- 19 years old
- Date of birth: Feb 3, 1986
- Date of passing: Feb 13, 2005
|Let the memory of james be with us forever|
"Hi my son,
It's 12yrs since you been gone and yet it still feels like yesterday, is it ever going to get easier.... I don't believe it will although I have been going to counseling to learn how to deal with life SOBER AND WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE PHYSICALLY BEING NEXT TO ME..
LIFE IS REALLY HARD FOR A MOTHER TO DEAL WITH THIS PAIN OF Letting go of the most important thing that God gave to her...
I'm not sure if I can do it. I know I have to let you rest in peace and stay SOBER doing it hijo you and Maria are my EVERYTHING,
I MISS YOU SON XOXOXO, LOVE FOREVER, MOM"
"Well son today is your bday and I'm so proud to say you are so so so loved and missed by many... Your messages from us all are famous on Facebook... Please send your nieces and your kids little signs that you are still watching over us we love you so much. Whether it's pennies on the sidewalk or watch the numbers 111/1111 at least we will know that's you.... I love you son...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SON XOXOXO
LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MOMMA. 1.4.3.! Para siempre"
"Missing you my lovely gorgeous handsome young man
BIG BUBBA JAMES ANTHONY DECLUE
Greatest gift a mother could ask for from God...
THANK YOU GOD FOR MY SON"
"MY ONE AND ONLY SON,
JAMES ANTHONY DECLUE ... BIG BUBBA
SOON IT WILL BE YOUR 31 ST B-DAY, WISH YOU COULD PHYSICALLY BE HERE TO CELEBRATE WITH US but I know you will be here spiritually... I'm so sorry for my selfishness and greed for wanting to keep you with me and not letting you rest in peace, I just can't let you go.... FOREVER NOW AND ALWAYS LOVING YOU TILL THE DAY WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN AND THEN I'LL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE... LOVE ALWAYS YOUR MOMMA.... SOBRIETY LIVING IS GOOD... LOL!!!... XOXO"
TODAY IM THINKING ABOUT YOU JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY ONLY TODAY I CAN'T STOP... YOU ARE MISSED SO VERY MUCH.. I KNOW IVE FUCKED UP ALOT.. I KNOW THAT BUT I WAS JUST TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU. I WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO I WAS CUZ THE PERSON YOU CREATED ME TO BE DIED WITH YOU. . . MOST PPL SAY IM WEAK COMPARED TO WHO I ONCE WAS AND MABEY THAT'S TRUE BUT IT IS JUST CUZ IM TIRED OF BEING STRONG.. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO CRY FOR YOU AND LET IT OUT BUT I CAN'T... IT FEELS LIKE THE LIFE I ONCE HAD WITH YOU AND CHIQUITO WAS A DREAM THAT I HAD. THAT'S HOW LONG IT'S BEEN SINCE I'VE SEEN YOUR FACE HEARD YOUR VOICE SEEN YOU LAUGH SEEN YOU CRY... I MISS YOU BUBBA. . . I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU AND I ALWAYS ALWAYS WILL... ME & U AGAINST THE WORLD.. ALWAYS&FOREVER ME & U. U & ME... YOUR LIL WOOWA.. MUAHHHHH"
"Hi Bubba its your cousin Christina man i miss u so much cuzo i will never forget the day you passed i was with you that night at your moms and i was gonna go with you and My rene stopped me thank God i listened but i am so saddened by you going i wish i would of made you stay but u were so stuck on going im sorry cuzo i wish we could of kept you with us. i love you cuzo i miss playing quarters with you and bumping mexican music drinkn our 40s laughing having a good time. Man my heart hurts i remember the day i found out u passed i was at marias casa she was cooking breakfast and news came on and i seen it your accident and my mom called me i had to tell your sister it was so sad i just felt so sad and hurt and angry and that was it you were gone cuzo ur gone but never forgotten. i love you big cuzo big bubba ill see you when i get there."
