I would not have been so bad growing up. I would have sent her I love you notes just because. I would have given her lots of flowers just so she can see, that I love her just for birthing me.

It's not a day gone by that I don't miss you, but I close my eyes and look towards the sky. With tears in my eyes, I go to a lonely place and just cry, cry, cry. Don't want to become a bother or for others to see me crying wishing you was still with me. There was nothing secret that I couldn't share with you, without you having an answer. You was my mother, and my best friend. On your birthday day I say Happy Birthday,  on the day that you left us, I write So Sorry You're Gone.

I know you're in a beautiful place, wearing your crown and gown because God now has my Queen.

I love you mother and always will.

Delores