- 35 years old
- Date of birth: Feb 1, 1979
- Place of birth:
Mesa, Arizona, United States
- Date of passing: Feb 17, 2014
- Place of passing:
Mesa, Arizona, United States
|Blood makes you related, loyalty makes you family.|
This memorial website was created in memory of our loved one, Jed Myers, 35, born on February 1, 1979 and passed away on February 17, 2014. We will remember him forever.
"OH my dear son....how I miss you. Things have happened but I know you know."
"I always liked Jed from the day he said, "hurt my mom and email@example.com cut off your head and ship down your throat". He was honest, sincere and to the point. What you saw and heard from him is what was what he was really thinking and feeling. Gotta love a guy that is true to himself and his family. God bless you Jed"
"Looks like I'm getting like everyone else and not writing to you.my "Jedercoaster" "" rides have been bad this past month and I've been missing you so much. You'd be proud of things I am doing tho, like volunteering with my grieving parents group and finding a job! It's a start. Life was changed forever when you died and moving on is so much harder than I could have ever imagined. It seems we are all doing good....no ones sick or in jail, lol. I'm going tomorrow to finally donate blood in your honor. I promised I would and now I can. I'm waiting for a dream visit from you..it's been awhile. I love you baby. And I'd do anything to have you home.
"I couldn't write yesterday, I missed you too much. I'm happy about how you sent Jess and I signs at almost the same time....you are further from me it feels, but you still manage to send me a hug now and then. Mother's Day will never be the same but Jeremy MONICA and the kids were there to celebrate with me. All that was missing was you. I still can't see G, but I hear she's doing good and is happy. You'd like Ariels new boyfriend I know. She's happy for the first time in a long time. It seems silly telling you things I know you see, probably more than I do! But hopefully it'll be a timeline of sorts for the kids later on. I miss you so much, it's crazy how everything is so different with you not here. I love you my baby boy....I take comfort in knowing I'll see you when it's my turn.
All my love
"I am missing you more so last few days. I hope you were there at Jeremy's pig roast. You would have had fun, although it was an AA group haha. They'd love you anyway.
I decided to write a story, maybe a book at least for me about you. I'd like to think you'll be over my shoulder editing the things I get wrong, and spark memories for me I've forgotten. I've named ....And then there was Jed. I've got the introduction and chapter one done. Definitely won't make the best sellers list, but it will be therapeutic for me.
I love you Jedediah. The missing you never goes away and I don't want it to. Stay watching over us. I wonder sometimes if it's you Jayden sees..he'll stare off and tell Nicole there was a man. He's never scared, so I hope it's you.
I'm one day closer to seeing you again my baby boy. Then my heart can be whole again. Give gramma no and Nonnie and gramps and Les and my dad, Matt and Jeremy hugs from me. Please......("
"Oh Jed....this doesn't get easier. Almost 25 months since you left us. Well you really didn't leave us, we just don't get to see you, hear your laugh, get your hugs, see your smile. What I wouldn't do for one last day with you. Our trip home from Vegas is s clear in my mind, I'm so glad we had that time. I feel bad I couldn't honor some of your wishes that you told me you wanted when you died, but I know you know those ones were not in my control. I just miss you so damn much.
Tomorrow is the 2nd annual tapping of BRIs special brew for you. Matt and Greg have made this honor to you a fundraiser for Jeremy's foundation. So many people love you still. I'm sure the brew will be too much for me, but will have a pint of Dirty Jesus ale for you. Stay near please, sometimes your energy is all that gives me strength. Send me a dream so I can see your smile and I will get through another day. I love you Jed...with all of what's left of me that didn't go with you so many months ago.
Love, your "dear mama" ❤️"
"So many hearts, dear Jed.
So much love.
Shine bright "little hulk"."
"Peace be with you little brother, in Christ Jesus!!! You are surely forever missed..."
February 1 at 7:12pm ·
When I'm a ghost and gone I'll be remembered strong by all I've meet by friends and family~DD love you Jed! The sky did cry today m/
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Yesterday at 5:38am ·
Love and miss you every day Jed!!"
"Jivon Tomsen Feb 1 2016 Rip old friend and whoever knew what and where the Oleanders were when we were little shit heads will always be in our hearts. Moo cow didn't know till last week cause he don't do the whole social media thing but he was heart broken. So sleep well my old friend because we will all wake up together again eventually."
"Amanda K Rodgers to Jed Myers
February 1 at 9:21am ·
Happy Birthday f***er!!! We all sure do miss ya.
Amanda K Rodgers"
"Matt Alves to Jed Myers
February 1 at 6:18pm ·
Happy Birthday My brotha beer and Black Label"
"Happy Birthday my love. I miss you so very much. Sing to me will ya"
"Happy birthday Jed. I miss you."
If love could move a mountain, then that mountain would rise to the heavens. Such love for you is shared by your family and so many friends. You are so young, so beautiful, so loved!"
"Almost your 37th birthday Jed and again we cant celebrate with you. We will each celebrate YOU though. You are still and always will be in my heart and my every thought. Jeremy decorated your cross, I'm sure you're laughing and happy and can see it. It hurts too much still to go there so I will visit with you like I do every day. I miss you honey. I wish nothing more than to have you come home. You not being here is just wrong wrong wrong.
All my love
"Jeremy Valentine to Jed Myers
January 3 at 9:52pm ·
Go Vikings!!! What a game. Woulda been better with you screaming like a wild banshee and talkin MAD shit..."
"Jeremy Valentine to Jed Myers
January 3 at 9:52pm ·
Go Vikings!!! What a game. Woulda been better with you screaming like a wild banshee and talkin MAD shit..."
"Anthony Salas to Jed Myers
January 5 at 11:41am ·
Just thinking about the time we dropped that triple dipped acid and we could hear colors and see vibrations... Craziness but one hell of a time m/"
"Another New Years Eve and I know how much you're missed here. Watch over everyone tonight, your brothers doing fireworks, I'm sure has the fire going you'd be having a ball I'm sure. Thanks for the "sign" last night. I think it was the most powerful one yet. I love you Jed. I hang on to the hope that I'll really get to see you again, it's all that gets me through most days.
All my love.....stay near this new year.
"Merry Christmas Jed. Damn it, I miss you. And I'm far from alone in that...everyone misses you. II don't like this at all and just want you to come home. My worst Christmas ever....they'll never be the same. I love you so much!
"Jeremy Valentine to Jed Myers
Fucking hate it that you won't be at the bonfire tonite bustin my balls. I miss you every day but Xmas was the one Holliday that I always always saw you on.
I know, I know, Man UP right."
"Sabrena Westbrook Ball to Jed Myers
December 6 at 12:04am ·
Thinking about you tonight. Things have been crazy lately. But that's when we hold on really tight. Right???"
"Well my son, I guess what they say is true...as time goes on you never forget but you learn to live thru it. I'm still missing you and the holidays this year are tougher than they were last year. My birthday,Thanksgiving, now Christmas and New Years coming up. Then it'll be your birthday and how will I get through THAT day? To think you'd be 37.....I can't. I want to thank you for putting the fantastic people in my life that you did, that still stay in touch and keep an eye on me. Chief and Jess, Roberta, Rosie, just to name a few. They help me keep you with us. I got my tattoo, as I know you know. It feels like it's always should have been there. Guess I should have listened to you a long time ago..........lol Please keep up the amazing visits and signs. The ones at the psychic on Sunday were great. I knew you'd heard me at home, and made it happen at the event. I guess what adds to the hurt is you can see me, hear me and even come to me but I can't hear or see you. Maybe for Christmas, you'll wrap yourself in my dream; it'd be the best present I could hope for.
