very loving. I know God has rescued you and you are missed. We love you Jair"
"I love and miss you so much son."
"Hey muffin Daddy loves and miss you a lot.My leg is getting a little better.I hope ill be able to play ball again.I always wanted to teach you how to play.Remember when i got you the basketball hoop for your 1st b-day and I would make you make 5 straight.You would have been better then daddy.I know that for sure.Well i love u son aka Muffin GN"
"Make her upset. I know your in heaven and your not in pain anymore.I love you muffin.I promise you I wont ever go back to that life and you know I havent and you know im always going to be here to take care of mommy. Im going to try to get some rest now Muff
PS Playing madden in the middle of the night isnt the same without you.I love you son"
"Hey Muffin, i love and miss you so much cant get over the fact that your gone. I've cried so many nights and asking God to just rap his arms around me because sometimes i feel like I cant live another day.People always so it gets easier as time passes but I think when you have pure love for someone you will always have that pain inside.When mommy goes to sleep i cry because i don't want to"
"wish I can sing to you again. I hope when I sing your around me ."
"I miss you so much . havent been here for a while because i cry my heart out when i visit this website. But I LOVE YOU SO MUCH baby boy . think about you everyday. Dunia I love you so much ...We all just want him back :( this pain is unreal ."
"I would do anything to get my baby boy back even if that meant taking my last breath. I love and miss you so much son. You will always have mommy and daddy's heart. Always and forever Jair Khayree Ransome."
"Son, I know God has a plan for everyone and understand he called his Angel home when he seen the pain and suffering. I know we're not supposed to question God, but I just don't understand how he can allow such a love and bond between mother and son become so strong and take it away. When I cry it's as if my heart is out of my chest, then I look at grandma and see the painful emptiness."
"Mommy's listening to "It will rain" by Bruno Mars and crying right now. I miss you do much. I used to be able to look at your pictures, but I can't anymore because it makes my heart hurt so much. I can't even talk about you without crying. I love and miss you son. Always and forever Jair. Love Mommy."
"I keep telling God to stop playing with me, give you back to me already. Can't stop thinking of the smell of you, the touch of your skin and kiss. I even caught myself reacting pulling out your clothes and getting you ready for the day. I still feel you so near to the point i can almost hold you forever. Mommy misses your dearly son and its a burning feeling that will never go away."
"Mommy and Grandma were really hurting yesterday from missing you. We went to your grave together. We cried and prayed there. I prayed to God three nights ago to allow you to come to grandma in her dreams for the first time to give her comfort. God answered my prayer, Grandma called me yesterday and told me you came to her in her dream and she didn't let you go. She was crying. I love you"
"I love you so much my babyboy. I pray you hear my prayers for you and come to me in my dreams tonight. Not a minute goes pass when mommy doesnt think of you. Bruno Mars "It will Rain" came on and mommy turned it all the way up and imagined you singing it to me again, I cried so hard. I pray no one else ever has to feel the pain I feel..I love you son with all of me."
"Hey papa. Today's Auntie Nora and Auntie Iman's bday. We went to visit your grave site today as a famiily. It was really hard on Auntie Iman because you were here with us last year for her birthday. We spent most the day there talking about how much we miss you. Grandma was there of course. Auntie Mishay had a dream that God gave you back to me again. I hope it comes true babyboy. Love you"
"Mommy and Grandma were just talking about you son. We still cry everyday. Grandma is taking it the hardest, just the mention of your name or sight of Elmo, she breaks down. Mommy tries to be there for her just like you were and are. We got her a quilt with pictures of you saying "Grandma's Angel". She loved it so much that she held on to it and cried. We love you our angel, our son, Jair."
"I know i didn't spend a lot of time with you buddy, but I love and miss you and i will see u soon enough... You are a true warrior and inspirationto us all...."
"Thank you for letting me be a part of your lives and your beautiful son's memorial... Always in my everyday thoughts! Peggy Haleen"
"You would have been 25 months today. Not a day, hour, minute goes by when Mommy isn't thinking of you son. You are truly an angel. You fought so hard and mommy never lost faith in you baby. I pray I will one day be with you again, in heaven. My heart just still feels so empty and broken, but I know your not in pain and suffering anymore. I love you always and forever Jair Khayree -Mommy"
"My Jair my angel , you mean so much to me . This pain I feel that your gone will last forever , I can't even imagine all the pain you went through though so I'm thankful your not suffering anymore . Can't wait to see you again . Our first baby boy . Love you , auntie Nora."
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