Jair Loved my voice so much...thats how he knew me . Everytime I sang he would stop and stare at me no matter what he was doing. I would call him over the phone and just sing the whole time , he loved it so much. His last days in the hospital i would just sit by his bed and sing ...I could tell it eased his pain. I wished i could of healed you. I wish I would have kissed you more.. I hope you listen to me when I pray for you. I love you angel. Mariyah talks about you all the time , i tell her your flying . She cries when i tell her your gone. We go to the store and she picks all kinds of things out for you . I buy them . She has a little stash of toys just for you. Shes gonna be heart broken when we go back home ....

I remember when i landed for my last deployment and calling home to let my wife know i landed safely and it was time to handle buisiness out there when she broke the news to me that Jair had cancer.. My first reaction was "no big deal"... I always felt like he was a strong baby and that he would beat anything thrown his way so that was a shock for me but i felt confident for him.. A few months had passed and i would always ask my wife how he was doing and I would always hear good news about the way his treatment was going so i was pleased and i didn't feel like i needed to worry about the lil warrior. I returned from deployment and i spent a lil time with him and got to see him not knowing it would b the last time i saw the lil warrior.. These are the times in life i wish I could rewind time!!!!!

You are missed dearly Warrior I love and miss you....