Going to post some pictures and a new video I did. I love you so much Jed. So, so, much.
Carry on my wayward son.
I love you.
"Monica Myers to Jed Myers
August 30 · Edited ·
Tomorrow is our brothers birthday stay beside him, show him you are here and that you will never forget us. Make is day as special now as it was the day he was born.. I love you Jed. Forever in my heart and soul. Until we meet again ride free and watch over all of us"
"Monica Myers to Jed Myers
August 30 ·
I don't post here often enough, but knowing that Jed is not here it doesn't make much sense too. Not like he can respond to me even though he hardly ever did anyway. For most who will never understand the relationship between Jed and I, I am sorry, we did have a sister brother bond that was special, yes I lived my life unlike him and we didn't always agree, but we still loved one another. I can be a bitch and Jed saying so only showed his honesty. Lol! But here I am 18 months later trying to figure out why so many of us say we are sorry when we see one in pain. Please don't be sorry, sorry for what you didnt take my brother away, or are you sorry for the fact that my brother was an asshole, amazing man, that brought joy and love to everyone he touched, or is it that people are selfish and continue to cause this family pain, or is it that on that night my brother made a very unselfish choice not to kill the asshole in front of him, but again tried to save the life of a man that placed my brother in this situation, by laying down his own life? please do not be sorry, as you can see I had one of the best amazing stand up guys for my brother, be happy for me that I got 35 yrs of him, be happy that 1 day we will hug again, be sad his is missing from new memories, be mad that someone we all trusted did this to all if us, be thankful that Jed taught us all a little something, be honored that he chose you to be his friend, brother or gf. I am truly honored he chose me as his sister. Remember when you see me sad, crying, melting down, or just a little lonely, This is because I am all of these things, and just need to hear a good story see a new picture or get a hug, I don't want to hear you are sorry again for what, my loss? or my gain?"
"Jeremy Valentine to Jed Myers
September 18 ·
Thanks for the Zonnic nicotine gum coupons that came for you in the mail. It was just what I needed. It actually works, one week cigarette free. Miss you fucker!!"
"Anthony Salas to Jed Myers
September 23 ·
I love you!"
"I miss you so much!!
"Greg Robinson to Jed Myers
September 26 ·
Hey brother I wish you were here to celebrate my birthday with me ....but I know you are .....I love you my friend more than that my brother!!!!!....Chief!!!"
"Anthony Salas to Jed Myers
October 9 ·
Suicidal Tendencies tonight my brother m/ I sure do miss having you by my side at these shows... So many shows with so many memories...Love you!!"
"Lisa Nicole Moreno to Jed Myers
October 19 at 6:28am ·
You just vistited me in my dream! We were kicken it and listening to good music Zeppelin and Ozzy to be exact! Just like old times. Miss you brother"
"Jeremy Valentine to Jed Myers
October 19 at 10:04pm ·
Do you remember that one time? We were at that one place. You know the place by the other place. And We did all those crazy things and almost got caught doing some really stupid stuff. We were with all those cool people. There was good music, playing really LOUD. You were probably wearing a Slayer shirt. Man that was awesome!!!!"
"Greg Robinson to Jed Myers
13 mins ·
Hey My Brother.....Miss You...Just want one more hug....funny how all these yuppies think they know you...I Know You!!!....28 years geez....wish we could have made it 50 years...I Love you Bro!!!...I'll see you when I get there. .."
"So I was sitting here just staring off in to space no sure why, but all of a sudden I got this overwhelming feeling of uncertainty, a feel of omg what is it like after you die? I started wondering is my brother cold on nights like tonight, does he have a home, a bed and what does he eat? Does he actually eat? He is not a fruit person! Does he work, sleep all day, what is his life like now? Does he have clothes, does he see everything, does he walk around and have conversation, is he still hurt or has all of this healed him. Are there virgins and wine? My brother hates wine, does this mean he is thirsty? Is it beautiful where he is??? Then my mom sends me a picture of a guy that looks just like my Brother.. WTF #JedOn"
"Today has been one of those days for me. I am not sure why 1 day I am fine and the next week is a mess for me. This nightmare feels as though it has just begun, it feels as though there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I wake up in the middle of the night clutching my pillow as the visions of my brother's accident replay over and over in my head, I can hear him crying and calling out, I can feel him around me and I feel as though he is lost, can't find his destiny. I have always helped my brother, always there when he found himself in a jam, and this time I was unable to help and unable to fix it, I feel like I betrayed him and abandoned him. In my nightmare of what I now call life, I feel like if I smile and laugh today tomorrow I will feel guilt, because it feels like I have learned to accept what has happened. I still can not in conversation say that he is dead, died or past away, for me it is when he left. I still feel anger towards the man who in my head and heart killed my brother, I thought I was past that part,but not yet. I hate him, I think he is a spineless bastard. Days of my life begin and end in sadness, and nobody understands the pain I feel daily, nobody understands that because I still move forward and do the day to day things that I am still in pain, still crying inside, still lonely because a piece of my life is gone forever. Nobody knows the pain inside my heart and soul, nobody understands that the monsters of my nightmares are not just once in awhile, but everyday, nobody understands that my life that we all once knew will never be the same. I hide my tears and I smile to make it look all better, I move forward and hide the pain, but when I am in my own personal place, I break down and cry. I beg to wake up from this horrible nightmare, I pray that he will appear before me and say April Fools assholes... Nothing would be better then hearing his voice, seeing his smile, or feeling his arm draped over my shoulder in his Jed kinda hug way. What I once knew as a childhood with 2 brothers to protect me and be there when I had guy troubles has changed forever. I feel lost and alone, I feel empty and small, I feel cold and uncomfortable, I feel like my head is in a bubble of water with no way out. I miss you Myers more then anyone can imagine. RIP Jed Myers I love you always and forever, Until we meet again"
"Oh my sweet son. I promised I'd write at least every month but last month I added pictures instead. Now we've just passed the 20 month mark of you leaving us and everyday it hurts more. Many of us get your signs, yiu are always surprising me with different ways yiu get my attention. Tonight Jeddy wouldn't shut up barking til I went outside. There was nothing there just her looking at me and I looked up at the sky to see the moon slide behind a cloud, blink a few times and then come back out. Like an SOS message from heaven. I knew it was you. Your friends tell me of their dreams of yiu and Chief is going broke replacing all the light bulbs you blow out. Lol. Goes without saying you're missed and loved so very much, our lives are not the same at all. I tell myself you knew it was coming, we talked about it on our way home from Vegas. You all but had the music picked out for a memorial.....lol. And I knew you were serious with that inner knowledge of yours. I pray you were as at peace with it as you seemed when we talked. You've said those things since you were 12. I just kept hoping I'd have more time. I've finally decided on the tattoo I want to do for you, now I have to wait for the money. Not working for 4 months has been hard. I know you know how I feel about some people and things that have happened and I've done my best to look at everything through your heart and be okay with things. There are two that you've almost encouraged me to stay true to my feelings and anger, and I feel that you too feel the In justice and violation of your rights shouldn't be forgiven, well at least not yet. I'm sure they're both anguishing over their stupid choices, and one is paying with time in jail. The other I hope lives with regret everyday for the cowardly act he pulled and somehow you can get thru to him and for once in your life and afterlife tell him how you really feel. Anyhow my sweet boy, please keep listening to me when I talk to you, please visit as often as you can. Please work on Naomi and soften her heart...I miss G so much. It'll be 2 years that I haven't been able to see her. She lost her grandpa, then you, then me and all your family except Jeremy and John. Give her a sign that it'd mean so much for G to have me back in her life. I don't think that's being selfish of me. I love yiu Jed, I know yiu know that. Watch over us all, give gramma Jo and Nonnie hugs for me. Tell Les that it'd be nice for him to visit once in a while like he used to, and I can't wait til were all together again.
