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-Lex
It is getting harder the older I get, being alone sucks and most people would say it is my own fault. I never imagined that I would really have no family life during the "golden years". Golden my ass. I 'm sorry if it feels like I am venting but I really have no one here to vent to. Lost LeiCee at the end of Sept. Miss you, Annie and all my furbabies that have gone. Love you. Ma
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Wish I could hear that contagious laugh of yours or hear you sing All the Small Things by Blink 182 while playing your guitar. Happy Birthday in Heaven Jay..You are truly missed and thought of often. I am hoping you finally have peace. Love you
It has been 6 years and 1 day. A day I woke up & hoped it was just a terrible nightmare. It wasn’t. Such a shitty day. The world stood still for the first few days. I know you wanted more from life but I have confidence knowing you are in a much better place than the last time we spoke. I always love when we talk in my dreams, it’s so rare now but helps me cherish it. I miss our bullshit calls for hours. Your daughters are awesome and because you they can have a relationship now. They are so wonderful.
I have found comfort in the silver linings that came of your death. Endings bring new beginnings- I honestly & truly believe that.
I miss you so so so much. I could use a hug right now thinking about you.
Love you Jay
Can't believe you turned 40 yesterday! You are officially an old guy!! I could only imagine the kind of awesome party we would've had. It hurts my heart to think that you missed that, but I know, somewhere in this world, your spirit has rekindled. I got to go down to Tennessee and see Brooke and wow, she is literally you. Everything from her mannerisms and attitude to her biting her toe nails with her mouth!! She's hilarious too, I see your soul in her. It's probably why she was capable of pushing Scott's buttons so easily (you were always good at that) lol. I know your family and friends miss you and I do everyday, but I know your time here had its limits for a purpose. Veronica graduated high school, something I know you always worried about. She's doing fantastic, she has a nice boyfriend, she's being a teenager. I know you watch over her in a different way, keep doing that.
Happy Birthday my friend, I miss your face like crazy. I miss gossiping with you and complaining with you. I know Scott misses you everyday.
Be with him, he needs that.
-Lexinator
Love never dies it just grows stronger. Miss you .......Ma
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How traditions are made
There is a story behind this title. This one year I had very little money to do Christmas the way I wanted to for my boys. As a single parent times were really getting rougher.I asked the boys how they would feel about doing something different for the holiday. Surprisingly they were quite agreeable. So we decided to head to the movies on Christmas day. We did not see one movie but opted for a marathon and saw two and that is how we started a new tradition. I mention this because the last movies that I saw with Jay was Wreck It Ralph and Pi on Thanksgiving day 2012.
Valentine's day
For an entire summer, I would show up early at your house Maggie, and you would make me promise that I would bring Jay out while u were at work, to get a job. Instead we would drive around all day listening to tunes and going on adventures in the woods etc. He always listened to this one band the Mecei's who he got me into. Later in life I named my cat after them who I still have to this day. And on sunny warm days I still play that album, and can hear him singing along. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him, and miss him.