"Papi I always remember you as the little boy who use to come home with me and how very much I adored you. Everyone adored you. Baby boy you were a special gift to all of us. I know you are with your uncle Lubo and all the rest of the family who loved you. One of my favorite memories of you is when Uncle Lubo told you to go dance with Maria and all of a sudden you said " Mom Woo won't dance" that was so special just like you are mijo. God has a reason for all he does, so I'm told I just want to believe in my heart that you are watching over all of us. I love you mijo and I will forever miss you. Tia Buba"
"TO UNCLE FOO FROM YESENIA GOZALEZ
DEAR UNCLE FOO I MISS YOU SO MUCH SO DOES MOM SOMETIMES SHE CRIES SO DO II WISH YOU NEVER PAST ON I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU THIS NOTE BECAUSE I WILL HOPE AND PRAY FOR MY FAMLIY THAT WE ALL GET THREW THIS TOGETHER YOU WILL ALLWAYS WILL BE IN MY HEART I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KEEP ME IN YOUR HEART FOREVER P.S HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY KEEP OUR WHOLE FAMLIY."
"FROM VERONICA GONZALEZ AKA YOUR LIL FOO:
DEAR UNCLE FOO I MISS YOU SO MUCH HOW ARE YOU I WIISH YOU NEVER DIED I HATE VALTINES DAY SO MUCH . DO YOU KNOW MOM AND NANA MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM IS GOING CRAZY SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALOT ABOUT YOUR MEMORIES WHEN YOU GUYS STOLE CARS. SOME TIMES I JUST WANT TO PUCH THE WALL I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR MY PRIMOS AND PRIMA ANGEL,JUNOR,BUBBA I LOVE THEM 3 VERY MUCH ANDYOUR SIS IS THE BEST MOM I COULD ASK FOR AND YOUR MOM IS A GOOD NANA I MISS YOU SO MUCH I THINK TO MY SELF WHAT LIFE WILL BE LIKE IF YOU WERE HERE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TELL MY DAD I MISS HIM ALOT AND ILOVE HIM TELL HIM I WISHED YOU GUYS NEVER LEFT I HATE NOT HAVING MY REAL DAD AND UNCLE FOO I MISS YPOU BOTH I LOVE BOTH P.S GIVE MY FAMLY A KISS ALL OF THEM P.P.S MY BABY SIS LILY SHE IS SO PRETTY I WISH YOU CAN MEET HER LOVE YOUR ONE AND ONLY FOO YOULL HAVE I HATE NOT HAVING YOU AND MY DAD MOST OF MY FAMLIY IS UP THERE 143 LOVE YOU I CANT STOP SYIMG I LOVE YOU IT FEELS LIKE I AM HAVING A REAL CONVERSTATION WITH YOU LOVE YOUR LIL FOO"
"BUBBA TONIGHT IS EXACTLY 10 LONG LOGNG LONG YEARS WITHOUT YOU... I REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I SEEN YOU AND SEEING YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR I DIDNT KNOW THAT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD SEE YOU OR I WOULD HAVE HELD ON TO YOU AND NEVER LET YOU GO... I WISH I COULD HAVE STOPPED YOU FROM LEAVING THAT NIGHT IM SO TRULY SORRY BUBBA I KNOW DEEP DOWN THAT IT IS MY FAULT YOU ARE GONE. NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND BUT IT IS.. PPL ALWAYS SAY IT IS NOT MY FAULT BUT TO BR HONEST IT IS AND NOBODY WILL SAY OR DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE THAT. I SHOULD HAVE NOT LET YOU GO.. YOU ASKED ME TO GO WITH YOU AND I SAID NO..MABEY IF I WOULD HAVE WENT YOU WOULD NOT BE GONE TODAY OR IF I WOULD HAVE LEFT CHIQUITO WHEN YOU TOLD ME YOU WOULD STILL BE HERE... I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE WITH US YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL LIFE IS. TOMARROW MORNING WLL BE 10 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US. IM SORRY BUBBA PLEASE FORGIVE ME I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH 10 YEARS WAY TO LONNG WITH OUT MY BUBBA143 ALWAYS YOUR LIL WOOWA (MARIA)"
"Today, tonight, tomorrow, and everyday after and with every second, minute, and hours of the day I will never understand why you were taken from me and I am so sorry for not being the best mom that you deserved or wanted. Believe me I am sorry I was thinking that I was doing something right for you kids because I didn't want anyone to take my kids away from me and I was lost in my life due to my brothers death.