Missing you and loving you,
Your Dear Mama"
"miss you Jed!!! Went to see Suicidal the other night somehow I think you were there <3"
just one of those days where I decided to check the page and let you know I'm missing you more than anything else right now.. Need your smile today :( Can't believe your'e gone, my handsome uncle !!!!
Please stay close these days, I feel more sad than normal.. love you SO MUCH !!!
i can't stop crying and I am in class .. </3 I still can't believe it's real that your'e not here..
"By: Monica Myers
My life is not perfect. I have done many things not so right, I have hurt and been hurt, I have loved and been loved, I have done and still want to do, but one thing I never thought I would do was loose you Jed Myers. I miss you so much. 18 months last week feels like yesterday. I love you more then you know. Until we meet again... You will always be an amazing and beautiful memory for me. Ride free brother
— feeling empty."
"Well Jedediah...this weekend marks 18 months since your accident. Tomorrow will be 18 months since your beautiful heart stopped beating and we lost you. I know you hear me and see me and try to comfort me. So much has changed since that night, I hate to admit it but I'm not the same, I just can't seem to get back to my old self. I miss the way things were, even if you were mad at me...I'd rather have that and know you're where I can see you. Ariel is so grown and I love it when she comes over. I hope you're keeping an eye in G.....I still can't see her and that breaks my heart more. I worry how it's affecting her, so many losses in her life. I miss you Jed. Stay close when you can, I don't know if I could go on if I couldn't feel you now and then. Give gramma Jo and Nonnie and gramps hugs for me. I'm sure grampa juliin is there with ya too. Hug Luna Buna for me.....I love you so much..
Til I can see you again,
I'll be loving you always and all ways.
"Love you Jed"
"Hi Brother!!!...I LOVE YOU!!!.......True Brother... 29 years......words can't describe how much I Miss You!!!...But we will have fun AGAIN!!!....JHIEF ON!!!"
"In 3 days it will be 17 months since you left us. Damn dude it gets harder the longer you are gone. Nobody gets me or my feelings, nobody understand the love this sister feels for her handsome baby brother. Nobody knows how i feel because they always see me with a smile on my face, but deep down inside I am heart broken, devastated and incomplete. I will never be the same,I will never be whole again. Growing up here I think makes it hard because I drive past place we went as a kids, i drive past buildings and wonder if you had a hand in their electrical, I see a white truck or a white van and get excited that its you. I hear you at night whether its really or just me wanting it to be you. I remember you in every waking moment even though I don't always speak of you, I think that its my simple way of making others believe I am ok, when I am not. I feel the tears in my eyes at the simplest thoughts of you or a glimpse of your picture. I think everyday of who I can go after to pay for your accident, Tyson took the chicken shit way out, the police department botched your investigation, yes yes I know you were not completely Innocent, but I also know that AJ PD had a fucking job to do and they didnt do it... I wish all the time that just once there was a magic genie that gave 3 wishes, because all 3 would be used to bring you back. I pray that the god i believe in would take away my pain and make me understand WHY? I plead with myself to stay strong and to remember the good times, and I fight with my heart to not go face to face with Tyson... I cling to the life I have now and pray it gets easier one day, but honestly the sadness and anger linger about me like a boiling pot... Some days I reach out to your soul to keep me sane, there are days I wonder what is the point of carrying on without you... I love you Jed Myers.. Forever my brother in heaven. Until we meet again, I will struggle each and everyday to understand why? Forever missed my sweet brother"
"You are missed Jed. We'll meet again someday until then... Stay Crazy and Jed On!!!"
"Love you sweetheart! Miss you more and more every day. I just want to hug you and hear you call me mama.
your "dear mama""
"Missing you so much. I can't believe it's been 16 months. Please stay near you're visits are somedays the only thing keeping me going. I lost you and I lost GeriAnn and the pain is so deep. I miss her so much. I just want to be in her life and be her grandma. Please tell her how much I live her when you. Is it with her.
I miss yiu and love you so so much my baby boy.
Always your dear mama."
"Sweet Jedediah....in 2 days it will be 15 months since the accident that took you from us. Yesterday was the sentencing for Tyson, I know you were there and saw it all. I hope it gave you some sense of justice although betrayal from a brother can never be made right. Maybe he needed something that only you could see and that's why you stuck by him when everyone tried to keep you away from him. We all rest easier knowing you never would have run from this, you would have taken the bullet and dealt with the consequences. Maybe you can show him now what he needs to do to not end up WITH you. Nothing can bring you back....a reality that I'll never quit trying to find a way around. Thank you for all the visits and messages you send me. I know how much you love me...,
I miss you and love you so much....until I see you again
"As with everyone else I haven't been writing here, altho not an hour goes by you're not in my thoughts. I miss you so much Jed. I've started wondering when I'll hear from you. We would go months without seeing each other so not seeing you isn''t that unusual. So now I unconsciuosly think, it's about time I see him or hear from him. And the pain starts all over. I can't wait for my time to come so I can be with you again. I hope you'll be waiting with grandma, Nonnie and Gramps and Les. I love you."
"Jeremy Valentine Jed Myers
· Mesa, AZ ·
Well lil bro, what a Blessed Hell Ride this month has been. We did a Jedsus birthday and the superblow party in your honor. You got your own Beer, how cool is that, and it will benifit the Angels you left us for many years to come. I have also got to spend a lot more time with them and look forward to every future visit with them. We had the opportunity to have your voice heard in court, and it was well received. Your point was blatently made. Still not the greatest Vday, and I've still had much worse, but we all survived it with love in our hearts. I finally decided, after twenty years, what I will be filling my back with tattoo wise. And I am so grateful for your friends because I was able to start in on your Jediversary. Hopefully complete and beautiful, like you, by next year. I have had many many fun trips in your truck and truly enjoy tearing it up Jedsus style. Last night I had the oppportunity to share myself; the good, the bad and the ugly with a large group And it was through your strength I was able to do that. It also brought Mom, Dad, and our sister together in one room for a whole hour, and unlike a year ago, this time we were all together willingly and happily. Next weekend marks a tremendously monumental accomplishment for me, and it is the pride, support, and love you showed me as I started this battle four years ago that have helped me carry it this far, and i thank you for that. While this month has been fill with copious amounts of loss, I am truly overwhelmed with the Joy and Love you have left me surrounded by. While I miss you daily I try to always feel it as gtatefulness and hope. Love always, J"
"Oh my son, tonight is a year since you left us, and we all are still so devastated and in disbelief. I see you everywhere, I hear you and you leave me all kinds of signs, like tonight squirting the sink sprayer in my face.! That was unexpected but I'm sure it was years of wanting to do that that enabled you to. I went theu many years of always dreading getting that call one night, but never truly thought it would happen. You know the only thing I wanted to do in my life was to have kids., one of my biggest joys is being your mother. Stay near me and those that need your love and encouragement...I love you Jedediah. From the time I found out I was pregnant with you you have been my "son"shine. Keep the path to you lit for me.......I'm counting on you to be there when I come.
