- Date of birth: Mar 9, 2010
- Place of birth:
Utah, United States
- Date of passing: Mar 9, 2010
- Place of passing:
Utah, United States
|Let the memory of Janessa be with us forever|
"Merry Christmas in Heaven Janessa <3 This is my 7th Christmas without you--I long to hold you in my arms. I wish I could watch your excitement on Christmas morning as you unwrapped gifts of dolls and barbies--instead I decorated your grave--just doesn't seem right or fair. I Love You my precious princess!!!! I Miss you more than anything and I am remembering you always and forever in my heart. Love, Mommy <3 <3 <3 <3"
"My Precious Janessa, I am really missing you today. Holidays are always really hard for me because it is when I notice you and Hope, Jason, and Rae Anne are not here to celebrate with our family. There is always an empty spot at our table and it HURTS! It hurts that I don't get to see your excitement at seeing fireworks or playing with glow sticks. I don't get to see you wear the blue star dress like all your sisters did. Our family is such a mess right now and I don't know how to deal with any of it. I wish you didn't die. I wish celebrating the holidays with you wasn't just decorating your grave. I MISS YOU! I LOVE YOU!!! Be near me today. <3 Mommy"
Thinking of you and your family as you remember Janessa on her 6th Heaven Birthday. May you create special memories on this day that comfort your heart.
Happy 6th Birthday! I miss you. I remember holding you as if it was today.
I love you!
": Happy 6th Birthday Janessa, We Love you! Grandma & Grandpa Johnson"
"Happy birthday sweetie. You are loved and missed every day."
"Happy 6th Birthday Janessa!!! We miss you!!
"Happy Birthday Janessa! Thank you for watching over your sweet family! They love and miss you and look forward to a beautiful reunion some day!"
"May your family have peace & comfort especially today! Happy 6th Angel Birthday Janessa! I know you will be reunited one day as a family!
"Happy 6th Angel Birthday Janessa!!
I LOVE You!!! I MISS You!!!
YOU ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
"Thinking of you and your dear mommy today, sweet Janessa, and praying for peace and comfort to fill her heart as we remember your angel birthday this week. You are loved and missed."
"I feel so empty right now--I don't want to decorate your grave or blow you love bubbles--I want you here happily celebrating your 6th Birthday with barbies and dress up clothes and cake and ice cream. 6 Years is such a long time to be apart. I MISS YOU! Please help me through the next hard couple of days. I LOVE You! Love, Mommy"
"Shauna, I'm so sorry this is coming two days late. Thinking of you and Janessa on her 5th birthday in heaven. I know this is a hard day and hope that the support of all of your friends and family help to give you the strength to get through it. Big hugs."
"Happy 5th Angel Birthday Janessa!!! We miss you!
"Happy 5th angel birthday Janessa! We Love You!
Aunt Pam, Uncle Lee, Spencer, Tiffany, & Tabitha"
"Janessa, Happy 5th Angle birthday!
I love you and miss you.
"Happy 5th Angel Birthday Janessa! I long to see you and hold you in my arms. You are Loved! You are Missed! I can't wait to see you again! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3"
"Thinking of your family today. Janessa, you are a beautiful gift and have touched so many lives."
"You are loved and missed little angel forever and always."
"Happy 5th Angel Birthday dear Janessa! Our hearts are filled with love for you and your dear family. Please send down love and peace to your sweet mommy today. She is a remarkable woman, and I'm so proud of her for being so faithful and strong. I know you're proud of her too. You are so loved and missed."
"Janessa, tomorrow is the 5 days before your 5th Angel Birthday. If you were here I would begin to leave little notes and gifts on your bed to celebrate each day before your b-day. Now I just hide in my closet and cry each day as we get closer to that very hard day. I miss you--I wish you were here! I Love You <3 Love, Mommy"
"Missing you today Janessa. Your primary class is in the room we are in. Your name should be on that list, we should be passing in the hallway and that will never happen--this all really hurts. I am having a really hard time as your 5th angel birthday gets closer and closer. It's like I'm reliving it all over again. I want you back--I want to hold you again. Why did you have to die? <3 Mommy"
"Merry Christmas Janessa! Can't believe this is your 5th Christmas in Heaven. It is so very hard to not have you here. Missing you and your brother and sisters very much tonight. <3"
"Happy Thanksgiving Janessa, Hope, Jason, and Rae Anne!!!! I miss all of you so much and wish you were here with us <3 I am thankful that I can be your Mommy. I Love You!! Love, Mommy"
"Janessa, today is the day you should have been born 4 years ago. It was the day I was counting down to and looking forward to meeting you. Now it is just another empty day that reminds me of the realities of my life: 4 years since you died and 4 tries to have an alive baby that have resulted in 0 alive babies and 4 angel babies. Missing You Today! Love Mommy <3 <3 <3 <3"
"Happy 4th Birthday sweet Angel Janessa!!!!
