I can’t believe you’ve been gone for 26 years! It’s so sad to think that you won’t ever get to meet any of us. That you won’t get to meet any of our kids. I think about the stories my mama has told us about you. It makes me happy and sad at the same time because I never got to meet you and I wish I did. Remember that one time where mom told me to turn off the tv and you turned it off and I saw you! You scared me!! But I’m so glad I got to see you! I miss you and I love you soooo much and I just know you are taking sooo much care of Emily because I can’t right now and your treating her like your own I wish you were here :(

Man, brother. It's been another year.  Making the grand total now:26

Man, oh boy how ive missed you. 
Stacye moved out!! She has a serious boyfriend.  ( and he has a son!!) 

Isabella moved out with her boyfriend also,  she doesn't keep in touch nearly half as I'd like, ( you'd like her boyfriend) he's pretty quiet.

Rainie is now 18, and she's still dating Antonio. Things are looking pretty serious. 

And Blake, Wow he's single, but he seems to love it ❤️ less drama and more time for work and video games. 

I've told them almost every story about you big brother. I miss you soon much. And I love you, I talk and think of you everyday.