All my love forever,
It's hard to believe its already been a year, Time just flew by. Geriann and I miss you so fucking much and there isent a day that goes bye without thinking about you. Geriann ask that you please come to her in her dreams more often she misses her daddy even though I tell her every day that you are watching over her she says she just wants to see you again and give you a great big hug. I love Jed always have and always will. I look forward to seeing you again in my next life"
"I will never forget that evening I was sitting at the bar there by myself not wanting to talk to anyone and here you come. When this longhair, hairy face bad attitude looking dude heading right at the empty bar stool next to me and as I thought oh man I'm in no mood, I hope this guy doesn't decide to be an ass. you looked at me with this I just kicked your cat kind of grin and said "what ya drinkin". "Rolling Rock" I replied. Two purple hooter shooters I hear you say. WTF Did this guy just order purple shots, yep he sure did, and as I'm thinking of a way to politely decline for fear of becoming sick I hear In my ear CHEERS MO-F--KER here's to Little pig. WTF, first these purple shots now a pig, Hmm not gonna end well, "here's to the little pig", I yell back "I love bacon" why are we drinking to a little pig. With that same kick the cat smile you told me the story of little pig your best friend that died and how deeply it affected you.
With a few more of those purple shots a fistful of beers, conversations about life, death, vagina and slayer I finally heard the bartender saying last call so we finished up our beer slapped hands nice to meet you and made plans to do it again.
Who knew that our meeting would be the foreshadowing precursor to starting one of the most explosive loyal friendships a man could endure and who could ever guess that we would spend every day together talking about the same shit, and during those days I found an inspiration in you. You showed me a new way to see myself. I found a hidden strength inside myself to push forward to want to be a better person not for me but for you.
The best by far was when you would tell me you loved me, man I never felt such a warming of my heart before, and upon your death a year ago It was that warming of the heart love you had showed that kept me from becoming cold and heartless.
Thank you for allowing me to feel that from you.
Thank you for letting me become close to you.
Thank you for loving me the way yo did.
"I love you Jedediah Scott Myers"
You are my best friend and will be forever
"I LOVE YOU! ..I miss you everyday Just wish he didn't want you back!!!"
"Happy Birthday Jed!!!!"
"I love u !!!!! Happy birthday. Last year around this time we had plans to go to lunch and that never happened. This time last year we were saying goodbye to our great grandma together. Never thought you'd be the next one to leave us. I miss you more than words can express. I miss everything about you. I miss you picking on me bout wearing shorts. I miss you teasing me about being a sissy. I miss just everything. You didn't deserve this. Stay close to the family this next month. It's gonna be hard without you. Drink a cold one up there hunny :) stay crazy. I love u ❤️❤️❤️❤️"
"Happy Birthday Jed. You're first birthday out there in the Universe, Heaven, wherever you call it and you are. All I know is it is the first one here for us without you. And it harder than a heart can ever imagine. I know you're with us, you continue to show us in so many ways. People will be celebrating for you today, releasing balloons, raising their shots, and sharing stories, making sure you are remembered. I love you so much, I miss you beyond explanation. I'm posting some new pix, I hope you smile at all our shenannigans and keep sending us your love. 36 years ago today the miracle of you came into my life. I was blessed more than any mother ever could be.
Til we are together again,
I love you...........Mama"
"Honoring you today with a single flame burning brightly here in Raymond Maine. I will keep an eye I. Your beautiful mom as I know you are."
"My sweet son, another anniversary of sorts. Tonight marks 11 months since we had outer final good byes with you. Next is your birthday which will be the hardest of all. I know you are watching us and you are always near. I know you see that for the most part we all are carrying on, working, day at time life keeps us going. And I know you see our hearts aching with the missing you. Making my last little video I realized I'll never have new pictures of you to add to them and all I could do was cry. Then you show up in your bright blue spirit orb and tell me it's okay, and I can get thru another day. Tyson's still paying his dues and I know that makes you happy. I'm sure that will be a drawn out process but it was deserved. I know you have so much to see and so many people that ask for your presence, but thank you for all the time you let me know you are with me. Without that I couldn't bear being here.
I love you Jedediah. Until it's my turn, I send you kisses and hugs and all my love.
I miss the sound of your heartbeat at night and the smile on your face. I miss your hair on my back when I sleep. 11 months today and the pain is still so hard that you are gone. I am trying to move a little forward each and every day. I long for just one more moment to hear I love you skinny. You will never be forgotten and will forever be in my heart."
"Happy New Year Brother. You are my angel in heaven and I miss you dearly. Thank you for the snow flakes today. I know you loved the snow... I love you You angel... 2015"
"New Years Eve is a bit sad here this year Jed. I hope you're smiling at us and having a party with the best wherever you are. Thank you for the visit the other night....I wish I could have made you stay, or come back forever. I love you son. You are always and forever in my heart, thoughts and soul. Till we are together again.....
Your Dear Mama....."
"Merry Christmas Jed....our first Christmas without you and it just feels so wrong. I know you were there last night for your balloon release. I hoped you were smiling big at us almost torching the neighbors house with the Chinese lantern.....but the balloons looked awesom as they took off to where you are. We all were missing GeriAnn, for me makes the missing you even stronger. I'm so lucky Ariel was there. You would be so proud of her driving herself all the way over on the freeways.
All the memories of when you guys were little keep flooding back ..so many Christmases so much love and fun. Makes me want to hurry up and be done with this lifetime and get on with getting to where you are.
I Iove you honey. I miss you more than can be expressed.
"10 months ago tonight sweet son, we said our final physical goodbyes to you. I didn't think I would make it this long, but the love you send everyday has enabled me to carry on and face the world every day. Your brother and sister and I and all the kids are starting a new Xmas tradition since Xmases will never be the same. Now. We are going to release balloons to the heavens in your honor and memory on Xmas eve. I think it will be good to start something new and make you a part of it. So many memories , it's impossible to not think of yiu and miss you.....you are still larger than life to most of us. I will put new pictures up probably after Xmas, and I can sit at the computer . I hope you're smiling down at us all, and loving the fact that you are a very loved and cherished man.
I miss you Jed. You took a piece of my heart with you. I hope you're holding it close.
"Thanksgiving was a rough day, I'm sure you were watching us all....nothing's ever going to be the same. I miss you my son.