"Happy 4th Angel Birthday beautiful Janessa! You sure are loved and missed. Please watch over your dear mommy. I'm praying for peace to be with your sweet family."
"Happy 4th Angel Birthday Janessa! Love Aunt Pam, Uncle Lee, Spencer, Tiffany and Tabitha"
"Sweet Janessa, Happy Angelversary. Thinking of you and your Momma today."
"My sweet Janessa, today is the 4th anniversary of the last day I felt you move. It is hard to remember that day now. It all still seems like a really bad dream and I keep waiting to wake up and see your little smiling 4 year old face as you happily open presents on Sunday and blow out your candles. It is so hard to be apart from you--I miss you--I love you! Happy 4th Angel Birthday <3 <3 <3 <3 Love, Mommy"
"Happy upcoming birthday, beautiful angel."
"Thinking of sweet, beautiful Janessa. Lots of love and hugs to you, Shauna."
"Thinking of you and your family at this hard time. Wow 4 yrs as an angel."
"Happy Valentines Day my precious little baby. Valentines Day is hard because it is the last holiday that you celebrated with us. Miss you--wish you were here. You are always in my heart <3 Love Mommy"
"Janessa, tomorrow you should be going to your new sunbeams class--this is so hard seeing everyone else and their little 3 year olds getting all these experiences that have been ripped away from us. Missing you a lot today. Love, Mommy"
"Janessa, our whole family has been sick these last couple of days. I hate it when I'm sick because it gives me more time to miss you and Hope and Jason and it hurts! Wish you were here for Hyrums 16th birthday today. 2013 hasn't been a very good year for me--I'm hoping 2014 will be better. I love you! Love, Mommy"
"Janessa, Merry Christmas, I hope that you were able to celebrate Christmas. I wish you and Hope and Jason could have been with us. You are greatly missed.
I love you, I love Hope, I love Jason... watch over each other. May God bless our family with peace.
"Merry Christmas Janessa <3 I wanted so badly for this Christmas to be better than the last 3--I wanted to find more peace, more joy, more hope, and instead I have found more heartache and sadness. It is almost more than I can bear going through another Christmas with another loss angel baby. I miss you and Hope and Jason so much. Please be near me and help me through this Christmas. Love, Mommy <3 <3 <3"
"My precious Janessa, the closer and closer we get to Christmas the more upset and anxious I become. I miss you more and more each day. We are going to decorate your grave tomorrow--I hate going out there at Christmas--I want you here safe and sound with us. I want to give you real presents, not a decorated grave. I Love You!
"Janessa. Wishing you a happy Thanksgiving!!!! Wish you were here this day and ever day.
"So sorry for your family at this time. Heavenly Fathers blessing be with all of them and blessings from you sweet angels."
"3 little empty chairs at our house for Thanksgiving this year. I am Thankful for the 36 weeks I got with you Janessa, The 10 weeks I got with Hope, and the 12 weeks I got with Jason. I miss you all so much. Please be near me and help me through the holidays this year. Happy Thanksgiving in Heaven. I Love You! Love, Mommy <3 <3 <3"
Your precious little brother, Jason, joined you and Hope in Heaven yesterday. Please watch out for him. I now have 3 holes in my heart--it is almost unbearable. Love you all and miss you all. <3 <3 <3 Love, Mommy"
"Janessa, I am really missing you today. I know you are happy where you are, but, my mommy heart feels so sad right now. Heaven and the time when I will see you again feels so very far away :`( I Love You! Love Mommy <3 <3"
"Happy 1/2 Birthday Janessa <3 Today you and I share the same age--mine in years you in months. Gone but not forgotten, although we are apart, God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart!!! Lighting candles in remembrance of you tonight my little princess. Love you--Miss You--Love Mommy"
"I Love Janessa's cute little feet picture!! I have been thinking of you a lot lately shauna and your sweet angels. Jenessa you have an amazing mother. She is full of strength and inspiration. I know she may not feel it, so I leave up to you to kiss her tears away and love on her in her dreams."
