Happy birthday son. Your the big 1 7 in heaven now. I know your  watching over us all with grandma and your step. Theres not a second I dont think about you and regret the day I laid u down for your nap after your bottle. I love you son and I'm truly sorry I failed u as a mom. I'm also sorry son that your really daddy ray cowan never got the pleasure to meet u and hold u. I'm greatful that you had a great step father who cared for us even before u came out to the world to meet us. I know you and your step dad r probably in heaven playing GTA together and talking about girls lol. I know I'll see u again son and that's why I keep pushing through the pain. I love u and miss u greatly son.