"Well Jed it's taken 9 1/2 months but Tyson was arrested and his betrayal to you is finally being dealt with. We may not get the sentence we'd like but at least he's being held accountable. I know you are happy as you've been here with me for 2 days doing your spirit happy dance. Jess got your messages too from a reader; your signs help us so much. Thanksgiving is tomorrow, and altho we didn't always spend it together over the last several years, I know this year yiu will be with us at your house with Jeremy and Mike. I wish that made it easier, but it does give a little boost to dealing with your not being here in person. If Tyson's case goes to trial I'm sure it will drag out and we will need your strength thru that. Know all we do is in this crap is for the love and justice for you. Oh, what I wouldn't do to see you walk through the door, or hear my phone ring "Dear Mama" one more time. Please give Gramma and Les big hugs for me. On my Thanksgiving list (as in every day) of gratitude is the honor of being your mother. I love you baby....know I'm staying crazy and Jed'ng On the best I can.
I'll Love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My baby you'll be.
"This morning I am up at 6am with tears rolling down my face, knowing my heartaches for you. This time of year was always your favorite, not to hot not to cold. Yesterday I was at the store and I turned around because I heard someone calling my name, but I saw nothing, but I could hear my name. I searched through 500 puppy ads on craigslist about to give up and an ad I had not seen over the past week just popped up and there was my Zeus. Thank you brother I needed him. It's almost time that I can start wearing your wire one long sleeve shirt you gave to me.. I remember you had stopped by for whatever reason and I said hey give me that shirt and you took it off and handed it to me, Saying it smells good... LMAO, that shirt smelled like a sweaty hard working man.. It was horrible.. But to smell that smell one more time would be a blessing. Right now there are many things I wish I could have one more day, Brother I would give it all up for just a glimpse of you. Daily my heart aches, some days I feel like I am dragging this on, that I just need to let it go, but there is nothing like living this life without you. Some days the pain and realization is unbearable. My head feels like I live day to day in a bubble of water. Last night when I picked up Zeus I wanted to call you and ask you all the pitbull tricks, and to find out what you did to make Luna such an awesome dog and then it hit me, shit Monica you can't call him... :( I have a socket under my sink that won't reset, I actually dialed your phone (Yes I still have your number programed in my phone) And then realized Fuck Monica he can't answer... Will this ever get easier, needed your advice or just to see your bratty ass. Some many things I say or do, I am like oh my brother that is his favorite or that is his team or damn I wish he was here, I could just ask him.. We had or misunderstandings and Damn it Jed I am sorry for all of that. I wish that I could change the disappointments you found in me, But I guess for now all I can do is try to be a better person and love people like you did.. Unconditionally and even sometimes for all the wrong reasons.
Please stay close I will have questions with this new little devil, please know that until we meet again I will live my life to the fullest. Please stay close to mom and heal her heart... This next few months you will hear from me often. As the holidays draw nearer, people ask Monica what are you doing for the holidays and I just look at them and turn away with tears in my eyes and softly say " I am not ready to deal with the holidays" People will never understand how I feel about you or how much I miss you... Until we meet again my angel.
Love always your SISTER"
"Jed, so many signs from you the last few days. People finding things, the grasshopper that flew into my car, Monica's knowing yiu told her to go to the casino and she hits a royal flush with hearts and wins $1100!
Your presence is just so huge like you're right there. I hope you know how much we all miss you . The Slayer concert is Saturday, Jeremy's going for you...I heard you tell me to make sure he went. Watch over him okay? I just had to say things honey, even if they make no sense. I love yiu so much and sad to say am looking forward to the day I am called to be with you and gramma. Hug her for me.....I love you. Mama"
"Do you miss us, Do you feel what we feel, Is there firepits and crown where you r? Can you hear Luna bark for Taco Bell? Do you smile at the things you see us do or say. Do you feel the love we all have for you? Are there days you wanna come home, or wish we could be there with you? I wish I really knew what it was like for you that horrible night. Was there pain, did you know what was happening? Were you scared, did you cry out for anyone? I am sorry I wasn't there, your whole life I was there when you were in trouble, fights with GF's and even when you went to jail."
"Today is one of those days that I just can't motivate, every where I turn there you are. Standing in the bathroom, there you are, driving there you are... Visions upon visions of childhood memories run through my head like a homemade movie.. Playing video games on Saturday morning, sticking trix up our noses and blowing them at each other. I can't stop listening to songs that make me think of you. I guess today is your day in my house little brother."
"Ok so I know its a few days sooner the it should be, but god has a way of making things happen sooner then they should. It has been 9 long horrible months since you been gone. I try to remember the times that you would laugh at stupid shit and get mad at even stupidier shit( I know you are laughing your ass off right now because that isn't even a word)!!!!! I miss you brother to the starz and back. I miss the smile on your face and the sparkle in your eyes... One day my Portal Angel we will be together again... If god has his way it will be unexpected to all who knows us."
"Well Jed it's my first birthday without you, although I know you were here yesterday and last night. You're always around, and my wish is you'll always stay close, and will have the complete peace you need when we finally get justice for your accident. We will celebrate you tonight as that is what I wNt on my birthday. To be with the people that not only love me but love you too.
I miss you my son....my heart aches more than can be told.
I can't believe it's been 8 months since we've been goodbye. I talked to you the day before your accident. This can't be real. I remember going to a family get to together and you freaked out because I was in shorts and you made me change or else you wouldn't be my uncle anymore :( I remember when we were driving down priest and we got to 5th street and you decided to run the red light and there was cameras so you said "duck on three, 1..2... Duck" and we both covered our faces. I remember the last time we talked you told me you missed me and loved me and you would call me Valentine's Day so we could maybe go to lunch..... But instead, I was at the hospital visiting you on Valentine's Day. It'll never be the same, that day will forever kill me inside. I just can't believe this. Come home please. I miss you."
"8months honey...and it's just as hard today as it was back then. You are so missed. There's just a hole open where you should be. Monica Seanie and I did shot of Crown XR at 11:03 hoping you were smiling down on us. Wish you could write a letter and send it so we knew what you were seeing and feeling. You know me, I'm so impatient....I can't wait til I'm real old to see you......I love you and miss you more than mere words can express.
Love always and always and forever
"Hey Jed we all miss you so much. There will never be a day that you won't be missed."
For nine months as you grew
Two hearts beat as one
My blood flowed thru your veins
Just a mother and her son.
When you took your first breath
You opened your eyes,
they cut the cord
And I heard you cry.
For 35 years I watched you grow
You still had my heart but yours beat on it's own
Still my baby boy altho you were grown.
When you took your last breath
You closed your eyes,
they cut the cord
And the world heard me cry.
My heart breaks more every day honey. I love you and miss you.
"When Thursday Comes Around
I close my eyes and remember you
I hear your voice, I see your face
I feel your long hair surrounding me
Hints of your brown eyes in the pale moonlight
Beneath your warm embrace
Your lips are so soft in my bittersweet memories
Your deep raspy voice still lingers in my dreams
And my heart aches for you everyday
I miss when you would say, “I can’t wait when Thursday comes around!”
