It won't be long now Jay- this old world gets worse everyday. Our newest family member was born yesterday on your birthdate! Yep, your brother is a grandpa. Now I know you know nothing of this as the dead know nothing that the living are doing but I wanted to put this memory down for the day you are brought back up and will see all the memories we stored up for you.

Happy Birthday in Heaven Jay..... Miss you each & everyday - your smile/laugh/hugs/love - crazy phone calls. Your always in my heart & in my thoughts.
You and grandpa celebrate this special day together.
Love you always & forever.

Missing you today & every day.... Love you Jay

Happy Birthday in Heaven Jason.... I sure wish you were still here so I could pick on you about being the same age as me... Not a day goes by that I don't think about you - but I know your looking down and saying "celebrate today".... don't cry Di I'll always have your back....
Love you so much & miss you so much - looking to the sky and remembering that big smile of yours shinning down on me..... hugs my best friend...

Dear Jason - I know you are "waiting" for the day that God will raise you up and bring us back together. I think of you every single day... some days I still cry tears of such utter sadness at the loss of my sweet boy... but most days I try to smile and remember all the special memories we shared. Till we meet again.. you will never be forgotten as long as I walk on this earth.... Love, Momma xo

Sending you love on this your 44th year.  I'm so sad you are not with me on this earth. Miss you every single day. Xoxo Momma

3 years ago I lost my best friend/cousin... As the days/years go by I miss you more and more - Remembering you is easy - I do it everyday.. Your always in my heart and I "feel" you by my side... Love you always and forever Jay:)...

Missing you my sweet son... tomorrow it will be 3 years since you left this earth. Every day seems as hard as the one before it. I cannot reconcile myself to this lost... ever... never will there come a time when I'm not missing you.