"Missing you like crazy today Janessa. I want this all to be a bad dream and I want to wake up from it!! 4 Years ago this month I found out I was pregnant with you and it was just you and me who shared this little secret. I was so Happy then--how could life have changed so CRUELY? I'm left with NOTHING but EMPTY hopes and dreams. All I want to do is yell and scream and cry. <3"
"Missing you today... would love have to watch you watch the fireworks. I was thinking of you on fathers day missed you (just a little slow in this tribute.) I love you miss you dad"
"Missing you today my beautiful angel. Wish you were here to play with the glow sticks with us. Love you! Love Mommy :`("
"Missing you today my precious baby girl. With all my heart I wish I could change what happened and that you were here as my alive little 3 year old. I'm tired of all the pain from the grief of loosing you.
<3Janessa<3 Love, Mommy"
"Thinking of you & your family, sweet Janessa. How our lives would be different if you were here! You are forever loved & missed! xoxo"
"Missing you today Janessa <3 This day should be so different--this should really be your 3rd Birthday. 4-04-10 was a day I so looked forward to--now it is just another empty day. Stay close to me today and send me a Hug From Heaven. Love, Mommy"
"Hey princess! Miss you so much today. Just wanted to say how much I love you and how much I still think about you. I hope the resurrection comes faster!
Love your big sis Ash"
"Janessa and Hope
Missing you, thinking of you, wish you where with us now. I look foward to the day when Easter will be a promissed fullfilled-- and you will be a live . I am grateful for Jesus Christ and the promise He gives of being "a live again" I love you Miss you love dad"
"HAPPY EASTER in Heaven Janessa & Hope Abigail!! I wish you were here. I wish that for Easter tomorrow you were both being resurrected so we don't have to be apart any more. I miss you both so much <3
I <3 You!! Love, Mommy"
"Wishing you and Hope and my Eve could be here... xoxo"
Thinking of you this day. Three years ago I held you little body for the last time. This day is filled with many memories. I miss you.
"It has been a really hard week! Remembering you today Janessa! Wish so badly I could go back in time and see you and hold you and rock you and kiss you and say goodbye the way I wanted and that it was me who placed you in your coffin and it was me who was the last person who saw you. Please be near me today. <3 U <3 Mommy"
"Remembering you today my sweet Janessa and how hard it was to leave the hospital with empty arms. How hard it was to go to the Mortuary and pick out a coffin and flowers and plan your graveside service. I took down the pinwheel heart today--it made me sad. I feel very lost--want so badly to hold you and hug you. I <3 U Love, Mommy"
"Miss you! Want you! Love you!
Come visit us occasionally
"Thinking of you and your mommy and daddy today. Fly high baby girl. You are so loved."
"Happy 3rd Angel Birthday Janessa!!
Love Aunt Valerie"
"Happy birthday in heaven, sweet Janessa <3"
"Happy 3rd Angel Birthday Janessa! We love you and miss you!! Love Aunt Pam & Uncle Lee ,
Spencer, Tiffany, and Tabitha"
"Happy Heavenly Birthday, Janessa. You are loved and missed but we know you are well and happy and blowing pink bubbles in heaven. I love your sweet family. They are blessed to have an angel watching over them:)"
Happy 3rd Angel Birthday! You are so loved and missed!"
"Happy third Birthday our sweet granddaughter Janessa, we do Love
you very much! We do feel your great love and spirit in our home.
You have a great Mom, Dad, and siblings!
We do love you very much!
Grandpa & Grandma Johnson"
"Janessa, Happy 3rd Angel Birthday. Thinking of you. Missing the many things you would be doing if you were here with us. Miss you! Love you, Dad"
"Happy 3rd Angel Birthday my little Princess! I miss you 3 times as much now. I Love You! <3 <3 <3 Love, Mommy"
"Happy Angelversary, sweet Janessa. Thinking of you, and your Mommy today. Please send her all your love, and help her to be at peace today, and every day. You are remembered and cherished today and always. <3"
"Happy Angel Birthday tomorrow sweet Janessa! You and your amazing family are on my mind and in my prayers. I'm so proud of your mom. She is a strong, faithful woman. I know you are proud of her too! I pray she will have peace and comfort, these next few days especially, as she misses you so much. We all miss you. With much love, Marci"
"Happy Angel Birthday precious Janessa! I am looking forward to creating a very special birthday balloon for you to release over the ocean! Fly high sweet Janessa! I hope you have seen my two angels also! Do you play with them? Watch for your balloon!"
"Thinking of all of you this week. You have an amazing family Janessa that are living their lives so they can live with you in Heaven. Hugs to you all."