And seeing the biggest and most contagious smile on your handsome long red beard face
When you would look at me
You had the kindest eyes
And here I am
Left with my bittersweet memories
When Thursday comes around"
"Jedediah, I say the same thing each time but I miss you so much. It's coming up on 8 months since we said good bye and every day I wish I'd wake up and find this all a nightmare and you're really here and safe and happy. I know you are watching over us all and you can see and hear what we say to you. You do a great job of letting many of us know it with some sort of sign or token I cherish those so much. I save the pennies and nickels or dimes ( how about a couple $50s once in a while?). Lol. I saved the note you left me a couple of weeks ago...I'm still trying to figure out all the 7's you sent a few weekends ago....probably lottery #s I didn't play... :-(. Give Luna and Gramma hugs for me please. And ask Gram to give you one from me. I love you honey....please keep the signs and spirit talk coming....it's all that keeps me going some days. I really need one of my baby boy's hugs.
All my love to you Jed....
dearest Baby Brother. I will say this once again, I can not believe how drastic my life has changed from loosing you. We had our fights Jed Myers, but we are and always will be Brother and Sister. I struggle daily as I look at your 2 nieces struggle and as I watch Mom struggle with all of this. You were at times a pain in the ass, but most times your were an amazing brother. I remember dressing up in Blue and Orange with mom, she was proud and off we would go to your Pop Warner Football games. I remember all the Boy scout meeting mom held at the house. And how about the night dad got promoted and so we all got to drink Cold Duck... Do you remember climbing up on dad's metal shed to get to the roof, we dented the shit out of that roof. How about skate boarding in the house down the streets empty pool. Jumping on the trampoline across the street at Molly's house. Or even just hanging out with The Hucklebee's. Their mom was cool. Do you remember the day I told Tim's mom she was a dyke and she didn't own the damn sidewalk. What about the time you got jumped in to the neighborhood gang and Sean H Merzon and I went and tracked them down, Sean told them to leave you the f$%^ alone or they would deal with him next time.. :) No matter how recent or how long ago the memory, they all flood at me from time to time. I miss you baby brother like crazy.. I love you more then you know, or maybe you do, that is why you sent me dreams of you and I with animals... Thanks Man I needed those. Love forever and always until I hit my time your only sister Monica
"Man I miss you"
Mutilated our malice, our intoxicated, advocating lust for a cause....
.......Blow the last candle out.
Recoil, finish what we've started.
For you I'll take this to my grave.
Thank You for giving me what SAVED my life.... Forever Grateful."
"Jed, I met you in jr high when we were just crazy kids running the streets of Mesa. We had many good times then being wild in the ole anders, doing things we shouldn't have been. Then we grew up and actually became friends. We had many mutual friends. Anthony, Sarah knight, Carisa knight, Good ol Fish, the Barnes brothers, Moocow, Venssa Louder, and of course the other 2 we all lost Matt and Jeremy. I'll never forget all the good times listening to Ozzy, going to concerts, having fun at Fishs place. They were some of the best memories I have,but most of all I will never forget you being a good friend to me when I lost Jeremy. You took the time to talk to me n ask me if I was ok. You hung out with me and shared your own memories of him. That meant more than you ever knew. Now unfortunately, I'm here returning the favor to the ones you loved most. I don't know why it had to be this way, it's just so unfair, But you left behind a legacy that will never die. Until my last day on this earth comes, I will honor your memory along with all the loved ones I've lost. You were an awesome soul Jed. I sure do miss you! Love, Lisa "Stay Crazy and Jed On""
"My sweet boy....how you were missed tonight. Jeremy's 40th birthday with a combo party of your friends, his friends, now all friends! We have you to thank for bringing g so many wonderful people into our lives to blend with the ones already part of our lives. It was a nice time but there was definitely something missing, the spark of life that was always at our get togethers....it's just not the same without you. We all try, but the it's kind of like we're all a little lost without "the leader of the pack". I have no doubt you were there , you always seem to be felt, but for us mortals here missing you it's just not fair. I love it when you come to me and twice now I've been able to really see you, thank you for letting me hold you the other night when you were trying to comfort me. If you. An work your magic, help bring us all back together again, I miss GeriAnn and Ariel and just don't know what to do to fix it all. I love you Jed, I miss you every day and altho there are good days, you are still foremost in my thoughts and in my heart. Stay near my son, watch over us all and keep giving us the signs that help us cope. I love you and always will.
"My dearest Jedediah,
ICannot believe today is 6 months that you've been gone.
I play these last two days in my head over and overand the nightmare still surreal. you have touched so many lives and Are loved by so many we miss you so much baby the days go by but the hurt doesn't go awayI will forever be by your side I love you so much.
Forever and always Skinny"
"Geriann and I talk about you daily, and every night we try to tell each other something funny that had happened with you, before she goes to sleep. We both miss you very much and Love you. Geriann really enjoys it when you visit her in her dreams. She has also made me promise to have a little celebration party on your birthday every year , which I have happily agreed to to. Love you always Naomi and Geriann"
"In my lifetime I have loved and lost many, but you Jed Myers are the last one I thought I would lose. My life will never be the same. I wake up some days and can look at your pictures and smile with pride and then there are 27 days out of each month that I wake up sad and can't look at your pics or think about you with out bursting in to tears. I never thought that something like this would ever hit our family. I do try to accept this tragedy the best that I can, but it will never come easy. The 14th through the 17th of every month will be the hardest 3 days for me always. I love you Myers like nobodies business and I miss you. I wish that heaven had a phone or even visiting hrs would be great. #Forever35. Jed On Brother"
"Jed my brother I miss you so much....Life will never be the same...Till my time comes i will stay crazy and Jed on!!! Love you"
"Hello my baby brother. 6 months wow what a nightmare we have been living.. I try daily to be focused on the things at hand like life, but you cross my mind every min of the day. I think of the day mom and dad brought you home from the hospital, I lol at the time in the truck you yelled " Jesus Christ I gotta Poop!! ( I think u were 4). I think about all the little things that happened good and bad in our childhood and miss you more then you will ever know. I was hoping by now that the time would get easier and it has only gotten harder. I know our mom is really struggling and I wish that I could help her, but I feel she needs to hear from you more often and never let her be without you.. I love you Jed and always will. You will always be in my heart and soul.. Cheers to you with a toast of the New Crown Royal..."
"Miss you, brother. Not the same without you walking the earth with us. Nothing but love, homie."
"Hi my love,
I miss you so very much and as the days pass it doesn't seem to get any easier.
I know you around when I can hear your amazing voice singing.
I love you with all of my heart Jedediah."
"I miss you dad and I love you!"
"Hi my sweet boy, it's been a rough couple of days agin, thinking of the upcoming 6month date of you leaving. I will get busy this weekend and upload some more pictures, every time I try I just get so emotional I have to stop. I heard you tonight tell me you "met" Robin Williams and your little joke. So like you and I will hang on to believing it really was you and not just me wanting to hear you. Jeremy met up by chance with Chad Mink who is of all things, Phil's neighbor! He saw all the Jed shirts and asked Phil how he knew you, and how he (chad) knew Monica and Phil said there's his brother as Jeremy was there for Phil's birthday. And the circle continues on..... A medium told a friend that you had a lot to say and apparently did... And with you was a beautiful girl with long blonde hair. I wish you could tell me who it was. Of course with your charisma, you've probably got a harem going....lol.
I love you honey, and I miss you so much every minute. I do my best to not be said and dwell on you're being gone. It's very hard tho, very very hard. Stay near please. I need to know you're close.
