October 21, 2015
October 21, 2015
I love you so much Jamie. And I still miss you more than ever. Your birthday is in 6 days. Its so crazy. We should be planning to do something together. Not me planning to go to your grave. I have flashbacks all the time of us. Like when I was coming to your Aunt Sharlottes to spend the night. When you guys came to get me, the first thing you told me was how much you missed me. On the way to your house, in the truck, I'll never forget when you looked at me and mouthed the words "I love you". I would give anything for you to be able to tell me that again. You were my best friend. And even though you've been gone for over 3 years, your still my best friend. Almost 2 years after you left this world, I was walking out of my room at moms and found a little wooden circle with a note from you. It took me 2 years to find it. But I'm glad I did. And Sharlotte gave me one of your books. I swear I checked to see if anything was in it. Nothing. Then one day, I was looking at it and a flower fell out. You send the most beautiful signs from Heaven. I miss you. And I love you. And I know your in Heaven taking care of my babies until I get there. And I thank you for that. Rip my beautiful best friend.