Mijo I am so so so lost without you here with me and your lil woowa. I think of you every breath I take you are always on my mind and in my heart ❤ its so hard to believe that you are not here physically with me anymore. For me son this is just a dream that has not ended cuz I don't want to see the reality of my life and death of my only son.
Before you were born James I was praying to God for a child and I was blessed with you and your lil woowa.. I'll be seeing you again soon son I will not let your SPIRIT or SOUL leave away from my heart ❤.
I Love ❤ You SON!!!"
"gosh...... I miss you so much I wish I could pick up the phone and call you. I love you bubba"
"Thank you for giving us the most awesome grandkids in the world.
Rest in peace."
"Buuba I miss you so much this month is hard for me and mom I ask that you help her and watch over her. She is such a awesome grandma I wish you could be here to see you would be so proud. I'm glad I made this memorial page for you. Its amazing how you are thought of everyday. You touched so many hearts bubba and you are the best brother I could
Have ever asked for I love you so very much. Please REST IN PEACE NOW BUBBA BE FREE AND PAIN FREE JUST DO ONE THING FOR ME PLEASE... REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND THINK OF YOU EACH AND EVERY MOMENT OF EVERYDAY BIG BUBBA ILL ALWAYS BE YOUR LIL WOOWA IT WAS ME AND YOU AGAINST THE WORLD NOW I FEEL SO ALONE LIKE PART OF ME IS GONE AND IDK WHO I AM. IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT ALL THESE YEARS AND ENDED UP FIGHTING AN ADDICTION THAT I WOULD WANT NOBODY TO GO THREW"
"Your son,love you dad i will forever and always have.love junior declue..."
"Happy birthday bubba I love u n miss u so much...P.s. I just had a lil girl she's beautiful u would love her please watch over her as u do the rest of us xoxo ur baby cousin loves u always n forever"
"I will always remeber you dad"
"Not a single day goes by that i dont think about you, there's so many memories i carry close to my heart that we shared. Im thankful you blessed me with two awesome boys, i wish you were here to see them grow up, they remind me so much of you. You were takin way to soon but i know your spirit is still strong with us. Love n miss you.
Always n Forever"
"James aunt Debbie uncle Ernie think about you a lot. I love to just think about when you Christina Nikki and Maria all were little. The things you all would do things that you all would say. I wish we could go back to them times. James you have beautiful kids out here. And nieces. You would be so proud of Maria James. She has turned in to a very beautiful young lady/mother. You are so missed big guy. Love you always."
"I love u bubba and miss u everyday I miss the times when we were little and it was always you,me,woowa and sissy those are times we will never get back but will never forget I love u n wish u were still here u were taken away from us too soon and sometimes I think it's not fair but I know god had his reasons for taking u home it's been 9 yrs and as u can see ur spirit lives on no one has forgot about u and never will I hope ur enjoying your self up there with grandma uncle lubo and the rest of the family kiss grandma for me and tell them all I love them....love u always ur lil prima :)"
"just want to leave a little message for you and tell you thank you !!! you have gave me the most wonderful gift in the world... every day that goes by i look at her and see how much she has grown into a wonderful young girl and she does look a lot like you still to this day thanks to you lol but that's ok i love everything about her. i know you didn't get to spend much time with her and see her grow up in person but always know she thinks about you always and always know who her dad was she may call another daddy but you will always have a spot in her heart that no one can replace. we been threw our good times and our bad times and life takes us to where we don't know why it happened but we had some good memories all of us and we will never for get the good or bad i know you are watching over every one always will be with us all always =) we all miss you like crazy i always remind our baby girl like you used to remind us all the time '' live your life to the fullest don't let the past get ahead '' theres just so much you missed out on in person but in spirit i know you where and are here sothank you for that too and please tell dave '' toad '' we miss and love him too and hope you too are not causing too much trouble together lol"
"Bubba u will always be loved and missed.u will always be in our hearts always and forever.u brought happy and laughter to everyones hearts u always found a way to make ppl laugh when they were sad.big bro I miss u like crazy we think about u each and everyday.. love u
Always your Lil sister AKA SISS..lil shawty"
"Thinking of you big bubba."
"You are missed everyday bubba... I love you with all my heart and more. Thank you for making me who I am... Always your little sister Lil woowa. Xoxoxo"
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