All my love,
Your "dear mama""
"This sounds crazy, Jed, but I love the music, so when I play that stupid Candy Lane, I put your music on for background, and mute theirs. You are missed by many, and I still think of the time you came to my house and saw your pretty eyes. You have adorable daughters, but you already know that...See my son, tell him I miss him......Hugs.... Arloa"
"Hi honey . I'm really missing you today. Dusty wrote and told me she had a dream you and she were eating a birthday cake I had baked for you. I know that was your way of letting me know you're happy and knew it was Zella's birthday. I sent her one of your Tag em and Bag em shirts you wore all the time. She's going to her first concert and probably will be in her first mosh pit. She had thought it would be cool to wear a shirt you had worn....I hope she does. I know you would have eventually gotten to meet her and found out how much she is like you. Give her a guiding nudge if you can. She seems a little list right now. GeriAnn looks happy, Rosie posts pictures now and then so I get to see her that way. Naomi must be really busy with school and all nd I just haven't been able to see G. I'm seriously thinking of going to Maine in Sept. To meet my friend Ru. I'm pretty sure I will love it there. You know how much I've hated Ariona all my life.
You would be happy too that Seanie is in Florida with his dad and grandpa and doing well and seems happy. He needed a change in his life.
I love you Jedediah. Everyone does....if I could switch places with you I would. There's so many people here that love you and need you, it's not fair you left us. That stupid decision for you to go out with Tyson that night would be one thing I'd change. Then you'd still be home safe.
Til next time my sweet boy.....you're in my every thought.
"I'm putting some messages I had gotten on Facebook from people I dont know but knew You. The circle of Jed is amazingly huge and ever growing! What a blessing you were to so many.....
Heres a note I got on Facebook from someone you went to pre-school with. He was kind enough to message me with his memories of you:
My name is Gabe Ulate. I went to preschool at Palo Alto and Whitter Elementary with Jed. Just wanted to say I'm sorry to have heard about Jed. He was one of the dudes I have and always will remember.
Jr. High and High school is a blur I don't think him and I ever talked or crossed paths again since our younger years. But I'll never forget the way he told a story to you or his laugh! Back in elementary I'll never forget his Guns and Roses jean jacket he wore. Back in that time him I eye saw eye to eye on music. I remember complementing him on his jacket and he told me to try it on. And I said I need to get me one of these!!! Never happened!
Just wanted to share a memory of Jed I had. Sorry again for you and your families loss. He's a great guy!
And heres one from Amanda's mom:
GeriAnn. I am Amanda Red's mom I just want to tell you how so so very sorry I am about Jed. My daughter loved him she loves Tasha I adore Tasha and both were there when Amanda's dad passed. My Makayla loved Jed and his little daughter. The few times when I was around him he was a joy and funny to listen to. As I tell Amanda he's gone but he's still here if we can ever do anything to help you please call us. Jed was considered our family.! Hugs and blessings Katie
And one from a Whittier classmate (see the impact you had on people? )
Hello Ms. Julin, I was a friend of Jed's from back in the Whittier Elementary days. I am SO sorry for your loss. I was hoping I might be able to pay my respects to your son, and would like to know if you would please let me know when and where his services are when you get that information. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family, and again I am very sorry for your loss. GOD bless you and your family.
Thank you for letting me know. I will try my best to make it, I live in Kingman and will try to get off work. If for some reason I can't make it, please accept my heartfelt condolences and I do hope to meet you soon. GOD Bless you and your family..
I miss you honey. I know you're always around and watching over me, giving me that love and help when I really need it.
Love you Jedediah.....
"Jed, 5 months ago yesterday my world changed forever. And I can't help but wonder.....before you were born, during those 9 months you lived and grew inside me, your heart depended on mine to beat. How is it then that mine can keep beating without yours? I miss you sweetheart...I am sure you're not happy with me for being so helpless and hopeless. I carry on each day to honor you and try to understand that one question......why? I love you and miss you with each breath I take.
Thought of Jed today and all of his friends and family that misses him so. xx RU"
"1 more week and you will be gone 5 long months. The pain has not gotten any easier, but has become a part of life for me. I try to focus on the memories like when mom and dad took us all to the cabin in Munds Park and the 3 of would pack survival bags and set out to do some bear hunting, or the times we would go to the canal on Alma School and catch baby frogs and bring them all home with us, the days in the summer riding bikes to Sun Splash and Carson Pool, Playing the tree house out back. Then I think about how Birthday's and Holidays will never be the same again. I think about your voice, that shit eating grin and your laugh, I get sad and lonely, my heartaches, my head fills with clouds and I weep tears of sadness and anger. And that is when I realize that no matter the memories, good times and photos life will never be the same for us w/out you Baby Brother. I promise you 1 thing no matter what it takes or how much time is spent justice will be served if it is the last thing I do. I love you Baby Brother Jed Myers and miss you more and more everyday. Ride free always, until we meet again. Love forever your sister"
"Hi Jed, this is dodge.Thank you for playing with me! And hitting my mom with water balloons that was funny. I liked your long hair. And all your tattoos. You are very cool. Going to miss you... Dodge"
"To a very sweet angel! Jed what a sweet big teddy bear you are! You loved my girl Tasha, you loved her kids' Tasha smiled in love' I was so happy for her and you! We will miss your warm smile big ole hugs your caring soul! You were such a great daddy with your little angels and Tasha's close by your side! You made them happy safe and secure! I'm so happy she finally found the love of her life! I'm honored to have gotten to know you! Your beautiful soul will be forever missed' every time I put my hat on I think of you! Pulling it off n telling me I was to beautiful to hide my face! I wish I had gotten to know you more! You have so many who love you and miss you dearly' we will all forever miss you! I hope your Head banging to your favorite music ! Riding off in the sunsets' till we meet again my friend! I promise to hold Tasha close by watch over her for you! And your mama! She sure misses you:) your a bright shining angel who earned his wings' lots of love Jed,To you and your beautiful family! Thank you for sharing your love with us' and thank you for loving my girl tash n her kids! hats off to you Jed:)"
"Sorry your mom has to go through this."
"Jed I hope you knew when you were still here with us how much you were loved and how many peoples hearts you touched. A week hasn't gone by that I don't meet someone new that knew you and and was touched by your heart. I am constantly amazed at the "circle of Jed" that keeps growing and growing. I know you have to be looking at me smiling , shaking your head and smiling that cocky know it all smile of yours. I hope you knew how much I loved you then and continue to love you now. I'm on a quest to find who stopped for you at the accident that night and thank him. I don't know why he didn't give his name....maybe he was just your angel telling you he was there to guide you through the next steps you were about to take. I like to think that may be the case and he left you with a sense of peace so you could cross over and start watching over us. Anyway baby, I miss the hell out of you. I yell at you, I send you hugs, some nights I ask to just let me go and be with you. But I know you hear me and you love me back and you're fulfilling whatever your journey is that you had to go to. Jed On honey....that's what we're all doing here without you. I love you!!!!
"Jed my brother I miss you so damn much..."
"Jed, yesterday was really a rough one, the first Father's Day since you left us. I'm hoping your girls were okay, but I know even if they acted okay they're devasted on the inside. We missed you at Chris and Tasha's birthday party, altho by the pictures, looks like you were there. :-) I just wish we could hug you and talk to you for real. Everyone says how well I'm doing, and inside all I want to do is die. I miss you so much and it just isn't getting easier. When you came through the other day and hugged me made me want more, so please come by again soon. I need my Jed fix, really bad. I love you honey. So so much.
