Look for me in Rainbows
Time for me to go now, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, way up in the sky.
In the morning sunrise when all the world is new,
Just look for me and love me, as you know I loved you.

Time for me to leave you, I won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, high up in the sky.
In the evening sunset, when all the world is through,
Just look for me and love me, and I'll be close to you.

It won't be forever, the day will come and then
My loving arms will hold you, when we meet again.

Time for us to part now, we won't say goodbye;
Look for me in rainbows, shining in the sky.
Every waking moment, and all your whole life through
Just look for me and love me, as you know I loved you.

Just wish me to be near you,
And I'll be there with you.

This one's for the gentle boy
Who wrestles with his pain,
His easy-bruising tender heart,
And ever-active brain.
He feels much more than others do,
But then he tries to hide,
With laughter or bravado,
The gentle boy inside.
With wit and style and artifice
His secret's kept so well.
Who dreams the brave facade you see
Conceals some private Hell?
Meanwhile, the brutes live on and on
Their unexamined lives.
The low, the stupid, and the cruel,
The sluggish idiot thrives.
To fill the world with empty talk
And greed and hate and noise,
To breed, carouse, and make life Hell
For all the gentle boys.
Some gentle boys grow heartsick
And tired of this charade.
They blow themselves right off the Earth,
Or fight, then fail, then fade.
If you should love a gentle boy
There's little you can do.
If he decides his time has come,
He'll leave the Earth and you.
He cannot see that if he goes
You'll never fill that space.
You'll spend your whole life searching
For that laugh, that kiss, that face.
How can the gentle boy not know
You love him beyond death,
You'd help him any way you could,
Unto your dying breath?
Someday when justice reigns on Earth
We all may greet with joy
A world where it won't hurt so much
To be a gentle boy.

Missing you so much. I miss our talks. We could talk about anything together, your brought such insightful and open minded conversations to my life. I miss that so very much. I hope to see you again in the end. Love you Mom.

O Lord,
the God of mercies,
grant unto the souls of Thy servants
the anniversary day of whose burial we are keeping,
a place of solace,
of peaceful rest,
of glorious light.

Through Christ our Lord,

Amen.

Oh James how much I miss you you will never know, or maybe you do. God have mercy on us, lord have mercy on us. I love you so much my heart breaks when I think of you in my minds eye and picture you with muffins. I still ponder life and the meaning. I know we would have become so close as you grew older, my loving son you are in my mind, my heart, my soul, my utter being. Watch over you're little brother Jacob I know he misses you too very much. Grandma and Grandpa love you to the moon and back. You're Ome may be joining you soon as she is not doing well. I hope you are there to welcome her to paradise. See you again. Love you much Mom.

So much you have missed. I love you always.

So much you have missed. I love you always.

Miss you every day James

My 2nd Thanksgiving without you. But also closer to coming home for me. James I wish you were here. I hope your happy. I hope you found it. I hope that you have everything you wanted and more. I.Love You. Mom

The Holiday's are bearing down on me. Watch over your little bro and wishing you were here.

11/14/14 I wish you were here.

Oh James how I wish thing could of been "Your Way". You don't know how much I loved you and how very sorely you are missed. You were my light of my life.

Until we meet Again