"I am thinking of you. I wish you the best. We know the Lord is taking good care of our little girl. All we have to do is live the way we should and then we will be able to be with her again. May we be able to do so is my prayer. Love Grandpa"
"Janessa, I can't believe your angel b-day is next week. I feel so sad right now--I don't know how I'm going to make it through this next week. I wish I could have 1 day with you alive and well. Missing you like crazy right now. I <3 U Love Mommy"
"Missing you Janessa! I hope you feel safe and at peace.
Love you, Dad"
Happy V-day sis. I miss you so much today. Tell Hope happy V-day too. Love ya
"Happy Valentines Day Janessa & Hope! Part of my heart will always be in Heaven with you. I Love You! <3 Love, Mommy"
"30 Days until your 3rd Angel Birthday. Can't believe it has been 3 years since I saw you and held you and said goodbye. Missing you Today <3 Love, Mommy"
"Remembering you today my little princess and 3 years ago on this day when you danced inside of me to the music of The Princess and the Frog. Missing you today. Love you <3 Love, Mommy :`)"
Think of you today. I wish I could be watching and playing with you. When we visited you grave site today I was wishing we could bringing you home. I know you are in a wonderful place, but that does not stop my longing for you. I love you! I miss you. Love, Dad"
"Merry Christmas babe. Christmas in heaven is probably cooler up there cause you can see all the characters. :)
Miss you lots. Love always. Ash"
"Janessa missing you this Christmas...
"Merry Christmas. Your family misses you and love you. You are their angel"
You have such a loving family! Merry Christmas Angel Smile!!!"
"Merry Christmas Janessa! I miss you--I Love You <3 Love Mommy :`)"
"Janessa. Your family is awesome and your mom is awesome. What a wonderful reunion you will all have in eternity. Until then, send your peace and love and comfort to those of us who are in need of some comfort. I'm sure that Steven holds your hand and helps you and others who have passed on. That is a great thought.:)"
"Dear sweet little Janessa,
Your family misses you greatly as well as countless others. I wish you could have been here to become friends with my little boy, but Heavenly Father has a different plan for you. I pray that your family will find peace and comfort through the gospel and the love of family and friends."
"Shauna, it brings be both comfort and peace to know that my sweet angel Autumn has the company of your beautiful daughters, Janessa and Hope, in heaven. I am also grateful that my Autumn led me to you, for the many acts of kindness you have done in her memory have greatly touched my heart. Thank you and I'm happy to have you in my life."
"Janessa your mom is doing wonderful things for parents who also lost their loved babies. I will always remember your name... of course Hope too~! Also please say hi to Alanna for me there ♥♥♥"
Even tho I didn't get to know you I feel your sweet spirit each time I see the pinwheels blowing in the breeze at your mommy's house. Love will last through eternity."
"Missing you today Janessa & Hope. I wish you were here to see the Christmas Lights and the Christmas Tree. We are filling your Christmas Stockings this year with service hearts everytime we do something kind for someone else, we do it remembering you. Watch over each other and us this holiday season. Love Mommy <3 <3"
"Hey Baby Sis, miss you a ton! Thanks for keeping an eye on me all the time. Love and Kisses, Ash"
"Sweet Janessa, please send your Mommy your love and feelings of peace as the holiday grows closer. Help her to know that you are safe an happy, and sending all you love to her and your family. You will be forever loved and missed."
"Baby Janessa, you are so missed by so many people. Sending lots of love to you in Heaven this holiday season!"
"Janessa, we are thankful for YOU! Your little life has led Mommy to make pretty pinwheel pictures for other babies in Heaven. We miss you very much and send love to Heaven to you. xoxo"
"Happy Thanksgiving sweet angel, Janessa! You are so loved and missed. I'm so thankful to know and love your amazing family. I know you are watching over them, and you will all be reunited someday. I pray that knowledge brings them peace."
"Happy Thanksgiving, baby girl <3"
"Happy ThanksGiving Janessa! You are Special! Love, Patrea"
"Happy Thanksgiving Janessa - I know you are missed so much by your Mom, Dad, brother and sisters. I know that I would have loved to know you and see you grow up. I would also like to think that you know and are friends with my daughter, Andrea."
"Happy Thanksgiving Janessa!! Love your Aunt Pam"
"Thinking of you this holiday season! Happy Thanksgiving, sweet girl."
"You are cherished this Thanksgiving, Janessa, by many who love your mother and father."
"Happy Thanksgiving sweet Janessa!!"
"Happy Thanks giving Janessa! <3 Racheal"
"Love you and Miss you. Wish you where with us this thanksgiving.
"Happy Thanksgiving Janessa!! I Love You! I Miss You! Love Mommy <3"
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