"Happy Father's Day Jed. I think I can speak for everyone when I say, not a day goes by that you are not thought of. I miss you, your family and friends miss you. Heck, I always said you were a real heartbreaker. I just never thought it would be like this <3 Keep doing those little things you do that let us know ur still with us. In the meantime, we vow to stay crazy and jed on. Xoxo"
"well I thought it was leaving a tribute but it went on the stories page I love you so much Jedediah"
"I have never met Jed, but if he's anything like his mom Geri Ann, I'd like him very much! Rest in Peace Jed."
"Yesterday was 3 months since you left us Jed. It is harder now sometimes than that day. I hear you talk to me, your friends say they see you, they hear you, but damn it, we miss you. Everything is so different, and it's near impossible to accept that you're just never going to show up again. I would give anything to be with you right now and get one of your big ol' hugs and see you smile. I love you so much Jed. Seems my only goal anymore is waiting to be with you once again. Stay close son. Keep up your messages please, and keep us safe here. I love you.........xooxxoxo
"It was my first Mothers Day in 35 years without you Jed. Not that you always felt it necessary to make a big deal about it, but just hearing from you would complete the day. Jeremy stayed the day with me and we watched old videos of Xmases and birthdays and had you with us that way. I hope you were with Gramma Jo, I missed her so much too. It was wierd not having her to send a card and buy some little present she'd not like...lol. Jessica came by and brought me a card, that cheered me up too. You're still thought about and talked about all the time. Everyone misses you so much, it still doesn't have any normalcy to the concept of you being gone. Stay near honey...I hear you talk to me all the time.
I miss you. So much it consumes me most days. I promise I'm working on getting better. I fell in
I've with you. Encore I ever heard your heartbeat...that's never going to go away.
Till we are together again.....
"Jed someone made this video on You Tube in your honor. I wish I could post it, but for anyone who stops by I hope they will go to see it. I love you son........each day gets harder instead of easier right now. You've been sending me signs, I know you're with me. I just so want to see your smile and feel your big ol' hugs. I miss you so damn much. Stay close honey....I need you.
"I don't write often because I'm too often left with the lack of words. I miss you terribly and you cross my mind every day. The last week has been hard and I get frustrated because you're not here for me to ask advice. I'm doing my best but my heart is heavy and I miss my big brother. I feel myself unraveling some days but I try to stay strong. I know you're with us, but sometimes I wish I could hear you yell at me one more time for hitting your recliner with the front door one more time. I love you Jeddus Christ."
"It's a rough day for your friends today Jed. The first Ufest without you . Everyone's going in your honor and Tash is taking Ariel. I know you'll be there with them, I just like talking to you. I will miss you more than usual tomorrow at Gerianns birthday party. I am just not whole without you....and I love you so very much. I wish I could just see you smile......
"My friendship with you taught me never to judge a book by its cover and I will always credit you with that. You were a true friend through it all and I will always love you for that. I miss your dumbass and think of you daily."
"My sweet Jed, I'm trying to choke down this lump in my throat; it's hard baby... I miss you so much :'( I am so thankful I met you a year ago on your birthday; you were right, it WAS fate... absolutely. Thank you for saving me. I am so greatful for my new pair of eye's you have given me on life. Thank you for STILL looking out and protecting me. Thank you for the peace you give. Thank you for your visit's (please don't stop!). And know that, "I will be in love with you till the day I die" too, and beyond baby.
"I only met Jed one time, but feel like I have known him for a long time. What a good looking guy!!! Mom is lost without you, and I feel like a part of me is missing also. I hope you are with your grandmother, as she prepared the path for you."
"It's been a rough 2 days honey...a few laughs but every picture of you makes me cry. I want another hug...another "I love you ma", another crooked smile or disgusted look. So many things we still could have done. One more shot of Crown together. Somedays I don't think I'll get thru the next day but so far I've Soldiered on. I miss you Jedediah Scott. Damn you for going out that night . And thank you for being always true to yourself. A mama's love never dies....please come back for it every chance you can. I miss you Jed .
"I love you big guy, I'd do anything to have you back here. Words cannot explain much we all miss that smile. I'll try my hardest to take care of your yard and make you proud. Thanks for the help finding an electrical job. You'll always be my Magician Electrician/Dirty Jesus/Sarge! I'll never forget you man."
"Love you Jed!! You are missed every day, we all love you"
It's hard to believe its been a month already, there is not a day that goes by that i am not thinking about you , and cry myself to sleep. I look forward to my next life because i know it is then that i will see you again. Geriann misses you very much and loves you so much, please continue to visit her in her dreams ,she really enjoys that and so do I. I LOVE YOU JED !!!!!! ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL ."
"My sweet loving Jedediah. I cannot believe it has been a month. Seems like just yesterday you were telling me " I love you skinny" please stay awake so we can finish planning our wedding. That valentines night all of our lives will be forever changed. You are so loved my dear. The amazing support from everyone makes my heart happy.
I still see your gorgeous smile and I can still hear your voice singing in my ear. I love you so darn much jed. Forever in my heart and my kife. I will never let go.
See you in my dreams my love my best friend my heart.
With love always
"Baby brother, so many memories from the day you were born, to dirty diapers, to Mohawk hair cuts, from kicking me with your little cowboy boots, to falling through ceilings all the way up to your first daughter being born and my first tattoo. Damn it brother I miss you. Nobody will ever take your place and I walk through every day with you in my thoughts. I will love you forever and 1 day we will be together again. Love forever your sister"
"Wow. I can't believe I'll never see you again. I'm so torn up inside and I miss you so much. I'm so hurt in so many ways that it breaks me down a little bit more every single day....I love you for always being there for me through EVERYTHING. ... I love you for loving me as your own since the day I was born. This sucks so much.... (here come the tears) ugh. RIP uncle. I will never ever ever go a minute without thinking of you!!!!!!!!!"
"My brother......its been almost a month and it hasnt fully even registered the inpact of you being gone. You were more than a friend you were my brother. Family and loyalty bonded by scars and ink! I will miss you but i will honor you how you wanted by my horns in the air saying your name jamming something fitting!! I will carry on like we do but will always have you missing from my side!! So at that i say Stay Crazy and Jed On Brother!! Love you with a hug as like we always did when we parted company!!"
"You know Jed I didn't know u for a very long time like a lot of people but u did make a huge impact on our life. You showed me what the power of love does for people...we have realized in this busy life of ours that life is short and that we take it for granted...Jed you are definitely one of a kind...enjoy rockin out up there and see you again some day!! Ride w the angels my friend!!"
"I love you so much. We have so many memories from fighting over what I was wearing to hitting Eachother with water balloons and falling off the trampoline. I miss you more than words can express and I hate that you're not here anymore. I wish you could come back because I miss you so much. I really do. You're always gonna be my uncle. Don't forget that. I love you uncle Jed. :(
"I love you Jed. I know you'll never leave us, we all feel you around us all the time. I miss you so much, my heart aches from the part you took with you. Watch over us honey and keep us safe until we're all together again. I love you....Mama"
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